--- Contentment in its Helplessly Wordless Form.. =)

(Saturday, December 30, 2006/11:05 PM)

Behold.. floody times. Those are TREES, not paddy-field-like grounds. In e further background can see a mountain ne? Its pretty big... if I'm not wrong, thoughout the bus trip I can see it all the while, hmm..

So yea... When I was at Malacca during e 24th n 25th. The entire trip overall.. it was 50/50. Good and bad times. Believe or not, I enjoyed my time at the zoo there. ^^

Bad Times...

May you not be deceived by the looks of this bungalow *shudders* Wait till u it at night... and its damn isolated...brrr.. The worst thing are the bugs ... Damn creepy, made me and my cousin awake e whole night... And so yea, an hour of sleep till 1am plus. Then the waking nightmare began...

Our cups of tea to keep us awake... Recipe? *Dun wanna advertise* tea bag, a pack of sugar, and three packs of Krimer (creamer). Hehe.

Wads next? Before the nightmare...

The room.. and the bed my cuzzie and I shared.. She unpacked the items she bought (which is ALOT) and started doing her thing... accounting. Haha. While I just idled around and stuff. At least $60 cheaper than when bought locally... Mango clothes. So blah blah yada yada...

The Tour:
Damn most photos are not coming out. =/

THISH ISH SHTUUUPID.

Hm..another time then. ^^"

I mean it. the photos dun wanna come out, not my problem, 'kay?

Great. Only this photo works. Oh well, charming and shuai Pooh bear ne? My cuzzie's bear, my specs. Haha.

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(Monday, December 25, 2006/9:24 PM)

*Grows a thick white beard*

Yohohoho!!!!!!~~ MERRY CHRISTMAS!!~~

*Rips and tosses fake beard away*

Well.. I came back from Malacca. Sudden, contradicting emotions from time to time during the trip... and I couldn't decide which overrides as the final one...

I just went to check my mail, and I chose to be sad.

BUT FIRST, what happened there.

First day... pretty much stuff I don't quite pay attention to. My cuzzie was happy as she bought lots of nice jackets... (Winter ain't coming anytime soon... but oh well) and since its ringgit(sp?) its like, sorta cheaper around here. The brand MANGO, y'know? One reason is that compared to if she bought them locally, she saves SIXTY-SING-DOLLARS of the total. Plus, the quality of the brand's clothing is international, the same worldwide. (In other words, its pwetty good. -.-")

Hm..where and when she did the math was when we were in our the room...

I shall specify this; IT AIN'T GOOD. DA ROOM IS SOOO BAD. More about it later.

So yea, me, her, my bro and another cuzzie (Deon..haha) were in the house with dunno (actually I'm lazy) who else, while the rest (once again lazy) went to see some cowboy parade thingy... fireworks and all.

Now the apartment... it was totally NOT what ANYONE expected... You knwo the luxurious resort kind of thingy with dazzling pools and clubs and all? Either that or a chalet was what I had wished for (since ya should check moi previous post of a little of this matter)... we get some big bungalow.... EACH ONE PWETTY FAR APART FROM EACH OTHER AND ITS DAMN DARK AND RATHER ISOLATED... I was intimidated till shitless.

And worst of all....

BUGS. They were at every corner.. or on the bedsheets of beds of which ever rooms I get involved in. (like, my bro's and dad's room (one room), me n moi cuzzie's...)

As a result,..

I gtg now..shessh. another time..And prolly pics uploaded.

THERE'S ONE OF MOI POUTING!! Lmao... need a number of takes de.. zzz >.<

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(Saturday, December 23, 2006/6:52 PM)

The day before X'mas Eve...

And somehow I feel sullen. God knows...

Well...

AM going to Malacca on some freakin' tour. =.=

Wads the best part? Its for tomorrow and the next day... Da two X'mas days... And when I asked my mom wad r we gonna do there, she said 'dunno lah, they don't tell much loh.'

...

I bet that at the spur of the moment she signed us up without know much details... crap lah. =.=

Even if its a hotal stay or at some apartment or chalet, also dunno.. =.=

Anyways, a few Maplers out there... in case you know...

I got TWO ESTHER SHIELDS TODAY. AND A GLOVE FOR ATT. 60%. ALL IN ONE DAY. And now I lvl 47 nia... which sever, u may ask? IN DELPHI. BWAHAHAHAHA. When I just start on chrnos, the 5th one dropped a mystic shield. like omfg. Now training at plats. hahahaha.

hehe. A lvl 47 at a NEW sever with a net worth of at least 5M..hahaha.

