Stuck, Undecided.

2009-12-05T23:31:00.002+07:00

Whyy ello. o.o

Ah-boii said there were tonnes of emo posts that took off to a bloody long hiatus. XD

Lets say the torment of exams are over and done with, I got a part-time job & I'm in...

Bleh, lost at how to confront things. Silly me. XD

But other than that, everything is awesome n great. Love cosplay n lurbe u guys bwahaha. ^^

See? non-emo post le. >_<

Gotta run again, ciao.

2009-05-19T21:31:00.002+07:00

Sometimes I just feel like crying...

And just give up everything.

Even Bpian Idol. Screw it even if I deprived a certain someone else of the chance of the finals cuz I quit.

But its soo tempting.

I feel like curling up to a ball and just break down and cry.

Then, only then perhaps, would I start 'breaking down' and actually 'decompose'...

Things are killing me inside, and I don't know what to do.

2009-05-11T18:26:00.003+07:00

I begin to realise how lifeless I am with my posts...

So not in-depth, despite that not being a necessity.

But this perhaps only goes to show how shallow a blogger I am. Psh! x.X

Once again I've not been updating, but there were some mind-scintillating happenings... Hoho.

First off, of all the rash and brash things I've done... The latest, which happened today, was that I bought items in a blogshop, after ALL the times I've surfed and looked through various blogshops, staring and admiring and drooling over them...

And finally today, I went 'SCREW IT!' and actually bought some stuff. Like, reaaally OMG. x.X

I'm not gonna tell what they are. ;)

And interesting enough was yesterday, Xav, Peipei & I 'pia-ed' on the certain subjects materials we brought out with us blah blah at BPP. It was quite a while since bro & sis went there loh! Hoho~ We were hogging the lovely near-the-glass-window-panes seats and studied there for hours.. till the waitress sorta hinted that it was near dinner time so we left..

What happened next was still somewhat unbelievable. x.X

Basically, we walked around.. bblah blah.. and then we ended up at the arcade. I insisted on playing DDR...

Bro & I had fun wor... maybe it was more of me having fun. x.X

There was this insane song with varying speeds through that one song.. I was hopping up and down furiously.... but it was Fun FuN FUN. x.X

Thn I went again.. and again..

Poof did at least $4.50 went. T_T

But I felt horrible afterwards till I couldn't eat dinner. Bleh. I finally knew what was wrong with me after recalling the stuff I ate throughout the day.. Thn Peipei & I took the same bus together to retire for the night. Hehe.

Get well soon though. >_<

If I recall, there's Tuesday..

Bpian Idol results came in.

No joke, guess who got in. x.X

But yea.. C.Ts are still on-going... Chiong a bit more bah. =)

I'm still not kicking in.. I wonder why. =<

& I being to realise...
That no matter the distance,
He's on my mind,
& its just too darn bad I can't stop it,
But I've been smiling,
& Life ain't that shabby,
Hehas. ^^

2009-05-03T15:48:00.004+07:00

This week was sorta topsy turvy. x)

Ooookay maybe not so crazy. But midly interesting, and.. anticipating? x)

Tmr and we'll see! Hahas. x)

But yeeeeeaaa.

Pretty fun and slack, but omfg common tests are here. x.X

I got the pic from Jessica's blog. Heha. Taken on Friday I believe. =3

Wednesday I went bonkers not knowing what song to sing. x.X
When the host (he did a awesome job by the way, hope to see him hosting Bpian Idol this yr^^) asked what song I going to sing,...

My mouth hung there for an awesome length of silence. x.X

Y'see, was stuck with 3 songs of choice in mind..

And after hearing some of those who auditioned, The Show by Lenka popped onto the list tooo... =<

And so did I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith. >_<

Somehow I'm hoping tat I make it in... and somehow I think I rather not.

And actually... about 5 months more to go and I'm sure everyone wishes that O Lvl's are over with asap...

Jane Ng was soooo funny on friday. XD I think it was during physics lesson were we writing down the subjects we think we should aim to score at. The best 6 the most. The rest we decide to screw them over. XD

But soo funny la. She was happy and her face was practically beaming when she saw a newspaper article written by none other than JANE NG...

Hhahahaha. So happy as she pointed and showed it to Jessica. Somehow that moment was priceless. XD

And

Actually...

6 more months till he's back. Get well soon bah. ^^

And the previous day (Friday) we ended up hanging around Elaine-darling's home. =D The bed and pillows and blanket sooo comfy lol. Too bad I had to leave early to meet with my dearie cousins and other relatives for dinner. <3

SAKURA BUFFET DINNER LEH. I'll be toasted if I didn't go. XD

And thn the next day was TBN meetin.. Xav-bro and I met up earlier to sstudy at the National Library...

..Ended up reading novels and thn went SHOPPING. Like omfg. x.X

At least, he found somethin he wanted and I got the same thing I wanted for HALF the price he bought his. Ahahahaa. =x

But yea, sleazy day to some extent. x.X

And so,...

No more GuiltyGear cosplay for EOY!~ XD

So no cosplayin for this yr at all, huh.

But still need to research research. x)

Hehas. All the best for the tests for this week. Gambatte!~

Ps. Xav & I stumbled upon hair extentions in Bugis lol.. and I looked totally different!!! <3<3

Pss. But made my eyes look smaller. Really I wanna change glasses. >_<

Ppsss. I guess that I'm not gonna have my hair short in a LONG time after this time round. x.X

2009-04-23T22:15:00.002+07:00

Sowwie for not updating much. Sowwie.

First, there's the study grp at Aki's house last Sat.

We plan to do it again. =D

And tmr.. Operation Cheer-up will be in ORH-DAH!~ XD

Friday was the choir's SYF judging thingy... x.X

Got Silver. Not bad luh. =)

Don't be sad or dissapointed ppl, Mr. Yong was really smilling during our performance. Its all good really. =)

And thn.. Bpian Idol pending. o.o

And thn.. Most likely gonna perf. with Andrew!

He finally said something that was totally inspirational somehow..

Somethin' like...

I was worried that I can't pull the song of... y'know..

But then he went like,

"Its not about how good the performance sounds like, but its about us PERFORMERS." o.O

Or something like that. x.X But makes brilliant and awesome sense that I've (stupidly) neva thought of before. o.o

And TODAY IS SOOO DISTURBING LUH.

Andrew totally destroyed Tiara's nail buffer until he has to pay her back lol. Thn he spams it, and somehow eventually pulled even Brandon, Xav & Taku-daddy to be FASCINATED by it..

And the sight of it all is just... so laughable.

Like at first, omfg. x.X

But yea. Today's lunch was brilliant. =)

Hehe, all e best for tmr, though I bet I can't do well. =P

2009-04-11T13:13:00.002+07:00

Yesterday was fuunnnn!!! =3

Never knew a MANGO shirt could make me sooo happy...

Yea last item that I bought for the day. Lol.

So fun and soo hiiigh and so spastic. It was H.JBanana, Z.YApple, Ezaria and I at Far East Plaza. Gawd the good 'ol times are highly satisfying. x)

Ezaria could not help but make fun of and nitpick how I mutilated my piece of honeydew(Jerm) during lunch...

Sheng Ying darlin camme later today!!~~~ Then we became super high and spastic. Or is it only me? x.X

For a moment in time we wanted to cam-whore at the cafe too. lol. XD

So hapwee that I bought a few investments!! >_<

(Psst, its a way to convince that I bought 'em right.. Inspired and instilled into me by an awesome book Confessions of a Shopaholic. x] )

Some pics will be uploaded on FaceBook. Hehe.

Yesterday was sorta fun tooo. Though it was retardedly unfufiling to do e-learning...

At least, went to bro's house to do it. =)

And I guess I've overcomed a food fear. Yeay!~ ^^

Thn went for choir..

And whoa. Passed the auditions. o.o

And I was mentally cussing and swearing at first during that day. I 'zao sia' so bad on a few occasions, and my nose screws and cloggs up lol. But when I got home I was blaring out in tune!~ Bwahahah!~ @.@

And I apologise for not attending the meeting yesterday, TBN. >_<

(I've just noticed that my train of thought is very choppy.. o.o)

....

Think I should really sign up and hand in the form on Monday? =x

2009-04-06T20:51:00.000+07:00

I'm fine really...

Apart from a faggot flu.

=<

2009-04-03T21:58:00.002+07:00

1. The person who tagged you
(Sasuke xD) Roxas Edmund Xavier

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Mah bro~ =)

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
GLAM LORH. XD

Funny-duddy, sing EXCEPTIONALLY well, behaves and claims to be anti-social and SHY when he is normally far from it.

And somehow like a twin. We think or respond with the same lame answers. (Great minds think alike yea?! XD)

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Making me laugh, which is for him not very hard to do. =)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
I don't remember. Too many glam stuff going around. x.X

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
I'm 'ttached. But just for fun, I bet I'll foreva feel inferior as he's tall & skinny while I'm da exact opposite. x)

*Shakes a clenched fist at him*

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
For the fun of it,
Stop claiming you shy & anti-social larh!! =<

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
Is that possible? I wonder. o.o
In any case, I'm not too sure what I'll do lol.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
That I became insensitive enough and pull somethin silly or unglam to him that makes only HIM silly or unglam. x.X

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
Tease him about the question he asked me which he deemed ULTRA embarrassing.. Hahaha

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
He's pretty sensible.. and sensitive for a bro. Lol.

He's my goody goody bro, whuddoyuthink? x)

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

I appear to be a total stuck-up, I believe, if I don't open up at all when you first see me. Or when I'm just... I dunno when I'm not in the mood to entertain anything?? >_<

When I'm okay, I guess that I can be silly and lame and spastic and the ppl who initially have a first bad impression of me will definately not take my lame joking well. And thus they'll continue to have a bad impression of me? >_<

If you've seen me HIGH first, its not that good either. x.X

I can silence ppl with an awkward atmosphere, believe me. x)

But other than that if I'm comfy I should be ok to be around. x.X

13. The characters you love of yourself are
Spastic & witty if the mood strikes?

I'm sarcastically logical at times. Do bear with me.

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself
I think I hav low self-esteem, lols.

And that affects me in most aspects?

"I'm not worthy of him, meh." for example. x)

I'm naive, capricious, wadever you call it. Elton had fun abusing this. >_<

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
No idea really. No real or truer role model I wanna be an example of.

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them
Love you guys for everything, seriously!~ <3<3>_<

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1.Sophee-ya!~ <3>
2.Xav-oniichan
3.Taku-otousan
4.Elton-oniisan
5.Pei^2!~ ^^
6.Elaine Darlin!~ <3<3<3
7.Ezaria-Dearie. =P
8.Uncle-LURRRRE (Lovell xP)
9.Xuanxuan =#
10. ANYONE! Bwahaha

18. Who is no. 6?
She's my darling wor!~ Hohoho!~ <3

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
Femme. =P

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
Ezaria (XiaoHui) with anyone, it depends on her. x)

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
English
E. Math
A. Math
Chemistry
Biology
Social Studies/Elect. Lit
Mother Tongue
Did I miss anything out? x.X

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Today~ Lunch lunch lunch at pastamania =)

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Christian music I think that's what you call it? >_<

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
An older brother. =)

25. Will you woo no. 3?
MY DAD, for goodness sake!
No incest!

26. How about no. 7?
She's already my bestie. =P

27. Is no. 4 single?
Yep.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
OMG HOW COME I DUNNO!?!?!?! T_T

We call her Pei^2 after all. x.X

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
Your hobbies, anyone? x)

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other, lol.

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
BPGHS.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
PAPA!!!!~ XD

33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
Its already there, babeh!~ ;P

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
Bukit Batok. =P

35. What colours do no.4 like?
Kill me, but I'm not too sure? >_<

Black is one of 'em? >_<

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
They Don't Know One Another.

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Bet she'll shake her head to this. XP

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
FaceBooking? o.O

Can you guys have mercy and I'll jus redo the first part of the quiz? Yeah? Yeah yeah thanks. xP

1. The person who tagged you
SOPHIAAAAA!!~ <3>

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Good friends, heh. x)

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
CUTE!!!! =x

She's relatively cool, and compared to her surroundings she seems waaay more intellectual? She can be rambling cutesy nonsense that's seemingly relevant (then it'll no longer be nonsense?) but I guess that's just part of her being supah cute. x)

And oh,

SHE'S VIOLENT WHEN DA MOOD STRIKES!~ XD

4. The most memorable thing/s he/she had done for you
Talk sense into me in times of need. Seriously.

And slapping me. T_T

And either one of us trying to sumo-restrain the other. Lol.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
She's said lotsy awesome stuff that I can hardly keep track of, due to my STM. x.X

But,

One of them being "Glaubalization". xP

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
Owwh boy. She's taken. x.X

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
The violent side that normally comes in a wave whenever I say that she's cute. Sheeesh. >_<

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
Be damn sad and frustrated at myself.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
It will be.. wha? >_<

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
Tickle her. Just for heck. XD

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
Awesome awesome awwwesomely CUTE!!! XD

Okay, *swipes sweat from forehead* NEXT!!

