--- Contentment in its Helplessly Wordless Form.. =)

(Wednesday, December 31, 2008/10:23 PM)

Last post of da year.

And my 150th post at tat, lol.

Hope I can post this before it hits midnight. Hehas.

Basically I hav lotsa things to say, I wanna say them good but naww its not for all ears. XD But I'll try to squeeze in as much as possible, cuz this year end's too memorable to be deserved to end lol. But here is the end of 2008 right before my own eyes. (And you guys too when u read this, but tat'd be too late. Bwaha.)

The very first thing that pops up in my mind n heart (corny I know, psh) would be da Baka-Ninjas cosplay team. I'm not always one to get along and be a 'lively' me these days, but things have been overcomed (wrong grammar here? Screw it XD) . And they shall all be again. And for the future years to come. Have a blast and a great year to all Baka-Ninjas. ^^

Naruto-rucchi-kun, for being able to miraculously convinced my mom to allow me to cosplay and turn up for the 3 days of practice. Though u forgot about mentioning the photoshoot it all rolled into place somehow. Lol.

I've promised you that I'd do well for next year's O'lvls too!! >_<

Mighty thanks, kudos and salutations to our Leader/Gatherer-of-teammates/SasuGAY/Mika. (XD) You are miraculously the one who.. did alot of things miraculously. Lol. Stay who you are no matter what; the world seriously needs more ppl like ya.

(Psst, the noisier he is, the happier he TOTALLY is. XD)

To all the peins, Akatsuki:
As much as I know tat you guys will probably neva read this, thank ye for being our awesome peins and making our team all e more livier somehow. Heha. So yea, its this brief, lol.

Special mentions go to Yokey (blind pein), Zetsu (Akatsuki's aloe vera XD), Spikey pein~, Dijon-hiidan, Wilson (Sasori), Cheryl/Deidei-anata!<3~

You guys made me laugh. Its neva bad to laugh, so yea. Especially on e 27th when Zetsu showed me and got me goin bonkers on that lighter trick. (Flames in the hands go VOOM VOOM VOOM~ XD) And Sasori with that sick sick SICK drink if we lose THAT card game. Bwahaha. Kakuzu u asked for it when u popped tat Kit-kat in. rofl.

Konoha Ninjas:

No friggin' way our Naruto team would have made it with you guys. Heha.
WAAAAY tooo MAAAAAANY to mention here. Howabout the extra extra extra special ones that've been there aaaalll alooong~

Aki(Tsunade), Takuhino/Yamato, Elton (Gai!~),
Thanks for always always being there from e start. If it werent for you two Taku, and Tonton (Elton XD), I wouldn't hav thought twice about leaving e team in e first place. I clearly am NEVA regretting this decision of staying.

And Aki-anata,
SOS-ForevA!!!! ^^

Team Hawk, consisting of SasuGAY, Sam-Karin, Leo/AhBoii/Lil Sharkie-Suigetsu, Jugo-Jie!~
And the misc awesome ppl consisting of Honey and Agent-chan-anata!~

Thank you all sooo much. Jugo-jie who actually made me start appreciating my eyes lol. Sam that buffed me up somehow.. and Ah boiii TONNES for making me smile or laugh or act stupid regardless of how I was feeling on e day. SasuGAY has already been mentioned. ^^

And owh yea, the other extra misc ninja who was e only one who doesn't belong to Konoha (or used to):

Arigattougozaimasu!! XP

Though I know that that ain't enough, lmao.

Happy new year to you guys, Baka-Ninjas-mi-lurrrvvves!!!!~~~ <3<3<3

A WHOOOLEE LONG LIST TO THANK TO back in Sch, Meh.

Thank you thank you thank you. (Yus including the revolting spammers in my blog, lmao. Too bad I'm too lazy to type out e reason why I thank you~ <3)

Love ya Erica-ShengYing, Cheryl-mangoat, Jerm, Zoeying-apple, HanJia-banana, EZARIA <3, SOH-PHEE-YAH-Lurrr XD, And Haru-chan~

Thank you all for making me be and feel like me when I'm around you guys. <3

And geez, that's alot of thanking for someone who doesn't do mushy stuff. I'll talk more on happenings asap, ne?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!~ ^^

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(Tuesday, December 23, 2008/10:44 AM)

The Quick and Painless Ennegram Test

http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-quick-painless-enneagram-test

Semi-True
True
Not quite True

Your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator")

"I am at peace"

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure. (Not especially, but yea)
I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit
Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
Ask me questions to help me get clear.
Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.(AMEN!!! XD)
Let me know you like what I've done or said.(Eh...)
Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.(Sore-butting ure life gets nobody anywhere.)