*Switches back to sullen mood*

Sigh. Ah well.

Oh yea. Rhea who is now living in England, happy Bdae. =)

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(Thursday, December 21, 2006/9:23 PM)

Well... New song...right there.

Tsuki no Curse, or Curse of the Moon. From that anime... pretty much gay affection in it... But no biggie, if u can't deal with tat little gayness... ain't my problem. *shrugs* I'm only at the fourth episode... .hehheh. Nice song... nice voice went hit certain high notes... I think? Reason I put this up, it was stuck in my head. So yea get over it.

Got this vid. on YouTube showing a lvl 113 preist of Maple... so yea got addicted to this song.

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Enuff said, yea? XD

And the bump on my bum... its all alright now, just the past two nights....nearly unsleepable cuz I can't toss over and such... restricted sleeping.... zzz

Let me go catch some Naruto now, 'mkay?

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(Monday, December 18, 2006/7:21 PM)

Yesterday, IKEA.

Today, laziness.

About yesterday first. IKEA. Went there and slacked from Delphi Mapling, hahaha. Bro had his composure from goin bonkers. hehe. So yea parents and I went there, they said we were going there to try meatballs, and assured it was of pork...

And blah, we were there. Saw Ms Ang!~ And her mom and said hi and blah. She couldn't recognise me at first... I looked 15 or something in what I wore that day.. hehe. And when we were at the cafeteria it was dam packed, managed to get seats, so rejoiced. The food was pretty good and looked...classy? When they picked up the salmon chunk it looked crummy, but after putting it on e plate, poured the sauce and wadever, it was the $6.00+ poached salmon. Looks can be SO deceieving.(ease of the spelling XD) -.-""

BOUGHT A WEIGHIN SCALE, LMAO!~ Less than $5 too... ZzZzZzZ. Then I found out my parents' main purpose of going there was to get this screen thingie, you know that three-piece foldable pieces of combined cane or something...

And, no, it doesn't serve the purpose of covering a person when changing clothes..zzz. I know that some of u out there will think of that.. -_-"

Anyways, there's one more thing. Outside the cafeteria near the staircase there's this like, huge counter (like my blog counter, but big red digits) counting customers entering their outlets worldwide... It never stops. Like wow, wad can expect less from the word WORLDWIDE, eh?

And now today. random places, zzz. Some major event that happened was...

I fell.

Down the stairs, three steps bump down, knocking where my poor kidney would be. Sobz. A damn-huge-mac-f***in bruise, dammit. Yea, u people snicker and all, but the amazing thing is that I didn't went teary-eyed or anything, just lots of mental swearing. I was fine, I guess, I just felt that it didn't hurt as much as those of a bruise of the heart.... so yea.

That's a wwwrrrrap. It aches at moi kidney area... T.T

By e way, yea I maple in Delphinus, trying to get to lvl 50 for e super bananda, sorta lame I know. I'ma cleric, something different from my obessive bandit-loving. Hehe. I've stoped ShadowPiyo quitte some time already..so yea.

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(Saturday, December 16, 2006/12:11 PM)