1. The person who tagged you
Pei Wen (Peipeipeipeipeipeipeipeipeipei!~ XD)
2. Your relationship with him/her is
Newly-appointed darling who owns a 'butler' who happens to be my bro? Lolz. x)

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
Cute.
As lame as me.
As spastic as me when the mood strikes btwn us. x)
Awesome singer.
Our 'joking' brain wavelengths happen to coincide really well! =D

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Semi-sing for me? T_T

SING FOR ME LEH!!~ >_<

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
"... Never mind."

After she rambled on some things that I can't normaly decipher due to my splendid hearing. x.X

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
Oh dear.
I'll have to be more man than her loh. Uh-oh.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
Sing to me more!! >_<

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
Ack. x.X

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be
Hmmm no idea really. =<

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
Sing to her? Lol in exchange for her singing. =P

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
Lame-cutesy Pei"square" =3

DONE DONE DONE. >_<

2009-04-03T21:18:00.002+07:00

Aabbbout tiiime I updated. >_<

Lotsa stuff coming up, and some stuff have happened but I think I sorta forgot some but I at least wanna mention it here so at least I know such has happened e next time I look back at these posts. Hah. x)

Firstly there was the KuroBara cosplay event at Liang Court. Went down straight after e choral exchange programme at Ngee Ann Sec Sch heh. Thn waited for Daniel for about 20+ mins? Went to get sugar cane.. both of us 'pesterin' the other to sing ahahaa.

We, two of the three who initially agreed to meet up, were eventually the LAST to arrive, other than Elaine-darlin, Taku-papa, Xav- and Elton-bros. Lolz. x)

We confessed that we spammed the arcade pretty late before finally beginning to moooove our butts of to Clarke Quay mrt station. xP

Met quite a number of the team there. 'was great to see them. ^^

Peipei-darlin had to treat Fame-kun ice-cream when her daily allowance is already very little. Shame on da Fame! xP

Yea, nice hokkaido ice-cream. We went around the place blah blah. For lunch Elaine-darlin, Daniel & I went to lounge in the nursing room lol. Awesome food stuffies we had. ^^

And yeh.. choir exchange that morniing was utter shame. =<

Being defiant, stubborn and cool ain't that nice and outstanding anymore.. Gold is no longer on our sch choir's target least, no biggie. But PLEACE be a WEE BIT more considerate and less self-centered dammit...

'...Dammit...'

He damn funny loh. On the train back home with Peipei, Taku, Xav, Elt, Sam, Fame, Dammit. Never knew he so lame sia~ XD

But yea awesome but tiring day. =3

Wad else,.. wad else..

Oh yea,

I'm heading to Japan this coming June. Whoopee!~ x)

However... Its my firsst time REALLY overseas other than the furtherest so far in my entire life being M'sia? x.X

And my first time being on a plane! Huzzah! o.o

Hope I'm not like my dad with the motion sickness thingy.

And tonight I accompanied my mom to her sec sch n see the camp a few cca groups had, at the same time lounge in their staffroom! XD

Very nice, but bored to the extent that I had to read the newpapers at the coffeetable there. x.X

Outside teachers sure have high expectations for the students of BPGHS. Whoa.

Basically in the afternoon went for lunch at pastamania with Esther, Taku-papa & Xav-bro...

Sianz really. Are we going to lead such an almost uneventful life like this? =<

Thank goodness for the upcoming Japan trip & cosplay events... Boy do they kill time...

And I pray for the faith and hope that I can pull through it all.

Gambatteimasu.

2009-03-22T16:23:00.002+07:00

Current blogsong (Gives you Hell by The All American Rejects) perks me up without fail...

Wonder whys that. x)

Anyways, can't BELIEVE its the final day of holidays. Boohoo. :(

Doesn't matter...

Ought to get things done and over with.

Touchy e rest of my homework now, over n out! =P

2009-03-20T20:16:00.002+07:00

I think it was two days back..

Dad's mom (GRANDMA?!?! =o) sorta invited a number of us for high-tea... took a bus from his house there and delalalalalaalaa to 日本村 at the Jurong West Sports stadium or somewhere of tat sort...

I sorta kept laughing my arse off at first, cuz there was this one kid sitting with us five... he's only 11 but he's like soooo CHUBBY. The expression on his face each time he consumes sashimi is sooo... rofl. x)

Well yea, its a good strategy though. Numerous plates o' sashimi tallies up to at least $40. Totally worth it. =3

But hell, it was funny. x)

It sorta peeved me in e beginning as the auntie of a waitress kept insisting that we order faster, and order wadever we wanna eat all in one go. Sheeeesh.

But other than that. The food was not that bad. Just that eventually we still had to wait for e food for quite some time... =.=

Never expected that Samuel just refuses to eat eggs!!! Goodness he's deprived of some life. >_<

Elton & I tried to convince him that Chawanmushi is good, y'know...

Like hey, its pudding? XD

Then said it was custard. Lolz.

Got crabmeat inside some more. Haha.

Then I sorta made Dad wanna hi-5 with me across e table..

Ended up that his palm slapped his cuppa iced lemon tea forwards and it spilled (more like flew across) the table. Haha. XD Elton got e worst of it.. >_<

My fault to begin with though..

But the high-tea session was fun. Lol.

And stomach-stuffing... x.X

And hehe yea some photos too.

Then receipt is LONG!!! O_O

And yea then we went to Jp and arcaded for a bit. Then Sam & Elton gor went back home while Xav bro & I went back to Dad's house, grab our belongings n went home. =)

Fun sia~ xP

2009-03-15T17:16:00.002+07:00

I was just about to post more up-beaty (XD) until I saw my (almost-dead) taggy boardy...

Lol hehas hehas hehas hehas. ^^

Thnx Claudia, things are already lookin up. ^^ Eh though I don't think I sing that well. x.X

And to my mystery Frequent Reader (who is perhaps not quite a mystery XD), thankies. =3

"I'm gettin better at thinking of you

I'm gettin' good at cryin' too."

Lol I jus heard that in my dad's car yesterday as I waited with my dad for my bro n mom who went to fetch my bro's graduated-certificate-of-sorts (Republic Poly by e way). Its totally country music, and somehow the lyrics made me smile, and its also cuz the music and rhythm sounds all so cheery, and its a man with a deep voice who admits that he's gettin' better at cryin'... lol.

And if I say that I can totally relate to that, you ppl are bound to roll your eyes? XP

Last night (or rather veeerry early in da mornin') the phone call was pretty amusing... lmao. He sorta started swearin about perverted girls when I told him something... Rofl.

Shall not say much about this here hehe. Though its regarding cosplay. =x *hint hint*

Friday was da sports carnival. We won the first match we played hands down huzzah 3-0!~ ^_^

And then... ah well. I went about e rest of e school and sorta wasn't there when our next match was up...

Shaaaaaame on me~ >_<

Well anyways, I passed by e Deejay thingy a few times, and I actually squeaked a request for Velonica by Aqua Timez. Cuz I swore I heard it as I exited the toilet nearby before they quickly changed it... and I doubted the 'English songs only' policy the deejays were meant to uphold lol.

And WHOOOHOOO HELL YEA Joel played it!!!! ^_^

But thn switched to another song when others went by there and sorta requested for more Naruto songs and stuff, lmao. The song was barely over the first chorus niaaa~~ >_<

But I love that song. Awesome mighty mighty thankies Joel. That sorta made my day better. =D

And erm well... random english songs sorta included the Pokemen theme song and Ponyo. ^_^"

And if I'm not wrong one or two of 'em said that the Pokemon theme song is one of the best songs ever? Whoa. o.o

And they repeated Taylor Swift's songs more than once in a short period of time, which sorta tones down its value a lil when it comes to listening to it? lol.

Hmmmmm.... =3

Choir's pretty okay I guess. Everyone's deep down a lil tired, bored, and perhaps complacent of putting a lil effort into singing? =P

Its totally reasonable and understandable, hey I'm going through this as well...

But even so,.. ain't it about time we do something more for it?

Well for me I can start with trying to attend every session without abiding my moods. x.X

I'm such a procrastinator lol. I skipped monday's!!! XD

And ooh yea last Sunday... haircut. x.X

Everyone's asking why I did it lol. What makes you ppl think I know e answer myself? >.<

I'm that dumb and brash, uh-huh, I know. =3

Makes me look younger now. Yush!

And thursday after choir... I was damn pissy if I can recall? Cuz when I just reached Lot1, thinking that I can rush a bit for e RO cosplay meetin, Dad called and said it ended. =o

I was saying out 'Wa lao wa lao' as I walked from e bus lol. >.<

And yea... I'm sorry that it happened to ya Dad. =/

(Not refering to my hysterical swearin though lol. >_<)

But in any case I met up with Dad, Xav-bro, and Elton-bro, Chiangchiang (XD), Agent-anata, Honey and was it Kai ting? Just a short while though. Thn asked Xav to accompany me as I ate my dinner around Lot1 lol. Chatted with a few others.. thn went home.

Bet the cosplay's all gonna be cool n awesome though. =3

Can't waitto can't waitto!!~ ^_^

But that's next year...

This year's D.gray man.. *gulp*

That I can wait. x.X

2009-03-05T21:15:00.002+07:00

If its something for me to go with the motions with (as much as I know that posting like this is of MY free will and nobody's not stopping me), it'll be blogging.. like, right now.. >_>

Orochi/Yuki/Elaine darlin reminded me to post something, so here I am.

Common tests are over, subjects I don't do well in.. well its sorta expected, and even for that there's still a improvement in e score, wth. o.o

I'm surprised tat I did decent for Lit, and that brought my combined humans to an A. Whoot whoooot!~ ^^

And yeh, Chem was a potential A if not for a number of dumb careless mistakes... HALF mark more. Ms Chew doesn't round up the score. Where's da mercy? T_T

And things are rolling in the class. I'm not one to be involved, but things seem foreboding somehow...

Brandon's reading the bible his friend gave e past few days. The content.. hoohah.

And BAM we have air-conditioning for graduating classes. XD

For an occasional odd day or two, Andrew brought the guitar and we sorta did some songs. Some turned out surprisingly well, and others nawwt quite lol. Either the timing's off or he played e wrong chord or I feel ulti-pai seh and stop singing all over again. >_<

And its only RIGHT that the GUITARIST brings the GUITAR, no??!?!! Fat chance of me lugging my guitar to school. XD

Hmmm its verry verry VERRRRRY windy right now. Rain and all. Whoohoo!~

And anyways..

On a more emo-note... (Gomen elaine-darlin, yesh emo-ness nevertheless...)

its sorta awesome we called everyday. but its a thorn in my side; a constant reminder of how far we are that I soooo much wanna reach out and close that distance,.. only to know that its sorta impossible now...

I'm too noob to be that good to pull off anything phenomenal, I know. I'm no good at all...

I was absolutely pissed at a close friend of mine, already initially aimless when Ezaria lost her card, who was on e verge of tears and at e same time I just knew e fact tat my mom sorta knew on her birthday tat she may lose her job...

The forebodding thunder clouds in my head that were fogging my mind in every single possible way just sapped away. You did it. How? I'm not too sure myself. I was no longer pissed at my friend, but peeved instead that others were aware and actually became quizzical as to who I did nawt want to see.. -.-

Plus the fact that some awesome friend of mine THEN tells me of dissapointment but NAWT exactly what I've done. How brilliant is that? What am I to think of this? And just cuz of that distances get wider,.. and my mind may pretty off bound over to paranoia and resort to just 'servering them all'...

I'll never pray for the latter. But if it comes to that, so be it.

Then again,
Sometimes I wonder if you're my shrink. o.o

Just last night I was storming thanks to my parents and you basically sapped e anger all from me... it all became a petty issue tat yea as I'm older now I shouldn't be fussing about... no big deal.

