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Baka-Ninjas Cosplay Team Shizune, Lenalee, A.B.A <3


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"Ya betta watch out, uh-huh uh-huh...

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[00]Any decent phone with a camera and bluetooth functionality..lol
[01]New Mp3(Got a new MP4 now =3)
[02]Decent O'lvl grades
[03]Have fun in da year, as much as I...
[04]$$$ -Clothes
[05]$$$ -Air tickets
[06]$$$ -Cosplay
[07]%%% -Food
[08]Decent Jap-singer
[09]Choir SYF-GoldSilver
[10]Striped thigh-high socks
[11]Pulverising stilettos? x)
[12]New cardigan/hoodie
[13]That cute plushie with built-in speakers...

And for Him to please TADA hurry back home~ <3 =D



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    (Sunday, March 22, 2009/4:23 PM)

    Current blogsong (Gives you Hell by The All American Rejects) perks me up without fail...


    Wonder whys that. x)




    Anyways, can't BELIEVE its the final day of holidays. Boohoo. :(





    Doesn't matter...



    Ought to get things done and over with.



    Touchy e rest of my homework now, over n out! =P


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    (Friday, March 20, 2009/8:16 PM)

    I think it was two days back..


    Dad's mom (GRANDMA?!?! =o) sorta invited a number of us for high-tea... took a bus from his house there and delalalalalaalaa to at the Jurong West Sports stadium or somewhere of tat sort...


    I sorta kept laughing my arse off at first, cuz there was this one kid sitting with us five... he's only 11 but he's like soooo CHUBBY. The expression on his face each time he consumes sashimi is sooo... rofl. x)


    Well yea, its a good strategy though. Numerous plates o' sashimi tallies up to at least $40. Totally worth it. =3

    But hell, it was funny. x)


    It sorta peeved me in e beginning as the auntie of a waitress kept insisting that we order faster, and order wadever we wanna eat all in one go. Sheeeesh.



    But other than that. The food was not that bad. Just that eventually we still had to wait for e food for quite some time... =.=


    Never expected that Samuel just refuses to eat eggs!!! Goodness he's deprived of some life. >_<


    Elton & I tried to convince him that Chawanmushi is good, y'know...


    Like hey, its pudding? XD


    Then said it was custard. Lolz.


    Got crabmeat inside some more. Haha.




    Then I sorta made Dad wanna hi-5 with me across e table..


    Ended up that his palm slapped his cuppa iced lemon tea forwards and it spilled (more like flew across) the table. Haha. XD Elton got e worst of it.. >_<


    My fault to begin with though..


    But the high-tea session was fun. Lol.


    And stomach-stuffing... x.X



    And hehe yea some photos too.



    Then receipt is LONG!!! O_O






    And yea then we went to Jp and arcaded for a bit. Then Sam & Elton gor went back home while Xav bro & I went back to Dad's house, grab our belongings n went home. =)



    Fun sia~ xP


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    (Sunday, March 15, 2009/5:16 PM)

    I was just about to post more up-beaty (XD) until I saw my (almost-dead) taggy boardy...




    Lol hehas hehas hehas hehas. ^^






    Thnx Claudia, things are already lookin up. ^^ Eh though I don't think I sing that well. x.X

    And to my mystery Frequent Reader (who is perhaps not quite a mystery XD), thankies. =3



    "I'm gettin better at thinking of you

    I'm gettin' good at cryin' too."


    Lol I jus heard that in my dad's car yesterday as I waited with my dad for my bro n mom who went to fetch my bro's graduated-certificate-of-sorts (Republic Poly by e way). Its totally country music, and somehow the lyrics made me smile, and its also cuz the music and rhythm sounds all so cheery, and its a man with a deep voice who admits that he's gettin' better at cryin'... lol.


    And if I say that I can totally relate to that, you ppl are bound to roll your eyes? XP




    Last night (or rather veeerry early in da mornin') the phone call was pretty amusing... lmao. He sorta started swearin about perverted girls when I told him something... Rofl.


    Shall not say much about this here hehe. Though its regarding cosplay. =x *hint hint*



    Friday was da sports carnival. We won the first match we played hands down huzzah 3-0!~ ^_^



    And then... ah well. I went about e rest of e school and sorta wasn't there when our next match was up...



    Shaaaaaame on me~ >_<




    Well anyways, I passed by e Deejay thingy a few times, and I actually squeaked a request for Velonica by Aqua Timez. Cuz I swore I heard it as I exited the toilet nearby before they quickly changed it... and I doubted the 'English songs only' policy the deejays were meant to uphold lol.



    And WHOOOHOOO HELL YEA Joel played it!!!! ^_^




    But thn switched to another song when others went by there and sorta requested for more Naruto songs and stuff, lmao. The song was barely over the first chorus niaaa~~ >_<



    But I love that song. Awesome mighty mighty thankies Joel. That sorta made my day better. =D



    And erm well... random english songs sorta included the Pokemen theme song and Ponyo. ^_^"


    And if I'm not wrong one or two of 'em said that the Pokemon theme song is one of the best songs ever? Whoa. o.o


    And they repeated Taylor Swift's songs more than once in a short period of time, which sorta tones down its value a lil when it comes to listening to it? lol.



