"I reject your reality,
And substitute my own."


Currentszz

Evelia T.Z.R a.k.a Evie/Evee (T_T)
11th January 1993
Capricorn
Baka-Ninjas Cosplay Team Shizune, Lenalee, A.B.A <3


Short and spastic as hell when da mood strikes =3

"Ya betta watch out, uh-huh uh-huh...

I am worth, $3,456,190



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[00]Any decent phone with a camera and bluetooth functionality..lol
[01]New Mp3(Got a new MP4 now =3)
[02]Decent O'lvl grades
[03]Have fun in da year, as much as I...
[04]$$$ -Clothes
[05]$$$ -Air tickets
[06]$$$ -Cosplay
[07]%%% -Food
[08]Decent Jap-singer
[09]Choir SYF-GoldSilver
[10]Striped thigh-high socks
[11]Pulverising stilettos? x)
[12]New cardigan/hoodie
[13]That cute plushie with built-in speakers...

And for Him to please TADA hurry back home~ <3 =D

*6Joy2005

*TzY,

*XiaoHui
,

*Takuhino
,

*ShengYing
,

*Xavier-Bro!~
,

*Cheryl
,

*Sophia
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*Haru-chan
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*HuiMin
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*Ah-Boii Dii~
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*Pei²
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*Alicia
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*Amanda
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*Cherie-Anko-chan~
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*Andrew
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*Aurealle/Joel
,

*Cao
,

*Chelsea
,

*ChoonHui
,

**Jiraiiiya Neko-buddy!~
,

**Dei-dei chan!~
,

*Dexter
,

*Ding-ma
,

*Eelin
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*Esther
,

*Eugene
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*EltonGor
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*Eunice
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*Evangeline
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*Faz
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*FangTian
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*Farhanah
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*Guangrui
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*Hazirah
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*HueyJie
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*HuiXian
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*HuiYi
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*Jessica
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*Jian Hui
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*JiaXuan
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*Juan
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*Kyon
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*Kakuzu
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*KayCheong
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*Lovell
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*LongSiang
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*Looney
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*Marjorie
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*MrWu
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*Nadiah
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*QiQi
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*Samuel
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*Shu Hui
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*Sakina
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*Shannon
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*Stephanie
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*Susu
,

*Syahirah
,

**Vio-space/JugoJie~
,

*Timothy
,

*Tiara
,

*WeiDe
,

*Wenpu
,

**Yuki-Darlin~
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*YingXue
,

*YingTing
,

*YongXiang
,

*Zawanah
,

*Zoe
,

*ZhaoYang
,

*ZiJun

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COUNTDOWN: 13

Today eh... so sleepy when I got to school. Chatted with Gr on e bus.. talk about one ring for so long... from Teck Whye(excuse my spellin) to Victoria Concert Hall. Of course got talk about other stuff lah, but mainly it was... DA RING.

I guess we did allllrrriiiiiiight when we got up to sing. Kyrie Eleision, to me was e best performance among ze three. And one other conductor gave me the creeps. She's like... when her choirs were like, SOOO PERFECT, she stop and ask our conductor whether they're too flat in tone and said they sucked... like wth. FLAT? THEY CAN ALL REACH THE HIGH N MIGHTY NOTES!!! >.<

Then todae...while waiting for moi guitar lesson, outside e glass panes... Saw Elton rushing by. Lmao. He go watch movie with pals loh. Tmr its my turn. =3

E big sister at e counter could never think straight... At least I was frank and said no. It sounded convincing... ITS DA TRUTH.

Then rmbr e CUTE elec/acoustic guitar teach I mentioned some time before? (Refer to e CNY post) He was there also... playing a bit e his acous. guitar here and there... HOW SHUAI WOR. ^^
Then he played 'More than Words'... So nice... then asked me to sing... -.-" I WAS sorta lip syncing, he musta seen it. >.<


SO anyways, I'll put up that song as soon as I post this up. And now I've decided to learn this song. ^^

Omigod... jus had dinner, whole family laughin our arses off.

Mom was saying something to me...

"When I had your brother in my tummy ah, I 'hē ' milk."

Then my dad interrupted, "'I drink milk' lah!"

Then my mom continued "I drink 'niú năi'..."

LMAO!!!

Ohgawd. She can't live the day without mixing both chinese and english. It sounded tooo natural. My tummy hurts... >.<

~

Watched e recent Naruto shipuudens (6&7) that were released like, less than an hour when I started looking for it. Wow.