But when I hang up the phone, sometimes things just come crashing down all over again. Can't bring myself to be upset or angsty or moody around ya anymore... You have your holy 40+ pages and another 60+ (I think?) pages worth of notes to worry and be screwed up with about (XD), and to hand in your assignments (like yet another secondary sch student *sniggers*) by this coming monday, I don't think I ought to burden ya with my puny, pathetic of an excuse of a rant with you so often...

I want to let you know that I'll be okay and over with it after some time. I'm bound to. But it'd then again upset ya if I don't tell ya over the days... >_> Things may be wrecking up real hard at the littlest of things, I'm sure of it, so how can I not be that panicky, worried, all pent-up? One fine, delicate, negligent gesture to shatter everything.. How is that not possible now?

And I wonder how long I can last... As much as I guess that it pains you more.

--o.ooo.o

2009-02-25T22:53:00.002+07:00

The hardest part about loving someone, is believing that they will never let you go. When they let you go, the hardest part is having to hope they will come back. And the hardest part of being wrong, is having to face the truth.

Got this from some site. Hehe. Its seems soo true...

I'll update soon ba. Tmr last paper!~ =)

2009-02-17T21:57:00.002+07:00

Heh yabba yabba. XD

About time I updated, but I'm too darn lazy as of late. =P

Serious procrastinating recently. I gotta stop soon.

Will be posting up some pics yea? Soon. Hopefully.

And this current blog song rings out in my mind.. can't get rid of it. <3

Alrighty. Seeya. All e best for e common tests (ironic in a sense here huh.) that's starting on this Friday.

My Heart, Paramore.

2009-02-13T20:04:00.002+07:00

See?

Told ya ppl I needed time. =x

I'm better already. =)

Today was a harrowing and absolutely funny day. Ezaria and I went to Jurong east to get stuff for makin' valentine's day chocs/truffles....

Even till now, waiting for e chocs to freeze up ish kwillin me. =o

TTYL.

2009-02-09T12:26:00.002+07:00

I tried my best not to yesterday...

But the first trigger was by listening to my MP3. Karenai Hana, the ED of Full Metal Panic! ...

I'm that volatile I know.

Second trigger was the initial minutes upon sitting on the bus home...

Friggin' passed by where the two of us were standing, the exact same road junction after eating with his buddies (who were all pretty awesome by e way), the exact place where we stood together under the night sky... for that only one time that I was able to be out that late with him.

...That night before his departure, haii. That exact same place we before we began walkin' around to find a decent taxi stand...

..'was at the very front seat on the second floor of the double-decker bus yesterday afternoon. The kids who sat next to me across the aisle probably freaked out and decided to seat back with their mom cuz they see this girl crying and spamming tissues all on her own. Heh.

Even when showering last night, I swear that the water tasted salty...

But I know it gawddammit. I'll get over this. Time will fly. O'-friggin'-lvls will be over with. Things gotta be set in motion early to tackle the darn exam. I gotta start up with all my studyin and homework again...

I can't bring myself to do it. Just not yet.

And ironically, everything's pretty fine really. But why do I still do it?

Then again, I AM benben de.

I kept askin' myself that darn question...

I questioned my own actions...

I questioned what made me do so, and what at times stopped me from...

Was it that darn question again, eh?

But I have that question answered now. After all that I've assessed, I've finally got my answer.

I do, gawddammit, I do.

Am I happy now that that darn question got answered on its own through all this?

Darn it all. Give me some time.

2009-02-08T22:41:00.002+07:00

Everything is... I don't know.

Emotional polarisation. One moment there's this silent, solemn friggin' tandem somewhere...

The next I was pounding the Korean Drums at Dhoby Gaut arcade, with Yuki-darlin' watching me beatin e helloutta it. >_>

Took a sweet long bus ride home...

Made that 3 bus trips. I switch to 173 and I actually took it in e wrong direction. Gah. Then went e other way anyway. =3

It was sooo friggin' hard to nap...

*sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh*

He should be satisfied somewhat. He made me wear out something I hardly wear at all at the airport. =P

But in any case...

SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGH. T_T

It contracts... ouchies. Ribcage suffocated for quite a moment. And my nose as usual was killing me. Everywhere ached for a huge moment.. sstupid flu.

And it was just soo hard not to.... y'know.

In any case, I wonder what Mika/SasuGAY was thinkin'... why would I be angry? o.O

But yea.. I'll be hugging my bolster tight for once.

ps. Sorry for not replying all e taggies. It'll jus appear to be spamming myself. >_<

I'll reply soon enough. <3

2009-02-01T22:18:00.005+07:00

"Moths; the dusty, little dainty creatures of wonder that danced about the faint soft glow of the lampposts that lit the way as I strolled. The soft night breeze was strong enough to sweep my auburn tresses into my eyes, yet seemed to be unable to deter their bedazzled and involuntary choreography. Tilting my head slightly higher up would be the waning moon casting its silvery glow that outlined the dark clouds around it. The leaves in the trees rustled with the wind as though whispering their very own tales.

Everything seemed to come to a standstill as the softly howling gale faded past me. My booted feet crunched the gravel path beneath me as I stopped in my tracks, hands tucked into the pockets of my woolen jacket, fingertips callused and foreign to the soft fabric encasing them. It was, and always I who knew that these fingers were only atoned to the guitar slung on my back, the hard leather casing's hard yet soft pressure and weight the only soothing fact that made me think that where I'm wandering off to is still surreal..."

That's what I've put up in the presentation. Hope that works. >_>

2009-02-01T21:05:00.004+07:00

Yesterday was sorta dissapointing at e Cosplay Challenge,

Even us sch-mateys were choking at some of the performances. >_>

Kiba/Leon struggled not to cry and pull his hair out when we saw two (I think) of his Fav. Chars being destroyed. He was like crying out about the poses and weapons and armour and the movements lol. All we could do was watch him pull through as the performances went on. Lmao.

But nevertheless seeing the team again was awesome as always. =P

First it was Taku, Xavier (Sasuke =P), ChiangHong & I who were pretty aimless about Jurong Point lol, other than e fact that Chiang.H got some snack and we sorta pinched it.. and that Chaing.H & Taku went into the washroom with Gatsby.. Go figure. >_>

Yea then we went to buy 'lunch' and waited for e bus. Heha. Dar dar <3 size="3" face="arial">came somewhat on time too which was pretty neat? >//<

I don't know.. but I could sense stuff here n there within the team~

I learnt from him de lol; Can't be helped and can't blame them. If you think out their reasonings and thought processes its all very understandable. Lol.

But I really appreciate the team. Its sorta inexplainable. <3

And afterwards we wandered about Jurong Point lol. And I'm totally glad I bought a Judith McNaught book. Kingdom of Dreams can be read over and over without phailing to be entranced into the story. <3

And we bought a Tonton down from Comics! o.O

It was rare to see one so yea.. $3. XD

The movie he initially wanted to watch is M18 de.. Too bad thn lol. >_>

(I dunno which movie so don't get funny ideas as I think u may think of!!! o_O)

Alright gotta do worky now. Ttyl. XD

2009-01-25T10:27:00.004+07:00

Last night was...

Kinda interesting. o.o

And basically Orochi-chan's house and family are AWESOME.

Her Dad's cute with his 'vision' (rofl), but yea the day was awesome.

And undeniably, the food was GLORIOUS. O_O

Big fat prawns that sizzle on e pan around the soupy thingy... add butter, garlic and ONIONS~~~

Holy smokes I nearly fell in love with it if not for that sticky situation. XD

It was sorta 'groggy' during dinnertime wor~ But I'm glad I've sorted myself out. ^^

And then... in just those few moments when we're goin back everything seemed to click in place... It all made sense.

It was MY Fault to begin with. >_<

'I trust ya~ <3' le...

Gomenne, I'll not doubt you like that again. >_< style="font-style: italic;">you seemingly grinning *gulp* cuz you're lookin forward to...psh psh psh psh. >_>

~~why & how are you able to tell me not to blame her?~~

Try to hav fun in M'sia, hoho. 'See u in 4 days! :-*'

Aaanddd~

'Don't reply!' XD

New Year eve le! Hoho~

Hope everyone's having or gonna hav fun wor, regardless of whether you celebrate the Lunar New Year or not. Its still a darn freakin' awesome two-day holiday. ^^

Lookin' forward to Daddy Taku's steamboat wor. Then I had one last night. I'm gonna be with my family to eat another effin' two more. x.X

Duuunnn wanna get fat le. wahahas. =x

And Ezaria. Thank you for being there for me no matter what. You rock, including your hidden inner sense of style and music choice. <3

And here goes nothin'...

Rawr! =3

2009-01-23T21:19:00.005+07:00

About two days ago...

Let's say its sorta 'fu-fu' at first, with me delivering nasi lemak to a few fellow peeps. =)

Then Dad, Bro and I went walkin around Lot1 :)

Too fun too fun, hehas.

~~Behold, ze Mafia-lookaleekie-family. >_>~~

Someone said that I look too trigger-happy here... >_<' Dad got blurred here. =P

Take 2 :)

And Xav bro's goody solo. XD

But deep down, seeing the 50% SALE in the background...

That just kills it. XD XD XD

But other than that, we really look cool to kill. Bwahahah. =x

And hmmm yea~

In a day I got a Dad & Mom & Bro & Uncle Love. Rofl.

No brainer to who LOVE is. Hehas. XD

And today, CNY celebrations. =D

Kinda aloofy at first.. clueless on..wha? >_>

Then yea we went knocking on the doors of Block 9 to get the elderly down to hop onto e bus to go to our school to view our CNY performance. (Luuuuooonng sentence, hell yea. XP)

The performances... *cracks up*

~^_^~

Near the end we escorted the elderly to the AVA room thingy to Loh-Hey. (lol. not sure about ze spellin. =P) The first one that I did was... glorious. O_O

Of all the awesome ingredients in the dish as we tossed it like hell (while yelling 'Wu Zhong HUAT AH!!!' XD), and the after math was that only 10% of the initial amount was there... XD

We're that good I know!! XD

Eh so yea, after the celebration was the fun part though. XD

I actually had a feelin' that Xav bro would wreck it up eventually although he normally does it alone... So yea we headed there for e second time and then whooohooo. XD

And I guess that I can try next time. =)

And so, we took pics!~ =3

US at Ze 'Beach'!!!~~~ x)

Then went out for a movie with Dardar~ >_<

Hmmmmmhehehehehe. xP

<3<3

2009-01-18T18:27:00.002+07:00

Scroll down a lil to hear it, Hn.

Am hooked onto this song pretty badly.

Cuz the voice is sooo pweeeetty... o.o

And melody so amazingly off-beat, a pain in e arse to learn and yet it sounds awesome as though its perfectly normal.

Thing is, its perfect but ain't normal. XD

Anyways, CNY's coming up wor, fufufu~~

Am looking forward to it. ^^

~~And then again not quite...~~

But things do happen, and they come and go. I'll just suck them and up try to be a semi-silent matyr... Hohoho~

Sch's not bad, Hehas. The work load's considerably managable and the enjoyable slacking comes every recess. XD

~~(Psst, I'm doing homework for once.)~~ XD

Hmm..