What I Like About Being a NINE

being nonjudgmental and accepting(Unless the 'accepting' part comes to be too disgustin to be accepted)
caring for and being concerned about others
being able to relax and have a good time (YEA! XD)
knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around(Scarily, this is so true. o.o)
my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator(Me no go for such courses for nothing XP)
my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe ( I definately 'go with the flow', but it doesn't gurantee I like the ideals here n there, lol.)

What's Hard About Being a NINE

being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally (I'm not too aware of this, but perhaps I am. o_O)
being confused about what I really want (AMEN!!! >_<)
caring too much about what others will think of me (It depends on e situation. lol)
not being listened to or taken seriously (If I'm dead serious it normally shows? =P)

NINEs as Children Often

feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
tune out a lot, especially when others argue (I do tune out, but if I care tonnes for them I'd never do that)
are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves (Another AMEN!! XD)

NINEs as Parents

are supportive, kind, and warm
are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

A pretty short n sweet yet interesting quiz. Lol. Thankies Haru-chan~ ^^

Yesterday was FUN. Lolz.

Met up with Eza <>> and then with Sophia and Lysander and settled down at the second Seoul Garden we can find lol. Good food but had a crappy stomach afterwards lol.

We witnessed the impending doom of our ice-cream as we plopped small quantities of them down the pan...
"No matter how they are on the outside, they are all the same on the inside."

Just like human relations huh. XD

Then we walked to Otaku's House. SasuGay was not there. =/ I wanted an offer for a Prince of Tennis Cap-pu. Lol. Then we got Lysander *insert evil cackle here* and Sophia to wear the school uniform from e anime the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya lol. They llooooked goooood together. Woot woot. <3>_<

Then went to the arcade... Eza and I stood there and scared ourselves as we watched the couple play Silent Hill 4. Holy smokes. >_<

Overall it was a great day. Until...

SasuGay called. =.=

Mika (SasuGay): "Shizune ah."
Me: "Yesh?"
Mika: "Have you watched the anime **Dee-Jay** man?"
Me: "Dee-Jay man? Am planning to watch it. (The heck was I thinking lol)
Mika: "I mean **Dee-Gay** man."
Me: "Huh Dee-GAY man?!?!"
*Laughter could be heard on Mika's side*
Mika: "D. Gray. Man."
Me: "Oh oh oh D.gray man. Yea. ^^"

Lawlz.

Blame the phone's speakers, reciever and reception or blame his pronounciation. Lol. XP

But,
It was not too pretty a news for me..

But I'll do my best. Fight-o!!~

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(Saturday, December 20, 2008/9:45 PM)

http://www.helloquizzy.com/results/the-what-is-your-real-age-test/?fromCGI=1&var_Age=23

They bloody said I was 23. WAH!!!! T_T

Yesterday was sorta fun. Anko-chan got me hooked to DDR. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. T_T

I'm a total noob at it. ZETTAI noobish. >_<

But yea. Mika n a couple of us discussed stuff tat made semi-sense.. a finally a conclusion after a good few hours lol.

And Haru-chan. Ima Robot.

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Sad I don't hav a personality. Yeppers. =D

Things are beginning to roll... rumble rumble rumble. Things can get real ugly as the New Year approaches...

Gambatte minna.~

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(Tuesday, December 16, 2008/3:15 PM)

Oh me gaaawwwwwwwd. >_<

I'm in a pretty sticky situation and I know nuts of it. >_>

I feel.. what, muted, stupid, googoogahgah? Its all sooo... blah. >_<

Anyyways, time to do the quiz Haru-chan made me do.. Rawr!!!

Rules must be followed:

Each blogger must post these rules. (I even corrected the grammar here. =o)
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post these rules. (And again.)
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog. (I may forget to. wahahahaz)

1) I'm ultimately and terrifyingly SPASTIC when the mood strikes, I swear.

