--- Contentment in its Helplessly Wordless Form.. =)

(Wednesday, February 28, 2007/7:45 PM)

Today I'm having fun. =)

Bro, his two pals, and moi playing cards. SUPA FUN!! XD

Dai Ti I beat them. =)

Now uno.. lmao

Doing round one of uno...

I WON!!! ^_^

How dumbly plain lucky can I geT??

I'm done with... leaving da 3. Now e 3 of them.. all 'UNO' at once??

Fun times.

One's streaked with... the 'gimme'. As in, reverses, skips and +2s all fall upon him. By me. >=)

Ngee Ann vs. Republic.... UNO MATCH!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!

Chicken House Bbq against TzY (a.k.a my bro)... H.b is a really poor soul when it comes to Uno...

Overall, after all e games tallied up, I win! =D

Maths test was a wreck, and Faz was to tears. *Cuddles in need?*
Geog tomorrow... *grumbles*

And oh yes, Fruit Basket is mainly a tearjerker when it comes to e later books. And I just got 21 from bro. Yipee. Kept reading it.. o.o

And ya know what's ironic? Is that I have almost zero motivation to do anything. PLUS, everytime I blog, I wanna blog e good stuff, and blogging makes it somehow... far from my memory... Ah well.

...A few days ago I went to a relatives house... & e doggie's so damn cute. It nearly bit me once, but I forgave it... =P. Well, the thing os that my aunt thought that I was SIXTEEEN. Like lmao. Mature? Wadever *shrugs*

Happy Bdae Guang Rui. =)

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(Sunday, February 25, 2007/8:11 PM)

Ayeeee.

The skin's f**ked up. Barely made it look presentable. =/

I got another 4 ang baos already. =)

Now total about $164... excluding parents'. =D

Tomorrow's schling day. =(

Common tests begin the day after. =((

*Sigh*

The post-creating thingy also f**ked up.

WAD A BUMMER!!!!

Had to sing solo during choir that dae... alone!!! Like WTF?!@#%#!@^%$&!!!

first time oookay. How do ya expect a person to sing with a light sore throat, a totally blocked nose and servere UNWANTED throat wheezing/cloggg-upness?!?! So sadz. So pai seh. Must work harder and get better SOON.

Sh!tz, computer acess now limiting... haiz.

Gotta work harder now... =/

Adios. Tryin' to get back to roleplaying now. =)

Pucker-up, smugger up, flugger up. =/

Labels: f**ked up, shittyness, tests

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(Tuesday, February 20, 2007/9:36 PM)

My poor tummy once again. Its like... ROUND. Omigosh... PizzaHut... Oooomph!! With a little first course, and after only ONE SLICE of pizza, I already felt full. *whines and groans while rubbing a soon-to-be pot-belly*

Ah well, sucks that tomorrow its schooling time again. *grumbles* I wish for a longer holidayyyy.. hehe.

And oh, hong bao collection? Excluding both my parents', its about $102. Wheeeee. =)

& e guitar will be comin...~ =3

My dad saved a can of beer for me to try. Uncle Aru(wadever e spelling) came over for dinner yesterday. Mom mwas smart, she prepared steamboat, like its e EASIEST to prepare for guests. Bought a six-pack of the Tiger beer, and kept me one. =3 I'm too full, so I'll won't drink it tonite.

TOMORROW. 14-YR-OLD BEER GAL SHALL ARISE!!!!!!!!!!

XD

Labels: beer, bloated, CNY, hongbaomoney

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(Sunday, February 18, 2007/9:35 PM)

AWWEEESUMMM NEWSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PARENTS BOTH STRUCK 4D ON CNY

YUS!!! YUSYUSYUSYUSYUS!!!!! LUUUUUURRRVVVE YA MOOM & DAAD!!!!!!!!!! =3

Its not only moi happoi for them. This brings AWESUMM NEWS, as I've already yelped from e beginnin of e post. Them winning 4D on this day IS very auspicious, but this also means....

DAD'S GONNA BUY ME A NEW GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! REJOOOOOIIIIICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YYYYYYYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMM
SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

Alright, here's e only prob....

Classical or electric? (o.O) (>.<) (x.X)

Classical would be for betta performance during e gradin exams... I don't even know if my teacher QUALIFIES my current 'lil guitar as a classical one. =.=" It can be used for acoustic, so um like, DUH~

If my current one DOES pass for a classical one... I'll want an electric one.... those sweet babies.... and I gotta work hard on learning then. Aiya I very 'hai xiu' around that electric guitar teach. in that music school... LMAO! Seriously, he not bad looking wad... =3 I saw sum neat techniques he pulled off... so I hav no idea where to learn but from there... or I'll find some other alternative? Huhhuh? Wuddoyathink?