Its not that hard to keep things from others. =x

And that includes you, whom I'm typing on, dearly bloggy. =3

But that's not the issue wor~ <3

I'm for once appreciating how my life is like, despite the tonnes of lil complexities which basicly covers alot of my life; especially some outside of the team. =x

There are people facing it worse off than me, so yea~ >_<

~~~

HEHAS!!!

Yesterday was whole lotta fun~~~

Basically it was my Grandma's Bdae, so all that sistas and the single bro (My mom, aunts and uncle, duh~ >_> ) gathered at Grandma's home with LOOOTTTTTSSSAAA FOOOOODE. Then us cousins meet and reunite and chit-chat. ^^

Grandma's cake was a HUGE Peach-like thingy. Gawd. o.o

My bro rotted as he waited for the time to move out to head for his NS duty later that day... =o

But it wasn't that bad, heh. Pretty amazing to chit-chat with Chelsea, my cousin who's a year older than me. And not to forget the three cousins of my uncle. Lol. The trio's sorta unforgettable. And then there's Ah Glenn and Deon (Ah-Deon!! >_<). lol. That's how we call each other so it sorta sticks to us by all these 'Ah-something' terms. X)

Among them all, I'm the odd-ball. Even as of now. >_>

Can't possibly call me Ah-Rui!!! Meh. >_<>_<

I WILL Abhor you if you try calling me that. Don't you test me. Rawr!! >_>

2009-01-13T21:15:00.002+07:00

I feel loved by you guys, lol.

Firstly was at Elton's Bdae bbq partay, where I receieved quite a surprising numba o' prezzies. o.o

And then there's today... >_<

And oh, on my real BDae my dad was suuuure pissed, llol. Fish & Co. at IMM was bad. =/

In any case, todaayyyy errr..

Eh.

Eheheh.

Had lunch with the mighty ppl of ze round table... =o

Some 'class' sia. T_T

Gomen for not being myself today. >_<

But in any case..

The day gets nearer each time...

Would I really 'cry' when the day comes?

...

Cherish cherish cherish. <3<3<3

2009-01-08T19:50:00.004+07:00

Bloody hell stop eating my words Blogger. =(

I don't know...

Somehow I'm feeling stuck and frustrated and fluttery...

Sch's okay, but...

I dunno how yer say it.

I can toooottaaallly relate to ya Haru-chan. Such experience is a true pain in the arse. >_<>_<>_<

(I was talking about our choir teach. Mr Yong here... words got eaten up. =o)

Which reminds me,.. that today I FINALLY went for choir. XD

I never attended a single practice during the Dec. hols? =x

I had a gut feeling,.. but as a greeting, he placed me from the back row all e way right up in front of him.

Could be e height issue but NADDAA >_< I'm taller than a few of those in the SECOND row. Where's ze justice? XP

Maybe he was hoping for me to forget what I'm supposed to sing during my absence? Eh eh eh eh??

I remembered even without my scores, thank you. =P

Maybe I'm paranoid n am taking this a wee bit.. off?

Ah well, I swear that he's face was showing some hidden evil...

Not THAT bad, just a wee bit, but lol its sorta fun during choir today. <3

But apart from that... things are swirlly and slushy in my mind. Too.. Jell-o. I can't think straight. Dayam.

Ms Rashida will kill me for not answering the questions properly. My fault though, thinking that I only need 3 points.. but she wanted 3 FACTORS.

Lemme just diiieee now. T_T

But yea... that n that n that n that.

At least, Elton's/Tonton's/Gai-sensei's bdae to look forward to.. woot woot.

2008-12-31T22:23:00.003+07:00

Last post of da year.

And my 150th post at tat, lol.

Hope I can post this before it hits midnight. Hehas.

Basically I hav lotsa things to say, I wanna say them good but naww its not for all ears. XD But I'll try to squeeze in as much as possible, cuz this year end's too memorable to be deserved to end lol. But here is the end of 2008 right before my own eyes. (And you guys too when u read this, but tat'd be too late. Bwaha.)

The very first thing that pops up in my mind n heart (corny I know, psh) would be da Baka-Ninjas cosplay team. I'm not always one to get along and be a 'lively' me these days, but things have been overcomed (wrong grammar here? Screw it XD) . And they shall all be again. And for the future years to come. Have a blast and a great year to all Baka-Ninjas. ^^

Naruto-rucchi-kun, for being able to miraculously convinced my mom to allow me to cosplay and turn up for the 3 days of practice. Though u forgot about mentioning the photoshoot it all rolled into place somehow. Lol.

I've promised you that I'd do well for next year's O'lvls too!! >_<

Mighty thanks, kudos and salutations to our Leader/Gatherer-of-teammates/SasuGAY/Mika. (XD) You are miraculously the one who.. did alot of things miraculously. Lol. Stay who you are no matter what; the world seriously needs more ppl like ya.

(Psst, the noisier he is, the happier he TOTALLY is. XD)

To all the peins, Akatsuki:
As much as I know tat you guys will probably neva read this, thank ye for being our awesome peins and making our team all e more livier somehow. Heha. So yea, its this brief, lol.

Special mentions go to Yokey (blind pein), Zetsu (Akatsuki's aloe vera XD), Spikey pein~, Dijon-hiidan, Wilson (Sasori), Cheryl/Deidei-anata!<3~

You guys made me laugh. Its neva bad to laugh, so yea. Especially on e 27th when Zetsu showed me and got me goin bonkers on that lighter trick. (Flames in the hands go VOOM VOOM VOOM~ XD) And Sasori with that sick sick SICK drink if we lose THAT card game. Bwahaha. Kakuzu u asked for it when u popped tat Kit-kat in. rofl.

Konoha Ninjas:

No friggin' way our Naruto team would have made it with you guys. Heha.
WAAAAY tooo MAAAAAANY to mention here. Howabout the extra extra extra special ones that've been there aaaalll alooong~

Aki(Tsunade), Takuhino/Yamato, Elton (Gai!~),
Thanks for always always being there from e start. If it werent for you two Taku, and Tonton (Elton XD), I wouldn't hav thought twice about leaving e team in e first place. I clearly am NEVA regretting this decision of staying.

And Aki-anata,
SOS-ForevA!!!! ^^

Team Hawk, consisting of SasuGAY, Sam-Karin, Leo/AhBoii/Lil Sharkie-Suigetsu, Jugo-Jie!~
And the misc awesome ppl consisting of Honey and Agent-chan-anata!~

Thank you all sooo much. Jugo-jie who actually made me start appreciating my eyes lol. Sam that buffed me up somehow.. and Ah boiii TONNES for making me smile or laugh or act stupid regardless of how I was feeling on e day. SasuGAY has already been mentioned. ^^

And owh yea, the other extra misc ninja who was e only one who doesn't belong to Konoha (or used to):

Arigattougozaimasu!! XP

Though I know that that ain't enough, lmao.

Happy new year to you guys, Baka-Ninjas-mi-lurrrvvves!!!!~~~ <3<3<3

A WHOOOLEE LONG LIST TO THANK TO back in Sch, Meh.

Thank you thank you thank you. (Yus including the revolting spammers in my blog, lmao. Too bad I'm too lazy to type out e reason why I thank you~ <3)

Love ya Erica-ShengYing, Cheryl-mangoat, Jerm, Zoeying-apple, HanJia-banana, EZARIA <3, SOH-PHEE-YAH-Lurrr XD, And Haru-chan~

Thank you all for making me be and feel like me when I'm around you guys. <3

And geez, that's alot of thanking for someone who doesn't do mushy stuff. I'll talk more on happenings asap, ne?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!~ ^^

2008-12-23T10:44:00.006+07:00

The Quick and Painless Ennegram Test

http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-quick-painless-enneagram-test

Semi-True
True
Not quite True

Your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator")

"I am at peace"

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure. (Not especially, but yea)
I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit
Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
Ask me questions to help me get clear.
Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.(AMEN!!! XD)
Let me know you like what I've done or said.(Eh...)
Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.(Sore-butting ure life gets nobody anywhere.)

What I Like About Being a NINE

being nonjudgmental and accepting(Unless the 'accepting' part comes to be too disgustin to be accepted)
caring for and being concerned about others
being able to relax and have a good time (YEA! XD)
knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around(Scarily, this is so true. o.o)
my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator(Me no go for such courses for nothing XP)
my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe ( I definately 'go with the flow', but it doesn't gurantee I like the ideals here n there, lol.)

What's Hard About Being a NINE

being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally (I'm not too aware of this, but perhaps I am. o_O)
being confused about what I really want (AMEN!!! >_<)
caring too much about what others will think of me (It depends on e situation. lol)
not being listened to or taken seriously (If I'm dead serious it normally shows? =P)

NINEs as Children Often

feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
tune out a lot, especially when others argue (I do tune out, but if I care tonnes for them I'd never do that)
are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves (Another AMEN!! XD)

NINEs as Parents

are supportive, kind, and warm
are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

A pretty short n sweet yet interesting quiz. Lol. Thankies Haru-chan~ ^^

Yesterday was FUN. Lolz.

Met up with Eza <>> and then with Sophia and Lysander and settled down at the second Seoul Garden we can find lol. Good food but had a crappy stomach afterwards lol.

We witnessed the impending doom of our ice-cream as we plopped small quantities of them down the pan...
"No matter how they are on the outside, they are all the same on the inside."

Just like human relations huh. XD

Then we walked to Otaku's House. SasuGay was not there. =/ I wanted an offer for a Prince of Tennis Cap-pu. Lol. Then we got Lysander *insert evil cackle here* and Sophia to wear the school uniform from e anime the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya lol. They llooooked goooood together. Woot woot. <3>_<

Then went to the arcade... Eza and I stood there and scared ourselves as we watched the couple play Silent Hill 4. Holy smokes. >_<

Overall it was a great day. Until...

SasuGay called. =.=

Mika (SasuGay): "Shizune ah."
Me: "Yesh?"
Mika: "Have you watched the anime **Dee-Jay** man?"
Me: "Dee-Jay man? Am planning to watch it. (The heck was I thinking lol)
Mika: "I mean **Dee-Gay** man."
Me: "Huh Dee-GAY man?!?!"
*Laughter could be heard on Mika's side*
Mika: "D. Gray. Man."
Me: "Oh oh oh D.gray man. Yea. ^^"

Lawlz.

Blame the phone's speakers, reciever and reception or blame his pronounciation. Lol. XP

But,
It was not too pretty a news for me..

But I'll do my best. Fight-o!!~

2008-12-20T21:45:00.002+07:00

http://www.helloquizzy.com/results/the-what-is-your-real-age-test/?fromCGI=1&var_Age=23

They bloody said I was 23. WAH!!!! T_T

Yesterday was sorta fun. Anko-chan got me hooked to DDR. Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. T_T

I'm a total noob at it. ZETTAI noobish. >_<

But yea. Mika n a couple of us discussed stuff tat made semi-sense.. a finally a conclusion after a good few hours lol.

And Haru-chan. Ima Robot.

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Sad I don't hav a personality. Yeppers. =D

Things are beginning to roll... rumble rumble rumble. Things can get real ugly as the New Year approaches...

Gambatte minna.~

2008-12-16T15:15:00.008+07:00

Oh me gaaawwwwwwwd. >_<

I'm in a pretty sticky situation and I know nuts of it. >_>

I feel.. what, muted, stupid, googoogahgah? Its all sooo... blah. >_<

Anyyways, time to do the quiz Haru-chan made me do.. Rawr!!!

Rules must be followed:

Each blogger must post these rules. (I even corrected the grammar here. =o)
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post these rules. (And again.)
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog. (I may forget to. wahahahaz)

1) I'm ultimately and terrifyingly SPASTIC when the mood strikes, I swear.

2) I'm lazy to carry sweets/candies of my own, though I like them as they instantly give me energy upon consumption. (Lack of sugar much?)

3. I have been told that I appear taller than I really am. Often. VERY often. So often that it peeves me at times. >_<

4. I'm torn and stuck... fansf;aenrfuadf;asndoeaubvsa!!!! >_< (Say wha?)

5. I confess that I danced stupidly on EOY that day. Enough said. T_T

6. I hardly get along with the people in my class, although they are clearly awesome people.

7. I have a few BIG, FAAAT secrets that I've never and never will tell to anyone. (Can anyone guess? xP)

8. I recently joined Facebook JUST to play Pets Society. Dattebayo!!!~ >_<

9. I feel shy and fuzzy wuzzy and cold and goof-bally right now. Don't ask.

10. I have only ONE pair of jeans. No joke. Somebody save me. x.X

Now tag ten ppl to do this quiz:
1. I'm too kind *cough*, so NADAAA I'm not gonna tag. ^^
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

1.Who's the person that tagged you?
HaruHEE. =.=

2. Relationship between you and her?
Jelly-good friends. <3

3. Three impressions of her?
Naive, very amusing when she procastinates and does things other way than she desires, and naturally very sweet as a person. (Not your blood sugar count, lol)

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
I can probably torture her in a few ways... I'm sure she can guess. =3 Though I could hardly see how we can be enemies in the first place. >_<

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
I probably won't say anything, lol.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
I can actually appreciate the smaller sweet things in life... and laugh out RREEEAL loud at my surroundings. >_>

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
I'm neva one to say mushy stuff, lol. Even when it comes to saying that they're awesome people. >_>

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
I have no idea what to say really. I only hate the things people do but not the persona involved. lol

9. What do people feel about you?
How am I to know? o_O

10. Your crush?
Say wha?

11. Pass this to 10 people:
1.HaruHEE (>_<)
2. Sophia Lur~ <3>_<)
3. Ezaria!~ <3
4. S.Y Lychee
5. Cheryl ManGoat. (I swear, I just thought of that on the spot XD)
6. HuiMin Strawberry. (Me mwiss ywou, bet u'd say eeee >_>)
7. Takuhino (Meh.. XD)
8. Xaaaaaav. lols
9. Jerm
10. Lovell (How did u pop up? The xmas thingy. >_>)

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
Lets take it the non-suss way lol. I'd reckon they'll be an awesome team in making fun of me, lol.

13. who does 5 like?
Herself. (Bet that she'd be happy with that answer. =_="")

14. What colour does 9 like?
No idea! Forgivvvvvvve me if I get it wrong!!!!!!!!! T_T

Thn again I shall not say and thus I shall not get it wrong! Bwahahaha!~

15. Say something about 8?
Ze GLAM guy. ^_^

16. Who is 2?
An awesome friend to be with. ^^

17. Talk about 3.
She's a loooveeee lol. She's got looks and spastic genes like me and awesomely good laughter. o.o

18. Who is 10's best friend?
No idea. >_<>

HOLY SMOKES WHAT I INITIALLY TYPED Just went POOF! T_T

Basicly went to Zoe Ying's house celebrate her early Bdae. I was like "So you're finally turning 15 eh? I'm gonna be 16 very soon next year. T_T"

Had Old Chang Kee and PizzaHut for lunch; her mom's that awesome.Then went to fetch Hanjia and Bdae cake back up. Played Game of Life where I pawned everyone else although its me first time playing. Choose the career path for a sheer victory! Lol.

Studying aboard like Eza's College life would only make you grouchy lol. Hanjia who sorta forget that she chose that path too was like "Hah I got degree ah?" when choosing her job as a doctor. XD

Then moved on to Monopoly Singapore. I was whining at first cuz I was last to roll the dice and always ended up landing on other ppl's property than being able to buy my own. Until I nearly complete one round and bought down the PARLIAMENT HOUSE (sp?) lol. Bwahahaha. After bargaining with Zoe Ying's bro I got the other same-colour property and built houses on it.. I ended up sorta winning cuz I charge people $6000 each time they step in. Bwahahahaha. But by then it was late and everyone went home. ^^

So there. Condensed, less-funny version of yesterday. Today's totally uneventful. Don't even mention it. >_>

Is Kabuto-nii-san's cheek gonna swell up like my stuff toy Tonton? Haha I wonder. XD

2008-12-14T15:19:00.003+07:00

THIS ISH OUR MOST EPIC VICTORY. WHOOHOOO!!!!!!~~~

The hours of preparation seemed as though half a day has passed while it was only 2-3 hours of me being in the chalet lol. But the rest of the days seemed to breeze past.

The girl's apartment looked like sheer horror since the guys came in and made a helllotta mess rofl. Its no wonder my mom said no to chalets for me. o.o

Though I really wish I could at least stay over for one night~~

Saw the video? If only you people were that at the live thing. Gawd. XD

It was just an epic win for us. All 47 ppl of this family. ^^

Had this as an epic and great and awesome excuse to not do my maths tution homework, lmao.

Though it was a joyous occasion for us...

It was sorta sad since its prolly the last time I'll be seeing them in a VERY long while. T_T

I cried, can't believe it eh? Its just so hard to part once you've just met and got to know awesome ppl.

Like Orochi/yuki-chan, we hav a wee bit way too many common likings lmao. And Jiraiya and Tako (pst happy with e special mention? lol) and Kabuto... and Kaka Gor and Ah boii dii and Anko <3 size="4">WHOLE LOTSA ppl, lol.

I'll miss them tonnes and loads. And I actually cried before sleeping knowin that perhaps I'll prolly won't see them again.

And to Naruto-kun... whom I owe big time since he was the one who appealed to my mom so that I could do this on tat very very awesome yesterday.

I'm really grateful to all~ ZETTAI ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!!!!! >_<

Thanks Jiraiya Neko-pal for accompanying me all the way on the train to JE... though your stop was way earlier than mine... and exceeded JE and we went back to JE.. rofl. >_<