1. Would you marry for money?
I don't know... que sera sera.
2. Have you had braces?
Nope. Going to...?
3. Could you live without a computer?
No. XD
4. If you could live in any past time period, where would it be?
Medival. A girl who masters swordsmanship...XP
5. Do you drink enough water?
Hardly.
6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take 'em off?
TAKE THEM OFF. THEY NEED A BREATHER.
7. What are your favorite fruits?
Strawberries, pineapples, green apples, lemons?
8. What is your favorite place to visit?
Home, and a good breezy beach is hard to come by. I MA HOMIE!! >=)
9. Are you photogenic?
Photo-wha?
10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
I can't remember much... but on occasions... yea.
11. Why did you take this survey?
Boredom at its latest
12. Do you drink alcohol?
Nope, but does a sip count?
13. What is the most beautiful language?.
French, Latin, and what's that language they use in Cuba.. Cuban?
14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
My mom kisses my cheeks at times while I act to be asleep.. hehe. Feeling motherly love is awesome.
15. WHAT do you like MOST:Sunrise or sunset?
BOTH DAMMIT. XDD
16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
Ew... I'll wanna stop living pretty short...like 50+?
17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
*Shrugs*
19. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights?
I don't watch movies at home.
20. Do you believe in magic?
Yep.
21. Do you like to watch cartoons?
Does anime count? o.O
22. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
3+. Mature kiddo me. =)
23. Do you write poems?
In the past... Now I scribe them in my head... I fail to express much anymore.
24. Do you snore?
The most is wheezing from a blocked nose. Hard to breathe... =/ But that was when I was little.
25. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
I try to find and toss around for sleep from the sides... wake up on my back. Hmm..
26. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
Rott-wha? Poodles..are too... 'poofy' and 'spiffy' for my tastes.
27. Are you basically a happy person?
Mainly on the outside.. but I do quite have my moments.
28. Are you tired?
Tired from nothing much to do.
29. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
Yea, but rarely. Coffee, black or milky or wadever. Coke on occasions.
30. How many landline/cellphones do you have inyour house?
8. 6 cell phones, two not in use, and two landlines.
31. Do you get along with your parents?
Of course.
32. Do u smoke?
Hell no.
33. Do you have a cat?
I wish... T.T
35. Have you ever had a birthday party?
Don't think so...
36. What do you do when you're sad?
Keep poundering on it while I do stuff... I guess? Probably thats why I never feel happy most of e time.
37. What do you need most now?
Friends to hang out with. I'm wilting at home...
38. What song are you listening to now?
Some chinese song...bleah. The chorus is like 'IIIIII LOOOOOOVVVE YOUUUU~~....'
39. What are you craving right now?
Nothing, I guess. More of a hooker to Oreos at every opportunity though... XD
40. What is your current mood?
Dunno... Tryin' to get entertained from answerin all these questions...
41. What kind of handphone you own?
Samsung folder thingy phone... Dunno what model. 'Rather, I can't be bothered..
42Honestly,what is on your mind now?
'How do I answer this question? Oh I answered it already.'

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(/9:52 AM)

I decided to be nice since I removed the right-click properties. Abuse it, and I'll come hacking into your computer. =)

Anyways, I got sentimental (aww. sheesh) with the current song I've put up. Eternal Snow... from the anime. Yea you guys know which is it, duh~ like, its up there... Why am I even saying this? -___-"

Eternal Snow
Changin' My Life

I'm falling in love with you, and which will come to pass?
Will the feeling do nothing but swell, or
Will you notice it
Even though I've never said anything?

Like snow, but quietly
It continues to pile up

Hold me tight if I think like this
I didn't want to know
What it was like to fall in love with someone
I love you; my tears won't stop
Therefore, I should be free of you

How long will I keep thinking of you?
My sigh makes the window glass fog up

Now, a burning candle
Can't melt my shaking heart anymore?

Hold me tight, strong enough to break me
If we meet in a biting cold blizzard
I won't feel cold, and
I miss you everytime I think of you
This scarf (Muffler, MAFFURELA) that I knit for you
I'm holding it alone tonight

If there were an eternally falling snow
This feeling I have for you, could I hide it?

Hold me tight if I think like this
I didn't want to know
What it was like to fall in love with someone
I love you; my chest fills up
I want to cry out to the winter sky
I want to see you now

Sad, so relating..yada.

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(Friday, December 15, 2006/3:05 PM)

YAY!!!!! FIXED THE SKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINN. FINAL-LEEEEEEEEEE.

So yea go ahead and highlight the previous posts if nescessary. =)

Had problems with the blog entries' HTML. ITS ALL FIXED HOORAY!!
And note the movable title. heheheeeeeeeeeeee

Go on, stare at this post, scroll and play music and keep scrolling and such and all. = D

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(Tuesday, December 12, 2006/2:11 PM)

A - Age you first believed in love?- Not quite believe.. but when I first felt love, its when I'm 3+ when I could read out words. I looked up at my mom for the first time ever, she was smiling. It felt amazing when I was THAT small.

B - Band listening to right now?- None..I guess.No wait, FORT MINOR!~ =)

C - Dream Car- Non-pink retractable hood convertible.

D - Dad's name?- Must I really say? o.O

E - Easiest person to make u laugh?- Some people of the class like A.K.C and Ben and KU NIANG. >=)

F - Food you miss most?- Baked pasta? I had to pass it when I had my terrible appetite that day.. sighz.

G - Any encounters with ghosts?- No. But mind-traveling through dreams... odd huh?

I- Interesting unknown fact about you?-Hmm.. guitar? I LOVVE MY GUITAR!~!~!~

J- just tell me who's the last person whom you talked to.- Bro.

K - Kissing with eyes open or closed?- Eh?! Um..closed... its awkward to stare...I think?

L - Last time you did fight?- Pretty recently. In my mind. Countless battles and debates... sigh.