2) I'm lazy to carry sweets/candies of my own, though I like them as they instantly give me energy upon consumption. (Lack of sugar much?)

3. I have been told that I appear taller than I really am. Often. VERY often. So often that it peeves me at times. >_<

4. I'm torn and stuck... fansf;aenrfuadf;asndoeaubvsa!!!! >_< (Say wha?)

5. I confess that I danced stupidly on EOY that day. Enough said. T_T

6. I hardly get along with the people in my class, although they are clearly awesome people.

7. I have a few BIG, FAAAT secrets that I've never and never will tell to anyone. (Can anyone guess? xP)

8. I recently joined Facebook JUST to play Pets Society. Dattebayo!!!~ >_<

9. I feel shy and fuzzy wuzzy and cold and goof-bally right now. Don't ask.

10. I have only ONE pair of jeans. No joke. Somebody save me. x.X

Now tag ten ppl to do this quiz:
1. I'm too kind *cough*, so NADAAA I'm not gonna tag. ^^
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

1.Who's the person that tagged you?
HaruHEE. =.=

2. Relationship between you and her?
Jelly-good friends. <3

3. Three impressions of her?
Naive, very amusing when she procastinates and does things other way than she desires, and naturally very sweet as a person. (Not your blood sugar count, lol)

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
I can probably torture her in a few ways... I'm sure she can guess. =3 Though I could hardly see how we can be enemies in the first place. >_<

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
I probably won't say anything, lol.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
I can actually appreciate the smaller sweet things in life... and laugh out RREEEAL loud at my surroundings. >_>

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
I'm neva one to say mushy stuff, lol. Even when it comes to saying that they're awesome people. >_>

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
I have no idea what to say really. I only hate the things people do but not the persona involved. lol

9. What do people feel about you?
How am I to know? o_O

10. Your crush?
Say wha?

11. Pass this to 10 people:
1.HaruHEE (>_<)
2. Sophia Lur~ <3>_<)
3. Ezaria!~ <3
4. S.Y Lychee
5. Cheryl ManGoat. (I swear, I just thought of that on the spot XD)
6. HuiMin Strawberry. (Me mwiss ywou, bet u'd say eeee >_>)
7. Takuhino (Meh.. XD)
8. Xaaaaaav. lols
9. Jerm
10. Lovell (How did u pop up? The xmas thingy. >_>)

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
Lets take it the non-suss way lol. I'd reckon they'll be an awesome team in making fun of me, lol.

13. who does 5 like?
Herself. (Bet that she'd be happy with that answer. =_="")

14. What colour does 9 like?
No idea! Forgivvvvvvve me if I get it wrong!!!!!!!!! T_T

Thn again I shall not say and thus I shall not get it wrong! Bwahahaha!~

15. Say something about 8?
Ze GLAM guy. ^_^

16. Who is 2?
An awesome friend to be with. ^^

17. Talk about 3.
She's a loooveeee lol. She's got looks and spastic genes like me and awesomely good laughter. o.o

18. Who is 10's best friend?
No idea. >_<>

HOLY SMOKES WHAT I INITIALLY TYPED Just went POOF! T_T

Basicly went to Zoe Ying's house celebrate her early Bdae. I was like "So you're finally turning 15 eh? I'm gonna be 16 very soon next year. T_T"

Had Old Chang Kee and PizzaHut for lunch; her mom's that awesome.Then went to fetch Hanjia and Bdae cake back up. Played Game of Life where I pawned everyone else although its me first time playing. Choose the career path for a sheer victory! Lol.

Studying aboard like Eza's College life would only make you grouchy lol. Hanjia who sorta forget that she chose that path too was like "Hah I got degree ah?" when choosing her job as a doctor. XD

Then moved on to Monopoly Singapore. I was whining at first cuz I was last to roll the dice and always ended up landing on other ppl's property than being able to buy my own. Until I nearly complete one round and bought down the PARLIAMENT HOUSE (sp?) lol. Bwahahaha. After bargaining with Zoe Ying's bro I got the other same-colour property and built houses on it.. I ended up sorta winning cuz I charge people $6000 each time they step in. Bwahahahaha. But by then it was late and everyone went home. ^^

So there. Condensed, less-funny version of yesterday. Today's totally uneventful. Don't even mention it. >_>

Is Kabuto-nii-san's cheek gonna swell up like my stuff toy Tonton? Haha I wonder. XD

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(Sunday, December 14, 2008/3:19 PM)

THIS ISH OUR MOST EPIC VICTORY. WHOOHOOO!!!!!!~~~

The hours of preparation seemed as though half a day has passed while it was only 2-3 hours of me being in the chalet lol. But the rest of the days seemed to breeze past.