And I had to contain myself from squealing and squeaking when e Akastuki members showed up on e opening song... Who knows what happens when they all finally appear in e episodes! Kyaaaaaaaaaaahh!~

And Itachi... <3

The first day of my busy schedule will be up next. Wish me all e best. Maybe some updates later tonight? If there's nth much about today, then this shall be my post loh.



EDIT:
I just remembered a joke we made about our newest english teacher...


"OHMYGAWD AUGUST IS COMING!!!!!!!!"

"ITS MARCH NOW, BUT NOOOOOOOOO, AUGUST IS NOT COMING IN A FEW MONTHS!!!!!!!"

"AUGUST IS COMING IN A MATTER OF MINUTES!!!!!!!!!"


Where were we? In e classroom. Where was Mr Augustus Loi? About to walk past our class...

Ya get e picture. Lovely sarcasm.



And who e hell was tat yelping, sinned one? ME. =3

Labels: busy, fun times, itachi, Naruto

The muscle cramps... the tension.

Oh glorious pain. =.="

Riiight. At least I try not to moan and whine in class now. I didn't even stepped to downstairs during recess. Some great serviceman(at anyone's service) delivered moi food. He was sick yesterday, and am I ever grateful nevatheless.

Wth... something happened that will deter my performance for the upcoming days ahead... like WHY NOW?!?!?! T.T

E exam... e rehearshal at Victoria Concert Hall... e tution... e outing... e movie... e Napha test... THIS IZ DETERING MY HAPPINESS OF ALL BUSEST YET ENJOYABLE TIMESLOTs!!! T.T

This is Kirby --> <('.')> He's gonna express wad I'm feelin' now...


t('.'t) TADAA!!~

I must say,

Reading e book 'Written on the Body' is like... omigod. I can deal with it, but I CAN'T when people try to remove e slip of paper(which is tattered already) that covers the cover page, with SOME kind of illustration... (A no-brainer to guess.. -.-" )

Go ahead and bother me while I ain't fretting. I'm FORCED to read that book by some certain teacher. And yesh, I'm reading tat slow, NOT savouring it. Eww.

The words are waaaaaay tooo intricate to be understoood-ED. Or at least, e first page or two. Goin through another book of Jeanette Winterson's before this made much sense... Much. Much. Ain't everything.

~

Sports Hits ah... I didn't wanna run... T.T Then I purposely run slower... got 4th... and when I thought I could celebrate not goin to e finals... I did get in. And I Re-Over-stretch some muscle all over again. Its an awkward dumb one-legged injury!!! How stupid can I be?!?! T.T

Roy, from e moment e gun was shot, until e finishing line, YOU. ARE. SO. GAY!!!! >=O

I threatened to whack him in class tomorrow if he didn't win his 200m dash. Guess I can't at all now. =/

All from my class did sooo awesome except for me, hah. I mean it. Just look at me; e lazy bumbum who's only looking forward for grading exams to skip school... meepers.

AND OH YESH. New guitar...~ <3<3<3<3<3

I'm stupid. I avoid things that had come true. Those that aren't I just keep aimlessly reaching for them.

Anyways, by e end of this week I'll probably try to set my heart on another song... once I get e new guitar.


And omigod.. another sinful want:... Bass guitar? I've been eyeing e bass riffs... they're so neat. And if you're in a band, its easier to sing that way than on lead guitar or something...


...Who e hell said I wanna sing? Not me... =x

Labels: blah, book, guitar, riffs, song, sportshits, stupidness, XD

Now.. where do I start?

Oh, e euthanasia talk.

It sucked. XD Not like I'm gonna pin-point and blame some factor or another for this. The answers and questions section between e speakers n floor was e best part. lmao.

Geog went by pretty smoothly. As if I'd care a whiff about e presentation. But I'll probBLY in ht soup.

And tmr... shiiterz. =/ Got that stopid Sports Heats for 200m... I sucked at 100m e teach. still wanted me to go run 200m. .. wahz. T.T

But as these days are being gotten over with, gradin exam aint too far. PLUS that this Sundae me hangin out with a few mateys from e class. ^^

...Wad e hell do I wear on both occasions... those 3/4 black leggings are so tempting to be worn on either one of e days... hehee. XD

And oh yea. E song has changed. Sounds sweeter along with e blogskin, ne?


Ya didn't say a thing to me for DAYS. I feel like I'm slowly slipping away. Please say anything t o me, be it angst or wadever. Any message from you shall be my salvation.