~~~

Its probably time... very very soon that I have to get over it and start taking my studies seriously...

But mataku, How the Hell Can I Simply Forget That? <3

2008-12-06T19:09:00.003+07:00

One of the bestest miracles happened.

My Mom Approved!!!! =D

So damn happy. Bwahahahhaha~~~ <3<3<3

And its all thanks to Rucchi/Naruto. ^^

The discussion to call my mom was in the least very amusing to me. We sat on e floor talking and then quite a few random ppl just talked or sat down around us and Rucchi's train of thoughts just kept snapping off. Hahaz.

We both have short-term memory. So yeeeeeaaa. x.X

I was freakin' nervous when he called my mom lol. We grinned as he (all of a sudden) felt very chatty, and thus on e spot decided to negotiate with my mom about it. Yay!~

So yea, he has my word that I'll do well for O'lvls next year. And thus my mom said yus. Hallelujah!!!~ ^^

It was kinda funny though. I was all hyper n grinning. Kiba and a few others asked how it went, though knowing that grinning is always a good sign. XD

(Not that we're chimpanzees who grin which is known to signal that we're gonna kill whoever's in our sight. lol)

And thus, I HUGGGGED quite a few ppl. hahas. Was too happy too happy too happy.

Naru, Kiba, Kaka gor and a few others. Felt like doing cartwheels then but refrained myself since I was wearing a skirt lol. (Despite e pair of shorts I wore inside anyways)

Miss ya e last practice Jiraiya neko pal, hope ter seeya next practice. ^^

SOOO HAPPY. Lolz.

And ooh, I just got my hair cut(ted) today.

Reminds me of Rei from Evangelion. (However u spell that anime)

SO DAMN HAPPY.

But somehow Piratin' made me sad. =/

So yea, its all balanced out.

Its funny how someone whom u hardly talk to can make u feel to empty, sad, lonesome and heart-broken.

He's neva gonna go back on, and hope he's gonna keep it that way. =o

Which reminds me of DIABLO III!!!!!!!!! Holy marcoroni <3<3<3>

Can't wait for that AWESOME game to come out. The official site has about two more job classes to go. The interface is sooo superb that u can actually play with jus ur mouse Alone. WAH~

But by e time its probably released, O'lvls begin. >_>

I'll reward myself with tat game after that big fat hurdle ahead of us all bpghs sec2's of 2008. Heh.

Zoomzoom. xoxox

XD

2008-11-25T10:20:00.005+07:00

About time I updated.

Lets say I got toasted in regards of meeting the team last Saturday.

*Beeeeeeeeeeeeep.* x.X

But I'm enjoying the company; I'm sure everyone else feels the same way too.

Now all I'm hoping for in regards of this EOY would be:

Permission to stay at the chalet (Which is at a very low percentile T_T)

Permission to even GO for EOY

And the sum...

And weapon. omfg. I forgot about it. Fuuko-chan (Hinata) may not forgive me on that...

Bleh. x.X

Anyways, here's the quiz Cherly made me do. =D

~~~~

1 ) The person who ask u to do this thing is :

A funny-duddy Mango. =D

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :

Spastic buddies when the mood strikes... pretty frequentlly.XD

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :

The ultimate Mango representative. o.O

4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :

There's not just one. x3
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :

"But goats can produce milk wad!!~"

6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :

She already is. ;P

7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :

Like I already said, she already is. x)

8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :

Cow/Grape vs. Goat/Mango war.

...Meh.

9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :

Go out with her and just hav fun!~ ^^

10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :

Like I said; the Ultima-Mango.

11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :

Scroll up to Xavier's quiz from this question onwards. I rather not repeat myself.

12 ) the character you love about yourself is :

Same as above...

13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :

Same as above.

14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :

Same as above!~
15 ) pass this quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :

Same as above. x.X

There, i'll update more when the mood strikes. XD

And oh I forgot to mention...

Just last night I became obsessed with Bella's Lullaby.

Its a Love lOve loVe lovE.

Kyaaah!~ >_<

2008-11-18T21:47:00.001+07:00

A bit about today...

Wasted my time, and other awesome ppls' time on balless ppl. ZzzzzZZZ.

But today was funn. =3

Sam pwns the SOS sisters's arses in that 3-button arcade game.

There's no way I could spam the buttons fast enough for certain matches. T_T

Aside from that though,

'Had a rather entertaining convo e other night... o.o

...

WPTGG: funny how they make same kinda grammer mistakes
Me: Hmm. its not the grammar.. its the sickeningly childish n retarded mentality.
WPTGG: its a defining idiosyncracy! HAHA
Me: like a pure bimbo BLONDE.

WPTGG: HEYYY
Me: I hate to stereotype blondes.. But they're just like those. >_>
WPTGG: I WAS GONNA DYE SILVER BLONDE!!!
Me: LOL Go for it!
WPTGG: with pink highlights. lol
Me: sure not purple? =o
WPTGG: i considered
WPTGG: but ______ said pink (I hid the name. Don't think he'd wanna reveal it.. xP )
WPTGG: lol
Me: aye aye, listen to her. ;P
Me: but pink..
Me: Mmmm.
Me: Hahahahaha
WPTGG: OIII
WPTGG: lol
Me: XD

~~~~
(Talk about haiiirrr. >_>)
WPTGG: and her (hair) is uber nice
Me: I dun believe urs!
Me: XD
WPTGG: *gaysmack*
Me: ooof.
WPTGG: seesee?
Me: didn't know ur tat gay.
Me: =o
WPTGG: im not!
Me: wads with gay smack?
WPTGG: i like gays!
Me: so thus u slapping like a gay makes u a gay!
WPTGG: nonono
WPTGG: im not!
Me: Kekeke..
WPTGG: like, eating dog food dont make u a dog!
Me: u did tat? =o
WPTGG: NOOOO
Me: ROFL
WPTGG: its an analogy!
Me: of all analogies...
WPTGG: acting retarded dont make you retarded!
Me: ah. Amen to that.
WPTGG: so gayslapping dont make u gay
WPTGG: hahaha
Me: tat...
Me: makes u gay.
WPTGG: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
WPTGG: i9m nottt
WPTGG: anyway
WPTGG: gays are cool ppl
WPTGG: there srsly shld be more gays
Me: lol
WPTGG: really
Me: there's this saying..
WPTGG: gays are great ppl
WPTGG: hmmmmm?
Me: All the good men in the world are either already taken or they're gay.
WPTGG: lol
Me: ur not single r u?
WPTGG: i am!
Me: lol
Me: gay or not gay? XD
Me: make e choice.
WPTGG: not!
Me: Hah. I see.
Me: ur not a good guy. XD
WPTGG: who says im good?
WPTGG: LOL
WPTGG: thankyou!
WPTGG: my friends call me the devil advocate for a reason
Me: I'd say ur the devil's dog chow. >_>
WPTGG: not!!!!
Me: HAHAHAHA
Me: So, platinum blonde?
WPTGG: I WANT!
Me: goode. =3
WPTGG: go rod you'll see me new hair! (R.o.d as in retirement of duty for e senior choir members..)
Me: lol
Me: I may not be able to take it.
WPTGG: wad do u mean -__-
WPTGG: lol
Me: as in, I'll laugh my arse off first.
Me: and then..
WPTGG: rawr!
Me: I'll continue to laugh my arse off. o.o
WPTGG: rofl
WPTGG: asdfghjkl (There was this cute but dumb emoticon he placed here. Pain inflicting. supposingly.)
Me: EeEYAH

Next, pictures... o.O

I'm Warning You.

Images ahead. O.O

Don't say that I didn't warn you now... =o

~~~~~~~~~~~

Pioneer 11. XD

We all sat on one another...
This was e result.

Presenting!~

Our two main characters of Naruto!~

Heha heha!~ ^^

Naruto trying to catch glimpses of Kaka's boooook..

See Kaka's mask slippin? Rofl. XD

We ended up throwing our kunais in frustration due to the sitffling heat...

Or something else we couldn't remember now. x.X

So there, pioneer eleven of the Baka-ninjas. Huzzah!~ ^^

~~~~

Today was actually funn. hahas. Watched Madagascar II!!! Rofl and rofl and rofl.

And yeeeeaaaaa. >_>

Ah boii actually took one of e lollipops that was up for display in causeway point... y'know along the railings of the floors of the mall.

Did I say that? o.O

Nada u guys heard nothing.

Lets see if any of the staff in the mall are that observant. o.O

Okay Dii I'll try to post the poem up by tonight. >_<

Cheerios for quite an okay day. =3

2008-11-14T15:02:00.002+07:00

Been tagged to do the same quiz twice, lolz.