ALOT, A WHOLE TON of songs to learn... I must slowly de wor... ganbate/jiayoujiayou!!!!

*Cough*

Before I get further deluded in that guitar glutton-ish dream, I'll ask this OUT LOUD.

CLASSICAL OR ELECTRIC????
(Alright adios. Happi CNY. Rememba moi hong bao.)

.......*drools*.

Labels: 4D, CNY, decision, guitar, happy

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(Saturday, February 17, 2007/11:30 PM)

Wahzz.. I can't burp again.

Steamboats with those stir-fryin pan around RAWKS!!!!

Mom always glazes extra butter over the food in the pan-thingy... she's living through the experience my bro and I had of... e last time we fried stuff with e steamboat. NEVER put extra. You'll never know whose skin each tiny owie-bubble will fly to. -.-""

Oh well. Really AWESSUM FOOD. =3 And had to clear all e oily stuff in e kitchen... that includes the floor.

And then everyone undergoes the magic wonder call 'The Shower', which once stepping out, you'll be wearing a red t-shirt to sleep with, LMAO!

Awww.. I didn't bought a simple tank top to complete moi set of clothing... I'll think of something.

And on Friday, horrid fever. Didn't enjoy myself much.

That's pwety much about it. ANG BAO LEHS?!?! >=)

Haven't even started collecting... Tomorrow, IT SHALL BWEGWIN!!!!

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(Friday, February 16, 2007/9:05 AM)

Don & Drew CNY song 2007... Lmao!

've been cooped up at home... recoverin. So I didn't turn up for public speakin.. bwaha. I must hav sorta force myself to get fever. Every mornin I feel this shitty... don't tell me that I can will myself to tio sickness? Wheee.

Was e only patient at e clinic.. so fast. bwaha. Past by so many ITE hang-about peeps... see me limping with my medicine like teddy bear like so pai seh. XD My bro was somewhat like lagging behind me. And I had to puke to make myself feel better. stoopid retardedness in my body. Sheesh.

Sianz. I wanna meet all moi ex-classmateys and play v.ball. Dun think mom allow. Sad. Sobz. I even skipped choir yesterday. So sad. T.T

At least now, hopefully I will be fine enuff to snack on goodies on e big day. =/

Adios. Right side of moi brain gettin heavy.

Ps. Credits to Sele/Tantantantan for e lastest song. Hinder - Lips of an Angel.

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(Wednesday, February 14, 2007/10:54 PM)

Eh.. I'll be brief sorta. Unless I wan more details. Like duh~ what e hell moi sayin? Crap. Gonna crap myself outthere. YOU, THAT SPECIFIC ASSHOLE, IS CASTRATED SINCE BORN. FAG U BLOODY COWARD.

Anyways, today I cried alot. Lmao. Touchy moments, whatever, u can say I'm bloody angry at e world. Real bad. I even cursed my dad. (surprisingly I didn't cursed my mom at all today, though she makes me mad most of e time.)

It all starts with the announcement of that fucking Public Speaking thingy. I hav no idea what to talk about. Mainly crap. but I don't even talk much with ALLL THAT FAGGOT BLOODY ATTENTION. If I'm in a band being a guitarist I dun mind at all. Just THIS. Grrr.

Pft, I wanna forget.

On Tues it was an oooookay day. Boring much, but most of us all are excited about the new year coming up in a few days time. BUT I HAVEN't COMPLETED my sets of clothings. Just dang it. =/

Anyway, on that day me, esther, hueyjie, yume, and looney went to do some 'tutoring', in a sense. Teaching the generation that was what we were two years ago. I miss this primary real bad. =/ The facilities in e current school are like crap, but we gotta tag on I guess. E staircase whihc links e upper sec n lower sec stinks almost like... scratch that, IS like crap. When e sun reflects of of its light on... that muck, it shines real rainbow. Like omfg, does it shcool always spew out such goook? And really.

And what e heck is geography about? It totally makes ZERO sense to me when we are already polluting the Earth so bad. We so deserve to die. When that happens, all other life forms will probably flourish. Try pushing a statement to totally save EArth will definately bring upon a death sentence to that person. Why? How many people are inclined to computers like me? Countless. Thus, that person will die thousand times over.

Stop all cars then. Stop the burning. Stop the FAGGOT smoking and etc... we shall not. Geography, to me, is such a tactless and senseless subject which never appeals to me. We're all gonna die sooner or later, why save a better world for our next generation?