Changed e blogskin... finally!!!
I've been pressing e wrong buttons all e while...dawts.




C.I.P

Sinscerely, its sheer stupidnesss.

Why? People doin their damn talk andmake it stretch soooo long and droning and long-winded... its enuff to make us stupid and demoralised in doing cip.

After one more week, its my guitar exam day!!!

n e euthanasia talk... I hav a bad feelin about this.

aniwaes, am busy busy busy. seeya!~

Life totally sucks. And I mean it.

I had dumbfounded myself by actually completing some maths homework. It was right after maths, n into recess... thn me n xiaohui rushed to dnt block to find mr jamil... my comic bk confiscated by him... xiaohui the sorta-like villain did it! =x

So anyways, he wasnt there, thn rushed to library to quickly gao dim e presentation regarding Euthanasia... thn bell ring n quickly rushed to assembly area... tio shouted by Tiger Tan. hahaz. In full PE attire ne... Not only was I scolded, e presentation was STILL somewhat incomplete. If only xiao hui did e finishing touches loh. Dunno wad e hell she did at home e other nite. =.=

Thn say that what why must I depend on her. I bit my tongue n shut up about it. My maths paper n pencil was gone from my table. Some bloody fuck-tard took it!!! >=(

N fuck it. Depend? I'd rather hav her doig wad she wants than nagging 'bout this n tat about e thingy when we presented. Besides, her sense of matching colours n stuff is pretty much better than all of us in e group. ME doing EVEERYTHING in e presentation is depending on HER? Wad cow-sense is that?

And noone went to see e presentation to roughly ssee how its like. GG lor. Thn this new eng teach... so nice sia. We got to present on monday instead. I fumed over nothing. me, xh n esther were giggling silly at BPP anyways.

I really wonder when I would finally burst. I even had a mental image on how a certain asshole gets thwarted real badly by me. my hands were ACHING to resort to violence. I clench fists till they nearly bleed. I could have already seen e bruises and slashes on that asshole already.

Tat fucktard. My maths homework... ARGH!!!

Ps. Xiaohui, if ya readin this, dun fret. It ain't yu.

Strange. I've just realised that I miss Akima's hugs ALOT!!!! I love hugs from anyone, but its quite a rare occasion.. lmao.

And I don't mind, in fact LIKE people petting my head with good intentions... o.O or at least e person had no bad pun's intended. It feels nice, with alot of people I know being TALLER than me.. T.T

Oh well, I'm odd.

~


Tmr morning I am sure to have muscle cramps. =/

My right ankle POPPED when the gun blew. Like omigod... so scared sia, thn run got 5th position. So pai seh leh. >.<

Thn long jump... luckily it was da hits only, with a requirement of 2.5 m. lawlz. I like... got three scores out of e six tries... the rest all foul. >.<
At least I accomplished more than 3m... now aiming for 4 with better shoes and AT LEAST SOME needed warm-ups.. =.="

Aniwaes, I went to Mac to get some lil snack for my bro n myself.. thn there's this... auntie... HAIYO!!! >=O

She keh-po and kan-cheong so she try to cut two queues... which were OBVIOUSLY pretty much far apart... thn when it was my turn, e cashier adknowledge me already... she cut in with her stinky ass saying,

"I was here first behind this boy. U did not see me meh?" I hated tat look in her eyes... its like abusing her aged rights(lol) and her senior citizen authority(lol!!!). She oughtta to get bitch-slapped. XD

But if I were to do it, I'll be one anyway. So I let her get it done first. I could not help but roll my eyes when she get to her ordering. Even the jc students behind me were talking about her being...ya know.

Sigh. Typical singaporean wor. If we, our generation become old, will we get tat kiasu and all tat shitty stuff?

Ya can say I was pissed off at my 'cackling' ankle and my sucky foul-jumpin, n she MAGNIFIED e burning fuel. I felt very much better helping another old lady who was struggling with opening e glass door to e restaurant though... lolz.


Hm.. uh-huh. AM somewhat 'buffed' up for 'public' speaking tmr... We shall all do well. HURRAH!!! =O

Labels: aunties, hugs, HURRAH, publicspeaking, sportshits

Miss Teo, our great eng. teach left for another school to teach, not tat she can help it. Sadsadsadsadsad.