    Hmmmmm.... =3





    Choir's pretty okay I guess. Everyone's deep down a lil tired, bored, and perhaps complacent of putting a lil effort into singing? =P


    Its totally reasonable and understandable, hey I'm going through this as well...



    But even so,.. ain't it about time we do something more for it?




    Well for me I can start with trying to attend every session without abiding my moods. x.X



    I'm such a procrastinator lol. I skipped monday's!!! XD





    And ooh yea last Sunday... haircut. x.X




    Everyone's asking why I did it lol. What makes you ppl think I know e answer myself? >.<



    I'm that dumb and brash, uh-huh, I know. =3





    Makes me look younger now. Yush!





    And thursday after choir... I was damn pissy if I can recall? Cuz when I just reached Lot1, thinking that I can rush a bit for e RO cosplay meetin, Dad called and said it ended. =o



    I was saying out 'Wa lao wa lao' as I walked from e bus lol. >.<



    And yea... I'm sorry that it happened to ya Dad. =/


    (Not refering to my hysterical swearin though lol. >_<)



    But in any case I met up with Dad, Xav-bro, and Elton-bro, Chiangchiang (XD), Agent-anata, Honey and was it Kai ting? Just a short while though. Thn asked Xav to accompany me as I ate my dinner around Lot1 lol. Chatted with a few others.. thn went home.


    Bet the cosplay's all gonna be cool n awesome though. =3



    Can't waitto can't waitto!!~ ^_^


    But that's next year...



    This year's D.gray man.. *gulp*



    That I can wait. x.X


    posted by yournamehere. murder me? | 0 murdered me.

    (Thursday, March 05, 2009/9:15 PM)

    If its something for me to go with the motions with (as much as I know that posting like this is of MY free will and nobody's not stopping me), it'll be blogging.. like, right now.. >_>



    Orochi/Yuki/Elaine darlin reminded me to post something, so here I am.




    Common tests are over, subjects I don't do well in.. well its sorta expected, and even for that there's still a improvement in e score, wth. o.o


    I'm surprised tat I did decent for Lit, and that brought my combined humans to an A. Whoot whoooot!~ ^^



    And yeh, Chem was a potential A if not for a number of dumb careless mistakes... HALF mark more. Ms Chew doesn't round up the score. Where's da mercy? T_T



    And things are rolling in the class. I'm not one to be involved, but things seem foreboding somehow...


    Brandon's reading the bible his friend gave e past few days. The content.. hoohah.


    And BAM we have air-conditioning for graduating classes. XD



    For an occasional odd day or two, Andrew brought the guitar and we sorta did some songs. Some turned out surprisingly well, and others nawwt quite lol. Either the timing's off or he played e wrong chord or I feel ulti-pai seh and stop singing all over again. >_<


    And its only RIGHT that the GUITARIST brings the GUITAR, no??!?!! Fat chance of me lugging my guitar to school. XD





    Hmmm its verry verry VERRRRRY windy right now. Rain and all. Whoohoo!~


    And anyways..



    On a more emo-note... (Gomen elaine-darlin, yesh emo-ness nevertheless...)



    its sorta awesome we called everyday. but its a thorn in my side; a constant reminder of how far we are that I soooo much wanna reach out and close that distance,.. only to know that its sorta impossible now...

    I'm too noob to be that good to pull off anything phenomenal, I know. I'm no good at all...





    I was absolutely pissed at a close friend of mine, already initially aimless when Ezaria lost her card, who was on e verge of tears and at e same time I just knew e fact tat my mom sorta knew on her birthday tat she may lose her job...


    The forebodding thunder clouds in my head that were fogging my mind in every single possible way just sapped away. You did it. How? I'm not too sure myself. I was no longer pissed at my friend, but peeved instead that others were aware and actually became quizzical as to who I did nawt want to see.. -.-


    Plus the fact that some awesome friend of mine THEN tells me of dissapointment but NAWT exactly what I've done. How brilliant is that? What am I to think of this? And just cuz of that distances get wider,.. and my mind may pretty off bound over to paranoia and resort to just 'servering them all'...


    I'll never pray for the latter. But if it comes to that, so be it.




    Then again,
    Sometimes I wonder if you're my shrink. o.o


    Just last night I was storming thanks to my parents and you basically sapped e anger all from me... it all became a petty issue tat yea as I'm older now I shouldn't be fussing about... no big deal.

    But when I hang up the phone, sometimes things just come crashing down all over again. Can't bring myself to be upset or angsty or moody around ya anymore... You have your holy 40+ pages and another 60+ (I think?) pages worth of notes to worry and be screwed up with about (XD), and to hand in your assignments (like yet another secondary sch student *sniggers*) by this coming monday, I don't think I ought to burden ya with my puny, pathetic of an excuse of a rant with you so often...

    I want to let you know that I'll be okay and over with it after some time. I'm bound to. But it'd then again upset ya if I don't tell ya over the days... >_> Things may be wrecking up real hard at the littlest of things, I'm sure of it, so how can I not be that panicky, worried, all pent-up? One fine, delicate, negligent gesture to shatter everything.. How is that not possible now?



    And I wonder how long I can last... As much as I guess that it pains you more.


    --o.ooo.o


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