Q - Quote what you heard for the last two minutes?- "Can make calls..." o.O Bro playing Pokemon... -_-""

R - Remember the last time you cried?- You bet. Pretty recent.

S - Song you sang last?- Eh...Lilium.. >.<

T - Time you woke up?- 6am.. thn woke up at 8, then at 12pm.. haha.

U - Use love in a sentence.- Love ya to death. (see which meaning you seek)

V - Vegetable you hate most?- Most of them.. mainly spring onions and corriander.

W - What are you most afraid of?- That shitty kind of love?

X - X-rated love?- Fook what e hell is that... no I don't wanna know.

Y - Year you were born?- 1993.

Z - Zodiac sign?- Capricorn.

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(Monday, December 11, 2006/12:37 PM)

Gonna change e blogskin to winter theme... hm.. just watch me =)

Anyways, things do seem brighter finally. Well duh~ class party. At first I waas indeed pretty let down. Like, only 20+ out of the 37 turned up. -_-...

Majority malays, and we have to thank them for organising. They prepared the food as well, like we're freeloaders. Haha~.

Had this 'AMAZING-my-ass' race. And we all got in groups by drawing lots and all. And I got teamed up with Jas. ^^ Yay!~ And we were damn lucky. Our first destination was like, finding it was very time consuming, like wtf... And the annagrams were fun, like heck my spelling.. =) I get them all in the time limit of one minute. Boy I love them. <3

So yea... thn a number of us camped at Macdonalds for like snacks and sipping large drinks, like hell. I tio candid shot, like ew. And curse that mushroom top pesky hamster. >=( But all pics are coming soon!~

There's even one of YX and some girl...checking a cd player out and appeared that he's pecking her on the cheek. Heh, credits to that peskey hamster. Man he's good at catching them. =) But I guess that I shouldn't be showing it here... unless my other pals put them up, I will too. ^^ Sorry HuiMin.. XD

Oh yea our history teach Ms Ng was there to save us to start a second fire for our own chicken.. ('us' as in those who hanged in Mac) She very chio!~ Wheee!~. Played frisbee...

And the field honoured me by letting me step on mudcake. In flip-flops. I scream, literally. Not something I do everyday. And on e bus trip home I struggled not to puke... Cuz I can't seem to burp, or so some people say, like wtf. Ugh.. tiring.

That's wasn't the end of the day... or the day at least, not e night. Later meet up with my bro at West Mall.. and left the two of them going to mrt station together.. (the couple mentioned in e photo..) hehe. And you know what? My bro decided to go Pizza Hut. Did brightened up my sickened state, and when I got there... gosh he bought ten drumlets and a whole pasked cheezzy pasta...like wow..

But I took only about one bite of pasta and ABOUT a drumlet. he took e rest. What an appetite for me eh?

Then I finaly got home. Am really glad, though sick, of what happened that day, if not I'll be stuck in depression for e whole day. Everyone seemed to have grown taller, except me... T.T Nevertheless, I had fun.

YX screaming like a girl was pleasant music to my ears... >=) Kc being a poor isloated guy during e amazing race, figures why he's there. Elton and Zhao.K funny loh. haha XH pierced her ears... H.Min seemed taller, chio as always, and e lovable cool Jas is like an ever Cucumber. ^^ She cut her hair and rebonded it, like wow. Just one day and I miss friends already, haiz.

So is there really a need for dovey teenage love? I don't think so. And I do NOT like him. End of post. yadayada.

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(Saturday, December 09, 2006/9:37 PM)

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam,
Et lingua eius loquetur indicium.Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem,
Quoniqm cum probates fuerit accipient coronam vitae.

Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison

O quam sancta, quam serena,
quam benigma, quam amoena
O castitatis lilium

Words in Latin, Japanese singer and wonderfully proper articulation... and I was caught in the spell of this sad sounding song, and of course, I know e translation, like duh~

The Mouth of Justice meditates wisdom
And His language, the tongue is made clear.
Bless man which suffers temptation.

Since, he, with striving, will have received life’s crown.

Oh Lord, Fire Divine, have mercy!Oh, How Holy! How Serene!
How Kind! How Pleasant!
Oh Pure Lily!

This just felt.. sad. Uh yadayada.

Well, something diffrent from those rock music and Sadness and Sorrow all over my guitar countless times, heck.

Ting an ji bah wei jun kai.

Hehe... there's nothing to 'hehe' about actually, just so sad loh. Now you fags are just reading this screen...