I get no replies from him. sadsadsadsadsadsad

There's some Lit Skit/skid? that we all hav to do. I volunteered to do ze script. sadsadsdasadsadsad

I'm in da hits for 100m, 200m and long jump although I did NOT went for ANY house practice. Tmr mus go gombak... sadsadsadsadsadsad

'Public' speaking on Thursday. Am doing e slides tonite. Sadsadsadsadsadsadsad

AND SUMMORE, ITS ALL ABOUT EUTHANASIA/ASSISTED SUICIDE. How AWESUM. If I keep thinkin abot it, I might be tempted with such proceedures...





Jus kidding.





Maybe not.





Bawhaw.


I feel like tearing myself up inside. I KNOW I'm so LAAAZY, aye? But all these stuff... I've got to do them well. My pals are in this, and I've got e ability to respond well to this, so why not but some long effort into it?

If only I can apply tat into my studies... All my grrades now are from last-min revision.. I think. If only I can bother myself more.


And I just........ can't.


*Shrugs*

Reading is more important than homework. Amen. XD

B.panjang plaza... best sushi. Yupyup.

JiaN...wahz u wear new specs nearly dun recognise u leh...lawlz.

Sch sucks... overall.

And I agree with Sam...

Life is short, so just freakin' damn play more! >=)

Labels: amen, read, sad, shrug, XD

This ain't fair.

Just cuz I wanted to put up some video, e previous post becomes... nothing. LIKE WTH?!

ANyways, I don't quite want the week to end...

But it did, like, duh~ =.=

The reality of it all, I think studying sucks. U just get ppl kissing up your ass for getting all those certs. And such bootlickers would tempt you with a job with lots of $bling$ that makes you soo busy that u neglect what u love in life... other than money. =.=

I'm just ranting. Kill the virtual me before your eyes if you must. Especially if teacher is reading this... >.>


On one occasion, our lit teacher went callin up my lit group regarding e stinkin picture paneling of e stinkin novel. (Ok e novel aint tat bad... but still.) when e teach called me, I replied yea I got it and she needed it...blahblahblah to tabulate e stinking scores for sch's stinkin' literature for TERM 1. Like WTF!!! I purposely didn't go... and waited till she called again. (I couldn't contact e sch... meh.. Mom didn't allow me to move out of e house) Then I passed e phone over to my mom in whihc e teach. was ranting non-stop.

I could hear that e teach was relieved when I said my mom speaks English, lmao! Soooo yea. My dad had to acompany me, throughout e car ride which encountered traffic jams, I ranted and cursed and complained and whine(rare for me to, but yesh.) to my dad why I hate sch's lit. ALOT of reasonable reasons, okay? Though e teac had some good points. I'll leave it to ur imagination. XD

Dad said me sensible. Cuz I ranted lots of facts. lmao! I said like,

"Really, how e hell is it worth it to just hand over a paper of little sketches through almost dinner time and when there's those 'BLOODY INCONSIDERATE DRIVERS CUM TRAFFIC JAMS and when my dad just got back from work to pass it over to e stinkin literature teach for e bloody sake of determining e score and grade for literature in only e measely bloody term 1?!?! The b1tch could have get it tmr mrning when I get to sch, but NOOOOO!!! she wanted it at sucha bloody late time of e day. DAMN HER!!! >=O"

"See? There are always adults who are more stuck-up than children these days still." That's why I lurve my dad. He ain't into like, adult vs. teens/children kind of thing. =3

Buzzup, my rants over. Un-cheerios.

Ps. How's e song? Until the Day I Die....

Today so funnnnz. =3

Went out with SPZ (a.k.a Miyuki/Akima)

IT HAD BEEN AGES SINCE WE WENT OUT TOGETHER!!! >.<

So yea... hanged around West Mall, and did some... u know, those kiddy cartoon outlines, then all ye hav to do is colour them? Yea. we did a big one... about A4 size. And it was an AWFULLY FUNNY MOMENT. Getting brown colour... using LOADS of toilet paper to clear just e collar of e girl without tryin to mixx n mess up e other colours...... heeheez.

Then went Sakae Sushi. Posh I know, now get over it. >=)

Laugh till got cramps wor. If only e day was longer...

El Sigh.


And EELIN, though I can't get revenge yet, but I will. Just u wait! >=O


So here, part of e SABO, hahz.

