"I reject your reality,
And substitute my own."


Currentszz

Evelia T.Z.R a.k.a Evie/Evee (T_T)
11th January 1993
Capricorn
Baka-Ninjas Cosplay Team Shizune, Lenalee, A.B.A <3


Short and spastic as hell when da mood strikes =3

"Ya betta watch out, uh-huh uh-huh...

I am worth, $3,456,190



Impossible-Quiz.com - Most Difficult Quiz


xXHazedShadowsXx@gmail.com



[00]Any decent phone with a camera and bluetooth functionality..lol
[01]New Mp3(Got a new MP4 now =3)
[02]Decent O'lvl grades
[03]Have fun in da year, as much as I...
[04]$$$ -Clothes
[05]$$$ -Air tickets
[06]$$$ -Cosplay
[07]%%% -Food
[08]Decent Jap-singer
[09]Choir SYF-GoldSilver
[10]Striped thigh-high socks
[11]Pulverising stilettos? x)
[12]New cardigan/hoodie
[13]That cute plushie with built-in speakers...

And for Him to please TADA hurry back home~ <3 =D

*6Joy2005

*TzY,

*XiaoHui
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*Takuhino
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*ShengYing
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*Xavier-Bro!~
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*Cheryl
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*Sophia
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*Haru-chan
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*HuiMin
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*Ah-Boii Dii~
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*Pei²
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*Alicia
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*Amanda
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*Cherie-Anko-chan~
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*Andrew
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*Aurealle/Joel
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*Cao
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*Chelsea
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*ChoonHui
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**Jiraiiiya Neko-buddy!~
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**Dei-dei chan!~
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*Dexter
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*Ding-ma
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*Eelin
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*Esther
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*Eugene
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*EltonGor
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*Eunice
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*Evangeline
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*Faz
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*FangTian
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*Farhanah
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*Guangrui
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*Hazirah
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*HueyJie
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*HuiXian
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*HuiYi
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*Jessica
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*Jian Hui
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*JiaXuan
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*Juan
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*Kyon
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*Kakuzu
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*KayCheong
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*Lovell
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*LongSiang
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*Looney
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*Marjorie
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*MrWu
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*Nadiah
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*QiQi
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*Samuel
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*Shu Hui
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*Sakina
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*Shannon
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*Stephanie
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*Susu
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*Syahirah
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**Vio-space/JugoJie~
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*Timothy
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*Tiara
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*WeiDe
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*Wenpu
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**Yuki-Darlin~
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*YingXue
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*YingTing
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*YongXiang
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*Zawanah
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*Zoe
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*ZhaoYang
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*ZiJun

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If its something for me to go with the motions with (as much as I know that posting like this is of MY free will and nobody's not stopping me), it'll be blogging.. like, right now.. >_>



Orochi/Yuki/Elaine darlin reminded me to post something, so here I am.




Common tests are over, subjects I don't do well in.. well its sorta expected, and even for that there's still a improvement in e score, wth. o.o


I'm surprised tat I did decent for Lit, and that brought my combined humans to an A. Whoot whoooot!~ ^^



And yeh, Chem was a potential A if not for a number of dumb careless mistakes... HALF mark more. Ms Chew doesn't round up the score. Where's da mercy? T_T



And things are rolling in the class. I'm not one to be involved, but things seem foreboding somehow...


Brandon's reading the bible his friend gave e past few days. The content.. hoohah.


And BAM we have air-conditioning for graduating classes. XD



For an occasional odd day or two, Andrew brought the guitar and we sorta did some songs. Some turned out surprisingly well, and others nawwt quite lol. Either the timing's off or he played e wrong chord or I feel ulti-pai seh and stop singing all over again. >_<


And its only RIGHT that the GUITARIST brings the GUITAR, no??!?!! Fat chance of me lugging my guitar to school. XD





Hmmm its verry verry VERRRRRY windy right now. Rain and all. Whoohoo!~


And anyways..



On a more emo-note... (Gomen elaine-darlin, yesh emo-ness nevertheless...)



its sorta awesome we called everyday. but its a thorn in my side; a constant reminder of how far we are that I soooo much wanna reach out and close that distance,.. only to know that its sorta impossible now...

I'm too noob to be that good to pull off anything phenomenal, I know. I'm no good at all...





I was absolutely pissed at a close friend of mine, already initially aimless when Ezaria lost her card, who was on e verge of tears and at e same time I just knew e fact tat my mom sorta knew on her birthday tat she may lose her job...


The forebodding thunder clouds in my head that were fogging my mind in every single possible way just sapped away. You did it. How? I'm not too sure myself. I was no longer pissed at my friend, but peeved instead that others were aware and actually became quizzical as to who I did nawt want to see.. -.-


Plus the fact that some awesome friend of mine THEN tells me of dissapointment but NAWT exactly what I've done. How brilliant is that? What am I to think of this? And just cuz of that distances get wider,.. and my mind may pretty off bound over to paranoia and resort to just 'servering them all'...


I'll never pray for the latter. But if it comes to that, so be it.



Then again,
Sometimes I wonder if you're my shrink. o.o


Just last night I was storming thanks to my parents and you basically sapped e anger all from me... it all became a petty issue tat yea as I'm older now I shouldn't be fussing about... no big deal.

But when I hang up the phone, sometimes things just come crashing down all over again. Can't bring myself to be upset or angsty or moody around ya anymore... You have your holy 40+ pages and another 60+ (I think?) pages worth of notes to worry and be screwed up with about (XD), and to hand in your assignments (like yet another secondary sch student *sniggers*) by this coming monday, I don't think I ought to burden ya with my puny, pathetic of an excuse of a rant with you so often...

I want to let you know that I'll be okay and over with it after some time. I'm bound to. But it'd then again upset ya if I don't tell ya over the days... >_> Things may be wrecking up real hard at the littlest of things, I'm sure of it, so how can I not be that panicky, worried, all pent-up? One fine, delicate, negligent gesture to shatter everything.. How is that not possible now?



And I wonder how long I can last... As much as I guess that it pains you more.


--o.ooo.o