Xavier's. xP

1 ) The person who ask u to do this thing is :

very what he calls 'GLAM.' >_>

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :

A friend to crack up at things with? Lol.

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :

GLAM and sly in the very good way. o.O

Perhaps a wee bit introverted is the better definition.

4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :

Just looking at his face somehow just makes me want to crack up inwardly. o.O
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :

Can't remember. Its more like the GLAM way he laughs I think. o.O

Falls along the lines of Mahjong or Adobe Reader.. yesh. T_T

6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :

He's taken. xP And I wouldn't think about it.

7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :

Look at the previous answer.

8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :

Chances are it'll prolly be about Mahjong, no? XD

9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :

Play mahjong??

10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :

Hooked to Edward from Twilight? o.O

Ah, preferably the non-gay way.

11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :

I believe there are two contrasting groups.

Classmates and non-classmates. Uh-huh. Look at Xavier's blog when he has done this quiz when I tagged him. =P

12 ) the character you love about yourself is :

Unbelievably random and crazy and high when the mood strikes me. XD

You'll never see that when I'm in class. ;)

I also sorta like it that people actually come to me to talk about their probs. o.O

13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :

I can switch to being very anti-social.

There's a very fine example of that in my cbox now. Go check it. xP

14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :

Clearly not myself. But at least I will NEVA wanna be a bimbo who judges people by their exterior. I'll miss out the beauty in life that way. And all the other awesome ppl I know. =3

15 ) pass this quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :

Erm...

Whoever I tag gets it. XD

Now Strawberry's. xP

1 ) The person who ask u to do this thing is :

A spastic strawberry. xP

2 ) Your relationship with him / her is :

Spastic buddies when the mood strikes. XD

3 ) Your impressions on him / her is :

A jumpy funny nice strawberry. =3

4 ) The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :

There's not just one. x3
5 ) The most memorable thing he / she said to you :

There was something. But 'poof!' went my mind. >_<

6 ) if he / she becomes your lover you will :

Make strawberry milkshakes daily. >=P

7 ) If he / she becomes your lover, a thing he / she has to improve on will be :

Be positive about herself? o.O

8 ) if he / she becomes your enemy , the reason will be :

Strawberry vs. Grape war.

Other ppl, don't ask. >_>

9 ) the most desired thing you wanna do for him / her now is :

Her BDAE prezzie!!!

Gotta give it to her!! >_<

10 ) your overall impression on him / her is :

Like I said; sweet and spastic strawberry. hahas.

11 ) how you think people around you feel about you :

Scroll up to Xavier's quiz from this question onwards. I rather not repeat myself.

12 ) the character you love about yourself is :

Same as above...

13 ) on the contrary , the character you hate about yourself is :

Same as above.

14 ) the most ideal person you wanna be is :

Same as above!~
15 ) pass this quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you :

Same as above. x.X

2008-11-11T21:51:00.003+07:00

Last Saturday was sheer fun. ^^

Burn waaaay lots of calories lmao.

Firstly, Baka-ninjas practice the 'special item' we pulled off. Like wow. Can u imagine ALL 48 characters of NARUTO come together?

I'm cosplaying as Shizune, Tonton (the stuff toy not person XD) 's owner. Basically.

Mika, (our leader a.k.a SasuGAY) kept whining that I should be Anko instead. >_<>

Anyways, I'm DYING to telll u guys how awesome the stuff we're pulling off is, but I can't even tell u guys what it is. >_<

Kakashi Gor said that our full team is actually getting famous now. Other ppl may try to copy us or try to snatch our members away. Soo yeeeea. >_<

But Hah, it was awesomeness after our practice session. XD Then, afterwards its more like EVERYONE being spastic. Haha. Kurenai-jie offered to piggyback me. >_> I was having second thoughts, but before I knew it someone tickled me, I screamed/squeaked and jumped, landed on her back and she started carrying me around, spinning and spinning. x.X

Then we did some random dances and games. Trust me they were burn-your-calories laughable.

At the end of e day as we all walked back to Causeway Point, Ah boii didi complained that I was hyper. x.X Jiraiya and I were belting out on jokes, Russell Peters and Arrrkkkkkkkkman imitations at each other. And I swear my tummy hurts as we ran around at it. XD

So tiring when I finally released all that energy... >_<

"Thirty-FOUR-fiftyyy!" --R.Peters.

"I'lld KEEL YOU!" >_<

(You'll probably won't get it if you haven't watch them. You can check them out on YouTube. =3)

I'll promise to post up a group pic or two of our pioneer 11 of Baka-Ninjas NARUTO cosplay team. Hehe.

(And I feel like I'm airy when I talk about these stuff. I swear that I sound different than I normally am when blogging about this. >_<)

Changed my blogskin, if you've haven't notice, but I'm sure you will.

And am back to poetry writing that it scares me. x.X

I'll prolly post it up when its done. I've promised to complete it and go through with Taku to make it better. And I promised Ah boii (He's cosplayin Suigetsu by e way) to send him the poem, since he loved the first 3 stanzas already. xP

I'm getting back to my old pastimes/loves...

Am I that bored? x.X

2008-11-07T11:01:00.001+07:00

Unbelievable Pwnage.

Feels Goode. =D

2008-11-04T22:03:00.003+07:00

Her singing is simply beautiful. >_< But it got me thinking... But somehow I think something's gonna slip away sooner or later... I left GHR AGAIN. I can't believe it. But I believe and actually realised that he made sense.. GHR spirit died. I can't possibly blame susie at all.. but the times have changed. =/ I left cuz for someone to actually see the entire process of GHR fading away is simply so hurting that it kills the heart... After all the times I said I'll stay and try to help 'em out...

I realised that I couldn't possibly take up the leadership role...

1)Screw the stats. I've barely got decent guns (which aren't quite as decent) and Leg sails and Master DNav.

2)I don't talk nice when I'm not in the mood to. And sometimes I find it a pain to talk n entertain n make everyone happwee. I'll neva go all way out to be a crowd-pleaser.

3)There's some stuff I can't get over with... and when I think about it, it ALWAYS screws up my performance.

4)My SF, Rumble and Bnav are SHAM. T_T Rumble.. how e heck was I tat good before I dropped rock bottom in e first place? o.O

Bnav.. sigh.

So there, I would love to help GHR back. I won't bootlick or bribe to get ppl into thinking the same way as I do.. Perhaps I should really just leave everything of GHR behind... I'm not gonna be Cap'n of the crew, I don't have time for such commitment...

Alright let's just say I'll screw saving GHR and jus be happy with e crew I'm in...

Will I ever be satisfied?

And...

Liking someone can actually be so painful yet sweet at the same time.

Bittersweet huh?

ANYWAYS!!!! >_<

Lol, here are some pics from Xavier's blog.. the mahjong robo. =D (Check previous post)

See? Mahjong Robo. =D

And Its a BOY!!!~ >_>

Alright gtg.

Nightz. Hope everything's all right.

Ps. Tmr cosplay dance practice as NYP. Wah~

2008-10-30T20:59:00.002+07:00

Ooomph, where do I start-o.

Can't exactly say I'm alright with my EOY grades..

What always surprises me is that my mom's like "Ah, at least you got improve le."

She's never never NEVER angry. I wonder why the contrast among u other awesome ppl. o.o

She ought to scold me though, lolz. Then again....

I was absent for e last two days of e week for e previous week....

Let's say food poisoning and midnight puking. o.O

Pft. Pine seeds. My bro and I have a new-found allergy for it? =O

My bro's case was worse, he *ahem* so twice before midnight, hugging the bucket to him as he watched anime on his laptop. =.=""

Then continued to hug the bucket as he called his sergeant that he couldn't make it back to camp the next day. Rofl.

Blame e KFC chicken that day. XD

And oh, yesterday's fun. Haha. Cher, Jerm, Eza and I crashed (not really crash, but still.) Xav's home and played mahjong....

I swear, at first I rolled my eyes at such a thought some time ago when we crashed Elton's lol. But then... blinking and staring at the tiles seemed soothing to my eyes at first. Smooth bright and white and blue/green and shiny tiles........ I began touching the tiles. Next thing I know I observed one round of it and then got my hands onto it, Lmao.

So yeaaaa. There was this big air-hammer. Said 1000 tonnes. o.O The winner of each round gets to hit the other players' heads once. Then you can also decide whether you wanna change ur place (There was this unfortunate seat in which one's back will face the television screen.. lol). And Eza went happy-bonkers when she saw the Super Juniors poster Xav has in his bedroom. Expected reaction from her, but still it startled me. XD

Cher n I accused him of peodaphile ... Nanoha poster. XD

Anyways, as it neared e end, we sorta ended up making this robot out of the unwanted tiles...

It has a 3D belly-button. >_>

But yea, fun times. XD

Brace urself for tmr? Round two? >=)

Ps. One more freakin day to freeedom. Alas. Whoopeedo.

2008-10-25T11:42:00.004+07:00

Moon Crying
Koda Kumi

I am on the road
I used to walk with you
Walking beneath the moon
While singing a sad melody

I didn't mean to put that expression on your face
Even though I loved you
I made you feel sad
And there were tears day

I can't tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
If these pouring words will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

I can't tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
That I'm still in love with you

When we meet I act selfishly
And sometimes I say too much
But you smile and forgive me
Because you're an adult

I thought you were alone
If I had "realized"
If I had been able to "softly reach out my hand"
Then "warmth" and "time"
Would have been "ours" right?

I can't tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
If these pouring words will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

If I could go back to that day
That would be all I needed
Tonight I realized something once again
That I'm still in love with you

Now I want to show in this song
What I couldn't put into words
If my overflowing emotions will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

Tonight I want to look up at the vast sky
and walk together with my loved one
To that place where the moon shines
I want to always, always be at his side

Hold my hand and never let go...

2008-10-21T21:00:00.002+07:00

I owe this post to Eza, Haru-chan and Soh-phee-YAH. XD

Even if maybe one or two of the above-mentioned say they didn't, I'm gonna talk about thwis anyway!!!! XD

Let's see.. Last Saturday.

Suntec, me with flats, Eza and Sophia in heels. And that is where I went "Tis' Nawt FAirrree!!!"

And I was e only one wearing a skirt. Shame on me. T_T

So anyways, we were there to try on COSPLAY costumes. That's right, I dragged them into this. XD

And Mika-kun (e gay one XD) was there, working and basicly running the shop for the weekends.

Who's he? He's e leader of our cosplay team. Hoohah!~

And he's funny. Lawlz. Not everything at once can I explain how amusing he is. XD

Erm yea so anyways, Eza and I had some soup at New York New York, and I swear that somehow I'd never wanna go there again. We were half an hour early than appointted meeting time.. so we had decided to warm ourselves up a lil.

What a bad choice.

Eza had to keep repeating for me to stop thinking that I drank... ugh.

They can even get the change wrongly.

Hey even if I'm one who fails A maths, doesn't mean I can't count money! =o

So anyways, the 3 of us met up, and went to eat at Burger King. And cuz I was sorta traumatised, I ate a half the burger, which is such a shame. >_<

(Shame on me shame on me. *cough*)

Yimos came along~ And then we ended up at Otaku House!~ <3<3<3<3

At first, it was sorta agonising to have sophia trying out a single costume...

(Pst I won't go into the details of the clothing...)

Eza did try Vampire Knight's uniform though. Very nice.

And I had to wear back.. Prince of Tennis.

I'm ze femme Echizen Ryouma? T_T

And Mmmm yea.. basicly we've soaked up the entire afternoon. And I met e other cosplayers in e team too. ^^

Know Suigetsu? Temari? Zetsu? etc etc. XD

Mika's sasuGAY by e way. XD XD

And yea we got Lysander into TWO costumes too!!! WAHAHAHAHA.

The first one was... Ouran. (We laughed too darn hard that we sorta scared Suigetsu... XD)

Second was one he wore that matched Sophia's. kekeke. Really awesome.