I'll get straight to it. I wanted to return his Mangas, but he doesn't want them back. Told me to THROW THEM AWAY. And like for fuck's sake, its about a freakin' fifty dollars for just four books, okay? They're hard to find in shops and such. His reason.. was cuz.. blahblah, and that made me

Upset, terribly upset, to the xtent I cried myself to sleep, whoopie doopie doo. Of course that was.. a few days ago. And its wearing me down. I can even wear shirts inside out like nothing is wrong and its absolutely, totally, u can't spell 'cheese' wrongly kind of nothing wrong, y'know? it sux.

I'll pass it like a fleeting memory, but the problem now is what to do with those mangas... and his bDae present I bought for him WEEKS before his birthday.

This situation just all so awesome.

Well at least there's a class party, I pray that majority will come. Even a single classmatey, whether I like him/her or not, doesn't come, I'll get pretty pissed off, don't ask me why.

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(Tuesday, December 05, 2006/1:25 PM)

RULES: Do the followings WITHOUT complains.Choose 5 people to do this after you complete yours.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard.Say he/she has been tagged.

THE 8 FAVOURITES
favourite color : More than one... ah weel, move on.
favourite book : Artemis Fowl, any good romance, fantasy, and comedy will do for me, like Finding Lubchenko by Michael Simmons. Bound to laugh ure ass off.
favourite food : Good food, dammit.
favourite movie : Ice Age I?? Happy Feet..
favourite sport: Volleyball, sigh.
favourite season : Autumn
favourite country : Singapore? Japan? Paris?
favourite ice-cream : Vanilla, Choc-chip.

THE 7 CURRENTS
current mood : Depressed..
current things you are wearing : T-shirt, shorts, hahaha.
current desktop : Naruto's Rasengan and Sasugay's Chidori.
current toenail colours : natural pink, goodness sake.
current time : 2.50pm
current annoyances : Guys, rpin, boredom!!!
current thoughts : Haiz.

THE 7 FIRSTS
first best friends :Stella, Dharani.
first love : Malcom. (Unknown since forever.)
first movie : Casper!
first peircing : each ear one. Now closed up. Gonna get 'em again. =/
first lie : I wonder..
first music : Casper's movie theme song. Big big world.

THE 7 LASTS
last cigarette : None, wiseass.
last drink : water
last car ride : In my dad's to West Mall.
last crush : Someone.
last movie seen : Open Season, heh.
last phone call : two days ago or so.
last cd played : Lindsay Lohan.

THE 6 HAVE YOU EVER
have you ever date one of your best friends?
I don't quite get what ya mean.
have you ever broken the law?
HELL YES!~
have you ever been arrested?
Neva!~ Hehehe.
have you ever skinny dipped?
Heck, what is that?
have you ever been on tv?
Not too sure. Don't wanna know either.
have you ever kissed someone you dont know?
Nope. May plan on that. Jkjk.

5 things you are wearing :
Blue-lining white t-shirt, spectacles, somewhat hawaiian print shorts, anklet and ... I know what you're implying dammit. Hell I'm not gonna say that. Let's see... Aha!~Hair band. Gotta tie up my hair, y'know. =)
4 things you have done today :
Wake up, done my bed, eat lunch, play e guitar, listen to angsty songs.
3 things you can hear right now :
Faint radio noises, my own music playing, the wind through the window
2 things you cant live without :
Love (Not the shitty, stuck-up form of it) and laughter..
1 thing you do when you are bored :
Using the comp, like right now.
And now, for the 5 people you tag : Anyone... I don't care.

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(/12:10 PM)

Life sucks.

I've been listening to angsty and loud rock music. Just check the above da cBox. I'm moody, foul, stupid, and angry.

God knows why, okay?

But you know...

Three Days Grace. WHEEEEE

Seether

Evanescence

Nickelback

Panic! at the Disco (credits to Faz)

Queen?!?! Yea alittle.

My Chemical Romance

Deftones

Coldplay

Hoobastank

Linkin Park

Yea 've ben listening to them.

Been seriously bored. No kick anymore, y'know?

And when I think of him, I feel depressed and I keep cussing myself that I'm foolish and stupid, like just confront him already. Not my lover, for Pete's Sake. I jus don't want anything more to do wih him. He didn't do anything to me or wadeva, but yea I dun return feelings, I just don't. A retard can of WHOOP-ASS is more like it.

Just bring me somewhere new with adventure and fun and thrills and journey. And I can't freakin' bloody rp. My mind's so off-set. And you know what?

FUCK IT ALL.

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