(Wednesday, February 25, 2009/10:53 PM)
The hardest part about loving someone, is believing that they will never let you go. When they let you go, the hardest part is having to hope they will come back. And the hardest part of being wrong, is having to face the truth.
Got this from some site. Hehe. Its seems soo true...
I'll update soon ba. Tmr last paper!~ =)
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(Tuesday, February 17, 2009/9:57 PM)
Heh yabba yabba. XD About time I updated, but I'm too darn lazy as of late. =P Serious procrastinating recently. I gotta stop soon. Will be posting up some pics yea? Soon. Hopefully. And this current blog song rings out in my mind.. can't get rid of it. <3 Alrighty. Seeya. All e best for e common tests (ironic in a sense here huh.) that's starting on this Friday. My Heart, Paramore.
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(Friday, February 13, 2009/8:04 PM)
See? Told ya ppl I needed time. =x I'm better already. =) Today was a harrowing and absolutely funny day. Ezaria and I went to Jurong east to get stuff for makin' valentine's day chocs/truffles.... Even till now, waiting for e chocs to freeze up ish kwillin me. =o TTYL.
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(Monday, February 09, 2009/12:26 PM)
I tried my best not to yesterday... But the first trigger was by listening to my MP3. Karenai Hana, the ED of Full Metal Panic! ... I'm that volatile I know. Second trigger was the initial minutes upon sitting on the bus home... Friggin' passed by where the two of us were standing, the exact same road junction after eating with his buddies (who were all pretty awesome by e way), the exact place where we stood together under the night sky... for that only one time that I was able to be out that late with him. ...That night before his departure, haii. That exact same place we before we began walkin' around to find a decent taxi stand... ..'was at the very front seat on the second floor of the double-decker bus yesterday afternoon. The kids who sat next to me across the aisle probably freaked out and decided to seat back with their mom cuz they see this girl crying and spamming tissues all on her own. Heh. Even when showering last night, I swear that the water tasted salty... But I know it gawddammit. I'll get over this. Time will fly. O'-friggin'-lvls will be over with. Things gotta be set in motion early to tackle the darn exam. I gotta start up with all my studyin and homework again... I can't bring myself to do it. Just not yet. And ironically, everything's pretty fine really. But why do I still do it? Then again, I AM benben de. I kept askin' myself that darn question... I questioned my own actions... I questioned what made me do so, and what at times stopped me from... Was it that darn question again, eh? But I have that question answered now. After all that I've assessed, I've finally got my answer. I do, gawddammit, I do.
Am I happy now that that darn question got answered on its own through all this? Darn it all. Give me some time.
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(Sunday, February 08, 2009/10:41 PM)
Everything is... I don't know. Emotional polarisation. One moment there's this silent, solemn friggin' tandem somewhere... The next I was pounding the Korean Drums at Dhoby Gaut arcade, with Yuki-darlin' watching me beatin e helloutta it. >_> Took a sweet long bus ride home... Made that 3 bus trips. I switch to 173 and I actually took it in e wrong direction. Gah. Then went e other way anyway. =3 It was sooo friggin' hard to nap... *sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh* He should be satisfied somewhat. He made me wear out something I hardly wear at all at the airport. =P But in any case... SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGH. T_T It contracts... ouchies. Ribcage suffocated for quite a moment. And my nose as usual was killing me. Everywhere ached for a huge moment.. sstupid flu. And it was just soo hard not to.... y'know. In any case, I wonder what Mika/SasuGAY was thinkin'... why would I be angry? o.O But yea.. I'll be hugging my bolster tight for once.ps. Sorry for not replying all e taggies. It'll jus appear to be spamming myself. >_<
I'll reply soon enough. <3
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(Sunday, February 01, 2009/10:18 PM)
"Moths; the dusty, little dainty creatures of wonder that danced about the faint soft glow of the lampposts that lit the way as I strolled. The soft night breeze was strong enough to sweep my auburn tresses into my eyes, yet seemed to be unable to deter their bedazzled and involuntary choreography. Tilting my head slightly higher up would be the waning moon casting its silvery glow that outlined the dark clouds around it. The leaves in the trees rustled with the wind as though whispering their very own tales.
Everything seemed to come to a standstill as the softly howling gale faded past me. My booted feet crunched the gravel path beneath me as I stopped in my tracks, hands tucked into the pockets of my woolen jacket, fingertips callused and foreign to the soft fabric encasing them. It was, and always I who knew that these fingers were only atoned to the guitar slung on my back, the hard leather casing's hard yet soft pressure and weight the only soothing fact that made me think that where I'm wandering off to is still surreal..."
That's what I've put up in the presentation. Hope that works. >_>
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(/9:05 PM)
Yesterday was sorta dissapointing at e Cosplay Challenge,
Even us sch-mateys were choking at some of the performances. >_>
Kiba/Leon struggled not to cry and pull his hair out when we saw two (I think) of his Fav. Chars being destroyed. He was like crying out about the poses and weapons and armour and the movements lol. All we could do was watch him pull through as the performances went on. Lmao.
But nevertheless seeing the team again was awesome as always. =P First it was Taku, Xavier (Sasuke =P), ChiangHong & I who were pretty aimless about Jurong Point lol, other than e fact that Chiang.H got some snack and we sorta pinched it.. and that Chaing.H & Taku went into the washroom with Gatsby.. Go figure. >_> Yea then we went to buy 'lunch' and waited for e bus. Heha. Dar dar <3 size="3" face="arial">came somewhat on time too which was pretty neat? >//<
I don't know.. but I could sense stuff here n there within the team~
I learnt from him de lol; Can't be helped and can't blame them. If you think out their reasonings and thought processes its all very understandable. Lol.
But I really appreciate the team. Its sorta inexplainable. <3
And afterwards we wandered about Jurong Point lol. And I'm totally glad I bought a Judith McNaught book. Kingdom of Dreams can be read over and over without phailing to be entranced into the story. <3
And we bought a Tonton down from Comics! o.O
It was rare to see one so yea.. $3. XD
The movie he initially wanted to watch is M18 de.. Too bad thn lol. >_>
(I dunno which movie so don't get funny ideas as I think u may think of!!! o_O)
Alright gotta do worky now. Ttyl. XD
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