Rule of the game:Each player of this game starts off with 10 werid things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog (or Pizco, Hah.) of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

I...:

1. Still ADORE ELMO!!! =O

2. Have a 'Panda Black Eye' underneath my right eye. (Sooo not obvious I know!! XD)

3. Have a tiny MOLE on my face. (Sooo not visible too.)

4. When I take a nap, if I lied down to nap, all MAC-MOODY hell breaks loose within me. But when I nap sitted-up (slanted backwards also counted), I feel FIIIINE. And if I take naps in class, when e period's over, horrible migraines will start taking over my brain. =/

5. I have NOT grown in height for TWO YEARS straight... and still counting... (T.T)

6. Coffe makes me sleepy... o.O

7. HATE TOTAL PUBLIC ATTENTION, LIKE IN DEBATES OR PUBLIC SPEAKING. >.<

8. Have tons of 'Deja Vu'-ness from dreams to real-life. o.O

9. When people see my eyes unfocussed, most of e time I do so on purpose, and not cuz I'm deep in thought. XD

10. Keep fantacising and dreaming of meeting various Anime hotties, one period of time one and so on. Even meeting some Rp characters. =P

Alrriiiiiiiite. Now e six unlucky peeps:
Faz
HueyJie
Eunice
Kojima-san (I don't care dude. Just post this anywhere. XD)
Juan
Jian Hui.


XD

Labels: fun times, Game, happy, Sabo

FUCK U BLOGGER!!!!!!!!!!!1

ESPECIALLY THAT 'NEW', 'COOL' AND SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP BLOGGER TEMP{LATE!!!!!!!!!!!

I clicked NOT to sve that ugly shiity template. NOW LOOKED WAD U DONE U STUPID BLOGGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


FUCK U & UR DESIGNS!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND U CAN'T EVEN FAGGOT ACCEPT THE EDITS. WAD KIND OF SHITTY DOPE IS THIS?!?!?!

(T.T)






t(T.Tt)

mY LAST POST HERE IT IS. sHITZ.... rrrarrrrr!!!!!!!

fAGGOT BLOGGER SPOILS E DAY AFTERALL!!! humph!!!

sO, BLOG TRANSFER. COMIN' RIGH TNOW.

Same Ground
By Kitchie Nadal

My love
its been a long time since i've cried and left u
out of e blue
Its hard
leavin u e way when i nvr wanted to
Self denial
is game so strange i've nvr would've wanted
if there was u

'Cuz i learned tat love is beyond
what human can imagine
e more it clears
e more i gotta let ya go

Cuz why i dun understand
is why i'm feelin' so bad now
when i know it was my idea
I could've jus denied all e truth and lied
But why am i e only one standin' stranded
on e same ground?

My love
its been a long time since i've cried and left u
out of e blue
Its hard
leaving u e way when i nvr wanted to
Self denial
is game so strange i nvr would've wanted
'til there was you

'Cuz i've learned that 'love' is a word
jus thrown a little bit too much
of an excuse to fill this infinite
abyss
I would nvr ever hav to fade

'Cuz why i dun understand
is why i'm feelin' so bad now
when i know it was my idea
I could've jus denied all e truth and lied
But why am i e only one standin'
stranded on e same ground?

(Repeat e chorus. You know which one... =.=)

If all else fail
would ya be there to love me?

If all else fail
would ya be brave to see right through me?


HEH.

I bet that those bracketed words were spoiling e lyrics up there... lmao.

Philiphino(sp?) singer. Her voice is reaal... heartfelt? Ah well, I find tat this song makes some sense some way or another... (>.>)

Today wake up in e morning, supa sad when comin' back wor... Went to River valley high, and like got some choral gatherin or somethin. We were like, e WORST choir there.. >.<>

I, A COMMON SKIPPER OF CHOIR DUE TO SERIES OF Fag-UNFORTUNATE EVENTS ('fag' added for copyright reasons), COULD NOT ALWAYS ATTEND CHOIR MEETINGS, SHALL NOW TRY TO GO EVERY SESSION. ALL THOSE SKIPPERS SHALL NOW GO TOO.

*Siiiighz*

Ah,I perked up when my dad brought us to somewhere around woodlands to see some elec. guitar set, amp and all. Heehee...~

(WARNING: detached aloofness here...) Whee...~

Wooogawoooga...~








Swooooooonn....~







*Her soul fluttered off somewhere.*


Alright I've lost it. No mood to write le. Heee.

Thank ye Xiao Hui.

Chinese Opera audition was so fun.

Too bad I am not allowed to participate. I will tell the teachs after a few more sessions cuz they're fun?

hehe.

*SIGHZ*

Role playing in 'motion'... toelrable.

Adios. Physics and Chem test tmr..

and that bloody assignment for lit. $&$%&#!#%@)^*&111!!!!