And Mmm yea. Fun fun fun. XD

~~~

And today was spastic randomness. XD

Ate at BPP with Cheryl, Jerm, and Sophia popped by!~ =)

Lotsa funny stuff... wuuguu wuuguu wuuguu...

In the end as we parted on seperate ways Sophia no longer recognised me. HURRAH! XD

It was somewhat random... that I met up with Aki-anata, suigetsu Ah-Boii and Kaka-Gor after my lunch at West mall.. And really chatted away. Fun n funny. =3

Thn Aki-anata came over and grabbed e stuff she kept stocked in my room for quite a while.. and learned a wee bit of the dance.

And yea. Funn day overall.

Though I do dread Physics on Thursday. And a week more after this before school really ends. Poo. =/

But nevertheless,..

When you decide to soar,
Say that you're not coming back
What you have long aimed for,

AOI, AOI ANO SORA!~ XD

2008-10-12T22:30:00.002+07:00

Today was sorta tiring...

But after the 4 (freakin toasty) hours of Add. Math, the fun sorta started.

Went to meet up with the other cosplayers.. tralalala~

And gawd, 3 of us at once, all 15 and wearing monochrome maid costumes!!!!

And I HAD to wear bunny ears!!!

Thank god nobody took photos of us...

And jus cuz they had white shoes they appear taller. Zhen had the scariest platforms and nearly killed me upon seeing it. XD

Ate subway fer dinner, learnt e dance (measly 26 seconds XD) and went back home with Tako(Taku).

I hate this feeling deep down...

But I loved that maid's dress!!! >_<

2008-10-10T17:44:00.003+07:00

Yesh, finally, they're all over. x)

Anonymous taggies are absolutely amusing. =3 Its brilliant on his/her/ITS part to ever waste finger strength and non-existent brain juices to bother taggin here. It only shows ITS sheeer retardism, seriously!~ =O

Today was pissy, though e last of e exams are executed... Exams no more. =O Lets say a friend became a total bimbo since joining the cosplay team (Shush I'll onto it x))... fake and rotten personality and act-cuteness that I can swear is FAR from cute... others pals can vouch for it too. =P

But Bimbo-ness sums everything up. ^^ But then Cher-goatee, Jerm, YX and I went ter watch 'Hua Pi'... It was very nice and it absolutely made my day. =D It was nice nice nice. XD

Jerm said there was a scene in which would make us cry... Jerm and I sorta ended up laughing.. was it? o.O

Thing is, parts are like, crucial and serious we both ended cracking up. XD

(Pst, Cheryl and I hav new found affinity via livestock.. Lmao. XD)

Then yea... there's this guy that's like, appears to be dying cuz some iguana demon clutched and pierced his... erm.. manboobs. XD We reallyLAUGHED. Its sooo hard to contain it! There he was DYING and here we are-.... >_<

We weren't e worst though. There were this group of... retards? They seemed like that throughout e entire movie.. until they piped down and and kept mutterin 'bitch' to the girls who told them to 'f*** off'. The four of us infront laughed out arses off. It was during e supposing 'climax' of the movie... awesome spoiler. Lawlz.

Mighty thankies to Cher-goateee, Jerm and YX.

Today's an awesome zi-high day. XD

And...

I did sorta 'promised' u ppl what e heck I'm into...

Fine. =P

One thing, its COSPLAY.

This year's CosFest was a blast!! XD

First time ever going up on stage singing solo.

I hope I won't be that nervous again.

Naruto Characters. One of ze Pioneer 11. Tsunade's right-hand (wo)man. x) KC sure said I didn't look like e original. =)

Who cares, it was fun and we all enjoyed ourselves. =P

Knowing that a huge majority of Bp students deep down are very particular of things, I'm pending as to whether I should post a pic up or two. XD

Nevertheless, it was fun, a burn fer e money but its FUN. Once your with the team ye never want e day to end. =3

And hah, two other BPIANS are in this!! ^^

Credits tome of course. xP

But yea, its really fun. I acutally studied for this year's exams... partly for the team. x)

Cosplaying is fun, on or off costume. Cheers.

~

E other thing I owe u guys... My OBS experience. XD

First things first, although it clearly changed me, make me ponder on the simple things in life, it wasn't as 'high', and it made me snap up and made me think.

The cooking was hilarious. XD

Rice-porridge that was always slightly burnt that never made e cut. XD

Matthew, my kayaking buddy did e honours...

(Pst, this is an except. Can't quite recall e exact thing XD)

Kenny, our instrutor: "Step on, heat up the oil. Step two, put in the garlic and stir-fry till golden brown..."

Matthew pretty much did the exact steps, until...

*When the garlic is already golden-brown*
Matt: *Pauses in his stirring-frying and begins looking around for the next ingredient*...

For your info, we were all watching him cook. And obviously we can be there to pass him the other ingredients. Amazingly he stopped whatever he was doing, and as he was looking for the next ingredient to put in he let the garlic turned a lovely BROWN. XDXDXDXD

There were other funny scenes... Like us 4 girls sleeping in e tent after the CO members left e island for their performance (HALF of e girls left. lol) After the 7-hour Kayak expedition (That was very very amazing), we formed a square and massaged e other's back with muscle cream. XD

It was soooo cooool tat it BUUUUURRRNS. But it felt awesome. XD

Then we kept our very best to contain our laughter at e silliest but awesomely funny stuff.. we were lying down and yet it felt as though we're still floating out at sea...

Then was this very LOUD SNORE. OMfG. o.O

We were still awake then, and thought of ways to make him shut up, (stuffing a ball of his own used socks into his mouth.. etc etc) and we marvelled as to how his other tent mates could sleep through it...

Okay perhaps they didn't. XD

Fun night it was. XD

~

Alrighty... NEXT!~

Lunch with KC and Love was simply amusing. o.O

Two days in a row, and they aren't that bad as lunch mateys. ^^ Funnny, funny and funny. Though when I did mention it to Taku and Eza, taku did say it was a rare combi. XD

Rare indeed. Pai seh I thought they'd find me 'very what' if I were to eat with them.

=P

And OH, the other day at PizzaHut!!

Refer to Love's blog *snickers* if you wanna. Tonton (Ze Bpian cosplayer no. III), Taku (Ze Bpian cosplayer no. II), Eza, Love, Jerm and I went walking around Lot1 to find lunch. Lovell insisted on heading to Popular for lunch. It was a good suggestion, just ain't good enough. XD

We ended up in PizzaHut...

-Jerm's baked rice came last, after we all have eaten cuz PizzaHut booched up his same order THRICE.
-We laughed our arses off every now n then
-Taku's curry rice was almost SHAM. (XD)
-We all laughed.
-And oh check out Love's blog (xD) for e look for Taku's curry rice. its the FAB. x.X

Burned money a lil, its a given, but wow it was somewhat rewarding to hav done tat after the Chinese Paper. XD

~

NEXT, Guiiiiitarrrrr <3<3<3

I have to admit I'm pretty much a noob. Am learning e complicated almost like Piano version of Naturo's Sadness and Sorrow...

Simplied versions much more.. 'listen-able'. When I break up the parts and chords to play on e other version...

*Sighs and shakes her head sadly. >_<*

And oooh, Price of Freedom, the acous. guitar part. Too darn easy XD

Yui, Good-BYE Days. Chords n singing at e same time. There's NO WAY I will perform. Its fer private comfort...? rofl. XD

Fruits Basket OP, Lilium..

Memories of Lightwaves from FFXII?

etc etc etc.

XD

~

Alrighty when I remember e other stuff of e past, I post it up.

Reminence and recent. El sigh.

Ps. Bring it on if you think it will very much intimidate me, Bring. It. On. x)

Ppss. Soz if there's lotsa typos are grammatical errors. Can;t be bother fer this post no more. XD

2008-09-21T18:46:00.004+07:00

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone.

And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care.

You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands.

Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends.

Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door

What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom

What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

What Kind of Pet Would You Be?

You Are 70% Pirate

Garrrr, yer a true pirate down to yer bones.

Yer an originial sea dog, an' ye certainly have earned yer sea legs.

No one be goin' to accuse ye o' bein' a landlubber.

Ye got yer eye on the prize, an' yer willin' to go pillagin' fer some booty.

Would You Make a Good Pirate?

Your Common Spelling Mistake Score: 85% Correct

Your spelling is excellent.

You don't fall for common spelling pitfalls, and you spell almost everything correctly.

Do You Make Common Spelling Mistakes?

Your Spelling is Good

You got 8/10 correct.

Your spelling is generally pretty decent. You are prone to a few mistakes, but the mistakes you make are pretty forgivable.

How's Your Spelling?

What Your Front Door Says

You are daring, unusual, and extravagant.

You are like an eccentric wealthy person...

Even if you don't have the money to back it up yet.

You crave luxury. You love to feel rich.

The Front Door Test

Your Birthdate: January 11

Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world.

You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm.

Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche.

Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done.

Your strength: Your inner peace

Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds

Your power color: Emerald

Your power symbol: Leaf

Your power month: November

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Now THIS is soo true. X)

What Your Little Black Dress Says About You

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.

You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.

Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.

If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

The Little Black Dress Test

Yea Babeh boots. x)

The Recipe For Evelia TZR

3 parts Style

2 parts Drive

1 part Dignity

Splash of Magnetism

Limit yourself to one serving. This cocktail is strong!

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

The Recipe For Evelia Tan Zheng Rui

3 parts Uniqueness

2 parts Grace

1 part Silliness

Splash of Fun

Serve over ice

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

You Are Spearmint Flavored Gum

You are a mystery to most people, even your friends.

Cool and a bit aloof, you tend to be a bit removed from the world.

And while you keep to yourself, you're no shrinking violet.

You have a strong personality, and you'll speak your mind when the time is right.

You are competent in all aspects of life. You're attractive, successful, and charming.

Many people want to be your friend, but you consider few people to be your true friends.

What Flavor Gum Are You?

I disagree with the last paragraph, seriously. =/

You Are More Yin

Feminine

Devoted

Forgiving

Fall

Winter

Afternoon

Moon

Time

Passive

Metal

Honey

Are You More Yin or Yang?

You Should Be A Capricorn

What's good about you: hard working and ambitious, you're practically a guaranteed success

What's bad about you: you can be unforgiving toward people who fail you

In love: you're very picky, but extremely devoted to the one you choose

In friendship, you're: likely to be a good friend but expect a lot in return

Your ideal job: rock climber, sculptor, or practitioner of black magic

Your sense of fashion: preppy and put together

You like to pig out on: meat and potatoes

What Sign Should You Be?

So I really AM Capricorn. Haha.

Yea random stuff up here.

I may keep it up. XD

2008-09-16T17:34:00.003+07:00

Yesh. Its thoroughly satisfying to change the blog skin. All in 10 mins. Including the rebooting of the codes cuz something screwed up in e process. Nevertheless, it was FUN. XD

I'll begin running now.

No more sullen sulky moody longing heartbeats.

No more laziness to this blog. (Ugh. this is pending..)

No more updates till exams are bloody over fer this year.

I'll keep up to my part of the bargain of filling you guys in, guranteed. xP

Yea, my heart shall now run free, dash, charge, leap, pending to soar...

Nothing THAT big n hapwee yet. But Life's alright now. =3

Messed up with other stuffies, true.

Empty as of a certain something (Shush u icky minds. x.X)

But that's been replaced with awesome friends. =)

They're always there.

Hoohah. Onward to e EOY's minna.

Baka-ninjas, onward!~

Ps.I'm Luuuuuuuuurvin' ES Roleplay again. Gawd.

2008-09-04T22:41:00.002+07:00

I know I know~!!!!!!!! XD

I'm gonna hear NADA of what you guys think, cuz its exposingly OBVIOUS of what you awesome mateys are thinking.

Mighty thankies to Sophia Lur who (unknowingly) made me feel like blogging again~ =P

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette (And found that they totally smelled like crap.)
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (Don't go astray here. I kissed my maid on e cheek when I was young. ^^)
SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(x) Are /Have Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone (Ermm.. )
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight (Almost. One time too many.)
SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (Mmm.. yea. XP)
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 3

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends
( ) Been To Spain (I WISH!!!)
( ) Been To Europe (I WISH!!!)
( ) Been On A Plane (I WISH!!! Seriously! >.<)
( )Thrown Up From Drinking (Almost. x])
SO FAR: 1

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi (How can I NOT adore sushi? >.<)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet ( Eh--ah--Mm. XD)
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit (I wish. Seriously.)
SO FAR: 2

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (Love doing this. ^^)
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 3

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (Sorta?)
(x) Flown A Kite (Fun times. =3)
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up (More Cosplay? =D )
SO FAR: 4

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves (Only to freak out that there's LOTSA stuff in there. T.T)
(x) Gone Sliding (A love. x])
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (DUH!~ XD)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (E math class. >_>)
SO FAR: 5

Level 10
(x)Watched The Sun Set (Another love)
( )Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 1

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (Ugh. Very bad cases of 'em x.X)
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood (Mmm. )
SO FAR: 2