My mind wondered to why do we need to study so hard in the first place. I feel that the society does not believe that there are natural talents in here in Sg. Do you see special schools for artists? Yea two sport schools. What about those that REALLY SPECIFY to your forte? why not?

So instead, we poor students are forced to multi-task all the bloody subjects all at once. How the heck is that good? This way is like, soo robotic I hate it. So singaporeans will only be good in multi-tasking? Hardly gives anything we really love in the first place. Making us like things we were thrown at. Geog. awkward Literture, maths that we'll use in our lives during God-knows-when... and such.

Only music's good. I do NOT love my class. grr.

Happy? My rant's ended. Wish me luck for faggot ps tomorrow.

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(Friday, February 09, 2007/2:03 PM)

The song just damn cute... >.<

Here's the day you hoped would never come
Don't feed me violence, just run with me
Through rows of speeding cars
The paper cuts, the cheating lovers
The coffee's never strong enough
I know you think it's more than just bad luck

There, there, baby
It's just text book stuff
It's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin'
Oh don't lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

Sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never
Far enough away
Glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
I've watched you slowly winding down for years
You can't keep on like this Now is as bad of time as any

There, there, baby
It's just text book stuff
It's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin'
Oh don't kill yourself'
Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

It's okay by me
It's okay by me
It's okay by me
It was a long time ago

It's okay by me
It's okay by me
It's okay by me
It was a long time ago

There, there, baby
It's just text book stuff
It's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin'
Oh don't lose your head
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

There, there, baby
It' just text book stuff
It's in the ABC of growing up
Now, now, darlin'
Oh, don't kill yourself
'Cause none of us were angels
And you know I love you, yeah

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(Thursday, February 08, 2007/8:54 PM)

Hmm..

Yep, changed skin... AGAIN.

Look on e bright side, it was me crackin, copyin and pastin codes here and there, and ya seein somethin... brighter.

So... Jack's Mannequin and Imogen Heap...

J.M's intros are just all neat, and Imogen's songs are... just special. Especially e 'Chasing Cars' one. I thought that was her original voice.. ah oh well. Do tell me if you have any complaint(or compliments? hehe) about e music here.

Anyways, I skipped choir... dun kwill mwee. I was dizzy... and it started when I woke up from e boring Geog. lesson... Sowwies to ShuXian,Janice, ZhaoKai and dunno who else's presentation, I slept. Gah. My retribution indeed.

And that's about it. I went home and rested... and decided to change this blogskin since everytime I see it, I get moody. Lolz.

And Kudos to KuNiang as his story (inspiration from a couple in our class.. lmao)... was so NOVEL-LIKE. It was niiiiice. =) And BIG BIG THANKIES to K.C for doin e script for public speaking... thats gonna happen. I'm too lazy to conjure up words that will las for a bloody 5 mins.

Ah well. That's that. Hope u like e blog sligtly more now...aye?

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(Wednesday, February 07, 2007/8:44 PM)

First off, da B-Dae peeps of this month... is like, wow.

First off, Hanafi (or HONEY-Fi, lmao) then Eugene's (which is today), Syahirah tomorrow, Izyan's e day after, and on e weekend, Raafiq. So yea, happy b-daes. =)

Eh... American Idol auditions never cease to humour me. Really. Just watch one and u might understand...

Argh. Curses to reality shows. (A.I isn't.) Some freakin' 5-min speech I must, with KuNiang/DaTou/CheyMei/Lady/BigHead/C-man. 2.5 mins each to talk crap about, but I don't think I can giv a whiff or a breath out to the mic, to like, ALOT OF PEOPLE?!?! I have no guts in talkin to big groups, aye?

Last monday had choir practice... with the instructor without her voice. She had to control us whole.. and we're quite obedient... heh. And oh e previous night I bought some tights. Showed it to my bro while he's Mapling, and I was laughing my ass off. Some dialogue, really. In which whenever I said 'tights' its with da emphasis, like tights. Burned 360 calories laughing my ass off literally. He was like, whinin 'PWEASE STOP TWALKIN ABWOUT TWIGHTS!!!'... Aw man, I wanna relive that period... haha.

So whenever I would wear that I'll probably e thinkin of him, while he's in NS, like me being 'e-only'child' kind of thing in the family except during da weekends. Gawd how will I survive?

Adding to da list of 'oh gawd's, he sent me mail again, for all fuck I wanna forget, with him tryin to get me to reply, as though he had said nothing of that sort which made me ignore him in da first place. Sorry dude, unless u can screw a key to my brain and rewind that.