The girl's apartment looked like sheer horror since the guys came in and made a helllotta mess rofl. Its no wonder my mom said no to chalets for me. o.o

Though I really wish I could at least stay over for one night~~

Saw the video? If only you people were that at the live thing. Gawd. XD

It was just an epic win for us. All 47 ppl of this family. ^^

Had this as an epic and great and awesome excuse to not do my maths tution homework, lmao.

Though it was a joyous occasion for us...

It was sorta sad since its prolly the last time I'll be seeing them in a VERY long while. T_T

I cried, can't believe it eh? Its just so hard to part once you've just met and got to know awesome ppl.

Like Orochi/yuki-chan, we hav a wee bit way too many common likings lmao. And Jiraiya and Tako (pst happy with e special mention? lol) and Kabuto... and Kaka Gor and Ah boii dii and Anko <3 size="4">WHOLE LOTSA ppl, lol.

I'll miss them tonnes and loads. And I actually cried before sleeping knowin that perhaps I'll prolly won't see them again.

And to Naruto-kun... whom I owe big time since he was the one who appealed to my mom so that I could do this on tat very very awesome yesterday.

I'm really grateful to all~ ZETTAI ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!!!!! >_<

Thanks Jiraiya Neko-pal for accompanying me all the way on the train to JE... though your stop was way earlier than mine... and exceeded JE and we went back to JE.. rofl. >_<

~~~

Its probably time... very very soon that I have to get over it and start taking my studies seriously...

But mataku, How the Hell Can I Simply Forget That? <3

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(Saturday, December 06, 2008/7:09 PM)

One of the bestest miracles happened.

My Mom Approved!!!! =D

So damn happy. Bwahahahhaha~~~ <3<3<3

And its all thanks to Rucchi/Naruto. ^^

The discussion to call my mom was in the least very amusing to me. We sat on e floor talking and then quite a few random ppl just talked or sat down around us and Rucchi's train of thoughts just kept snapping off. Hahaz.

We both have short-term memory. So yeeeeeaaa. x.X

I was freakin' nervous when he called my mom lol. We grinned as he (all of a sudden) felt very chatty, and thus on e spot decided to negotiate with my mom about it. Yay!~

So yea, he has my word that I'll do well for O'lvls next year. And thus my mom said yus. Hallelujah!!!~ ^^

It was kinda funny though. I was all hyper n grinning. Kiba and a few others asked how it went, though knowing that grinning is always a good sign. XD

(Not that we're chimpanzees who grin which is known to signal that we're gonna kill whoever's in our sight. lol)

And thus, I HUGGGGED quite a few ppl. hahas. Was too happy too happy too happy.

Naru, Kiba, Kaka gor and a few others. Felt like doing cartwheels then but refrained myself since I was wearing a skirt lol. (Despite e pair of shorts I wore inside anyways)

Miss ya e last practice Jiraiya neko pal, hope ter seeya next practice. ^^

SOOO HAPPY. Lolz.

And ooh, I just got my hair cut(ted) today.

Reminds me of Rei from Evangelion. (However u spell that anime)

SO DAMN HAPPY.

But somehow Piratin' made me sad. =/

So yea, its all balanced out.

Its funny how someone whom u hardly talk to can make u feel to empty, sad, lonesome and heart-broken.

He's neva gonna go back on, and hope he's gonna keep it that way. =o

Which reminds me of DIABLO III!!!!!!!!! Holy marcoroni <3<3<3>

Can't wait for that AWESOME game to come out. The official site has about two more job classes to go. The interface is sooo superb that u can actually play with jus ur mouse Alone. WAH~

But by e time its probably released, O'lvls begin. >_>

I'll reward myself with tat game after that big fat hurdle ahead of us all bpghs sec2's of 2008. Heh.

Zoomzoom. xoxox

XD

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