've been less describing and expressing of late. Gawd knows why. And why can't he say anythin to moi? If he never notices me... then oh well. Like duh~ am faaat and reallly uuuuugggleee. And not him, its another him...

I ain't making much sense here. I'll change e songs, alrighty-o? Tomorrow... choir practice. Dam slack, thus I somehow love it. If get into da right atmosphere, ANYONE can actually hit e high notes, sops. Ganbate... And what do I do on a free Friday? Hmm...

Time goes by, and we'll never be the same
True words shall comeby and bite my ass twice fold...

OH GREAT, CHI. NEW YR'S COMING... I hav to REALLY return those mangas.... holy crap. I couldn't bear t throw away... and I was afraid that I'll be usin a wrong address... sheesh. Home special delivery to his house? Just dump them? Sell of Ebay? (ReAL BAD IDEA) Mail back regardless of accurate/inaccurate address? Or just break e chinese tradition? Hwelp!!!

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(Saturday, February 03, 2007/11:17 AM)

#1. Are you a chinese or english freako?
More of a English freako.
#2. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
Go over to London to just walk about... or Paris and stuff exquisite pastries in da mouth... so even as time's gonna stop, I could really care less about being fat afterwards anymore.
#3. Prefer a play pool or play ground?
Playground. Slides are still fun nevertheless. =)
#4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
...Both. I guess. x)
#5. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
Most of e time complicated. Yes, even troubles. There's more kick to it that way.
.#6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
ALPHABETS. Ima sucker for maths. =)
#7. What makes you pissed off?
People using words that they dunno e true meaning of. Like 'backstabbers' and 'fuck'. Well of course 'fuck' has alot of usages, but assholes think that using 'fuck' is cool. Such total losers.
#8. How's your childhood?
I love e times when i was younger... I wanna relive those times.
#9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
Duh. But real effective ones... I needa sweat it out.
#10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
I just wish that humans can sleep shorter hours, and live walking about more.
#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
Its in their eyes... How fake some b!tches can be.
#12. What is attractive in your eyes?
Snakes, foxes, cats, rainbows, sunsets/rises, stars at night, moon.
#13. Do you like the day or night, explain why.
Both. Day is when all are able. Night as it reserves... something. Secrets? God knows.
#14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatiable desires?
I sorta treasure stuff... especially friendships. But I always yearn for something. Unless I REALLY LOVE it, I'll ask nothing betta than it.
#15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how will you react?
Curse and swear loudly and my mom will come n check up the ruckus. Then start whining on e verge of tears... Thats me.
#16. Do you believe in miracles?
Oh yes. Most of e time, luck saves me. Like climaxes from storybooks, I charge swiftly and accurately to e solution when I see one.
#17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so?
Its hard to forget... And just when I was e uptmost happy, I jus remember it. Sux to be me, eh?
#18. In your mind, why colours are out here?
Colours are there so one appreciates Life more, as Life is pretty much full of crap. Makes e painful process more bearable.
#19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
Yes and yes. E'nuff said.
20. Describe yourself as in attitude?
Contradicting.
#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?yes / no ?
No. I lose the grasp of hope to live and love... at times.
#22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.
Taste, love, sing. 'Feel' makes u wanna be numb at times.
#23. What is your ambition in life?
None at e moment...? Musician? Singer? They all seem farfetched.
#24. Do you believe in horoscope?
I'm FAR from being hardworking, as so they say Capricorns are. But what to do with the day within was pretty okay. Am not a wholesome follower.
#25. Describe music in your life.
Sweet, rumbling, cold and warm that its shivering.
#26. Which country you would like to go:
France? Wherever the grand canyon is?
#27. What do you think blogging is about?
Indirectly tell people your messages and feelings. Thats that.
#28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold off?
Before I can do that, I needa find my true self. Its hard to mantain me... me.
#29. When you fail a test?
Get muddle-headed...and a weeny bit sad. I'll get over it.
#30. Pass this to 6 friends; for them to get it done.
Anyone. I dun care. This quiz is from Zoe's blog. Thankies~ =)

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(Friday, February 02, 2007/5:29 PM)

YESH!!!!!!

Changed and all that HTML crap. Wheeee!!!

Yea, back to sad-and-dark skins. I just love them. Get over it. ;)

Comments pls, other than e BloGBar u may see on e right... Its easy to ignore it.

Also, Some edits to e title bar coming soon. FOR NOW, GAWD DAMN TAG TO COMMENT. *Cough*. Now Twank Ywou. =)

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