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 1

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night (Too sinful to ever consider XD)
( )Danced in the moonlight (I wish. <3)
SO FAR : 0 (That's a first. o.O)

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart (With e painstakin questions? Yesh)
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (THOSE stuff? Fascinating? o.O)
SO FAR: 2

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud (Unfortunately)
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World (I WISH!!! >_<)
(x) Swam In The sea (Paddled like a drowning shrimp.. aye. >_>)
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (Pretty recent, hoho)
SO FAR: 3

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (Lovely impatient customers behind. >.<)
SO FAR: 4

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (Hell. >_>)
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls (Surprisingly I don't. o.O)
(x ) laughed until sum kind of beverage came out of your nose (I swear! If you were ME right then you'd be worse!! XD)
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR : 2

Level 18
( x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (In a prose I thought up of, now stored safely away on some webbie ^^)
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (Watched 'em alone)
(x) Blown Bubbles (Wheee!~)
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 2

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (Say WHA?! o.O)
SO FAR: 1

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (Hmm? Ye neva know. XD)
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 1

Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes (Rofl.)
( ) Kicked A Fish (And slip and fell? xP)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (My bro's shirt.. More like a dress ter me. x.X)
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars (I WANNA!~)
SO FAR: 1

Level 22
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (I ever wanna. Very badly)
(x ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (success! But scared e crap outta myself)
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (Bwahaha.)
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 2

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate A Pear Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree (Fun.)
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House ( I wish. =/)
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (Scary movies? Stay away from me. x.X)
SO FAR: 2

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts (Adknowledge their existance)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (Sad aren't I?)
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 1

Level 25
(x) played Chicken (Sound imitations. and I do back out of stuff on e occasion. My bad.)
(x ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (How about being dragged to the SEASIDE by your LIMBS?! T.T)
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (-.-"")
( ) Broken A Bone (Never in my entire life. Nor thorough sprain. o.O)
(x) Been Easily Amused (Very much, and very often. X])
SO FAR: 4

This sums very little of how I am now, I KNOW!~ XD

2008-05-27T09:28:00.003+07:00

I must be beyond me.

I'm soo freakin lazy to date back to wadsoever to post back about EVERYTHING. Yargh! Lazy lazy lazy. And here I am ranting about me being lazy as I stay at home.. currently m grandma is stayin with us. ^^

"And she's like soooo cute lah. >.<"

Hmmm.... Bro and I went with her to the neighbourin block to eat lunch.. on the way back was sorta... interesting...

Lets just say that she just plucked a branch naked of all the leaves... And she said tats its very good to use....

Bro n I have faces exactly like ----> (o_o)...

"Errm... Grandma, you can't exactly pluck those leaves..."

Then she was smiling and went like, "Ah, I know. ^_^ "

Then my bro claimed and decided that he didn't see anything...

Well that branch was REALLY stripped bare...

"Yea, Gor I didn't see anything as well. ^^"

(It was all in Chinese of course.)

Later when grandma asked me about how to use the shower faucet... (its adjoined two-ways, so I needa explainto her) I found the leaves in the pail she was going to use to bathe with. Lmao.

Aaahh she's cute. >.<

This ain't funny, but I was also scared SHITE-less (XD) when I had to cut her fingernails.. slightly long nails for her would be troublesome.. and she didn't know how to use nail-clippers...

Couldn't get her a scissors cuz all those we haave are HUGE...

And so I volunteered to cut. Wahaha. ^^

And I sort of freaked out each time I cut... Ppl who know me would always know that my fingernails are long... Uh-huh uh-huh and tough. ^^ So when it came to my grandmother's aged hands with EXTREMELY soft nails... I fear tat like what Ms. Kong our Chinese teacher has said, the whole nail would come off...

I'll skip through the ordeal for u dear readers. ^^

Okido I'll post up some pics when I went to chinatown with my grandmother n my parents. Grandma went to find some cloth to make into blouses ye see...

And I saw this gothic lolita maid dress..

I'll post 'em up as soon as I can fix e problem. >.>

DAVID COOK WON!!!!!

Wuv him ter bits. <3<3<3<3

Okay that was like, quite a few days ago, but heck. I wuv him. <3 XD

SURVEY TIME!~ ^^ (I'm bored beyond my mind, so don't ask.)

1)At what age do u wish to marry?
No idea really. And it totally depends.

2)What you want the most now?
Morbid entertainment. XD

3)Who is the person you trust the most?
Nobdy. Not even myself. Runner-up would be my Bro though.

4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
I sure have some, but never enough.

5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Just knowing what I can really decide on doing in the future and start planning like, NOW.

6)Ever crushed on anyone?
Duh~

7)What is your goal for this year?
Getting 4 A1s and I'm happy like a fish.

8)Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes. But its only one in a Ger-zillion. Only ONE out of that many would find such a love.

9)Have you broke someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Yep. It was silly though.

10)What feeling do you love the most?
This I totally can't decide. I love laughing aloud at funny stuff till my tummy hurts... the sense of accomplishment when I helped/counselled a friend or two... or simply when I hit someone with logic square on the head. Bwahahah. >.>

11)What feeling do you hate the most?
Another I can't decide. Uselessness in times of need, though this hardly lasts as I tend to toss myself fer blind sacrificing whenever it happens... and when I feel that there's nothing, no plans and no future I can solidly decided on... and sheer irritation at some bloody arse who goes all out to spoil everyone's day. (I feel immediately better scoldin the shite out of that person. ^^)

12)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, but some more than most of course.

13)Do you believe in God?
I ain't Christian.

14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
It all boils down to friends and family. Can never imagine life without them.

15)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
I don't know.The image is all blurred up when I think about it.

16)Whose your best friend?
Sui. (Sway. XD) I hav quite a handful being very close too... Its hard to choose okay?! >.<

17)Who cares for you the most?
Parents. No matter how silly or dumb adults sometimes behave.. it all boils down to benefitting the child. Though I hardly think about this but now that I consider.. its truly them.

18)Which date you like the most?
Never my birthday, thats for sure.

19)Do you believe there is fate and its destined or it is the path u chose.
I believe in destiny.. Destiny giving you options and you carve your path from those options. Tadaa.

20)Do you believe in love at first sight?
Hardly. Infatuation is the better term.

Starting time:
Didn't track like the previous survey-yee. Whoops.

Name:
T. Z. Rui

Brother:
T. Z. Yang

Shoe size:
6-7...? >.>

Height:
158cm

Where you live:
Singapore; in a 4-room HDB flat.

Favorite drinks:
Water, tea and coffee... honeydew milkshake. (Don't get any fancy ideas here Mango! >=O)

Favorite breakfast:
Err.. not eatin anything?

Have you ever been on a plane:
Could have when I was 11, that was heading to ORLANDO, USA, DISNEYLAND. Sheeesh.

Swam in the ocean?:
I'd either die there or die when my mom nags after I get out alive.

Broken someone's heart?:
One time too many.

Fell off your chair?:
Yesh. Some big bumbum did it. *Points an accusatory finger at...*

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?:
Not me, but someone had waited so... whooops.

Save e-mails?:
Some. >.>

What is your room like?:
Wooden floor... Awesome bed with white sea-shell bedframe.. awesome pillow... rather windy a room... think thick pink curtains.. T.T A huge white cupboard that stretches from floor to ceiling... and long white desk across the cupboard... Bloody whole tons of mess on top of it. ^^

What’s right beside you?
The door on my right, a extended mini-table on my left.

What is the last thing you ate?:
White carrot cake. Half of it. ^^ Oh the black coffee came after that...

Ever had chicken pox?:
Yep. Glad I settled that when I was really young.

Sore throat?:
Duh~ Oh the horror.

Stitches?: .
Nope.

Broken nose?:
Does a bleeding nose upon being hit by a volleyball count?

Do you believe in love at first sight?:
I repeat, its infatuation thats the more accurate term.

Like picnics?:
No comments, hardly been on one.

Who was the last person you danced with?:
Waaaaay back to primary school. A whole bunch of us doing hip-hop. Bwahaha.

Last made you smile?:
Grandma. ^^

Did you talk to someone you like?:
Of course!

Best feeling in the world?:
I've said that I could'nt decide between quite a few... scroll up to refer to that.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?:
To tell you the truth, I TRIED. Even when I was younger. The next morning they're all trashed away from my mattress or bed, askewn on the floor.

What's under your bed?:
Dust, and maybe some guitar tabs...

Who do you really hate?:
I hate nobody at all, just on the occasion what the person has done at that time.

What time is it now?:
1125am

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A: Yep.

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: Older bro. ^^

Q: Do you want children?
A: Erm. Yesh.

Q: Do you smile often?
A: Yea.!~ =D

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: Hehe. Satisfactory. >.<

Q: Are your toenails painted?
A: Nope.

Q: Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
A: Sui's. ^^

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: A very dark blue.

Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
A: Puzzle Pirates.. before scampering off for dinner at the dining room.

Q: I can't wait till?
A: I'm taller!!! =O

Q: When did you cry last?
A: Pretty recent. To someone's singing.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: Relatively. It depends.

Q: Do you have any pets?
A: Had, my friend. Had.

Q: Do you sleep with the TV on?
A: I don't watch TV that often.

Q: What are you doing right now?
A: Sneezing, doing the quiz, paranoid that someone is thinking of me cuz I only sneeze twice... considering whether I have receieved any morbid entertainment from doing this quiz... Okay make that 4 sneezes.

Q: Have you ever crawled through a window?
A: Does the playground's window count?

Q: Can you handle the truth?
A: Always. Bring it on.

Q: Are you too forgiving?
A: Nope. Consider myself morderate/less generous when forgiving. >.>

Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?
A: Despite the more disputes and quarrels, my mom.

Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
A: Sui. Before that was infront of an audience... sorta screwed up. bwahahah.

Q: How many people can you say you've really love?
A: Hah. I spot e key word. 'you HAVE'.. 1, 2, 3,... at least 16. And no, only 3 were crushes.. the rest are really mi'loves. ^^

Q: Do you eat healthy?
A: I try avoidin stuff, yea.

Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
A: Nope.

Q: How often do you go to church?
A: I don't.

Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
A: I don't go by who, but where. And that'd be my room.

Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
A: Loud with e right ppl, aye. ^^

Q: Are you confident?
A: Fairly, but not enough. (This has repeated... right? =O)

There

Considered this done. >.>

2008-04-18T16:37:00.002+07:00

Flu's biting me arse, lawlz.

But seriously, since last night, I had a hard time doing stuff. ALL sorts homework undone..

I only accomplished watching American Idol. Wakakaka. xD

But this morning.. ugh. T.T

Woke up real early (3-4am?) thanks to the thunder booming outside.. plus the lightning flashes. Wah. And e moment I woke up my blocked nose started acting up again.. Ah joy. and when I went back to sleep when all clears up... less than 10 mins and it was time to wakey wakey. Hallelujah. What pleasant sleep alright... T.T

It was amazing that I was even in a joking mode this morning e moment I stepped into class...

Speaking about CLASS, I'm in 3P1. Yesh this is of a very late notice.. but still... >.<

So yea.. the two guys behind me are pretty pleasant to sit around with. Them making laugh one way or another...

Although its ALWAYS e pretty LAME stuff. Baha.

Stupidly enough, sometimes I don't laugh as hard when they do. And when sometimes it ain't intended to be a joke, I LOLLED all over the place. >.>

Upon first day of school in this class, someone said I have a bad sense of humour. xD

Hell, u should hear how Eza laughs these few days.. >.<

And in class today I sorta spammed on the tissues... I packed quite e amount, since I can no longer depend on Ben like I did last year... tat lovely homely-looking tissue box tat can be passed around in class... Needa be independent on supplying myself my own tissues. lol.

And now that I look back at my previous post.. the first few lines were retardly stupid and blunt. My bad. =/

Ms Foo said my MP3 is really loud.. well I played the piano-y songs on it tat day...

Okay maybe except e LAST TWO songs... MAxed it up. XD

And the sponge for e headphones came off. About time I get a new one.

God Knows by (I forgot who! Omgomgomg!!) and but its in e anime Haruhi Suzumiya no Yuutsu. I guess that's how ye spell it. ANNND Doubt and Trust that can be found in the anime D.Grayman!!!! Kyahhhh!! >.<

And I miss Narcy. T.T

And Narcy misses me too. Hehe. GHR's dying.. and there's nothing I can do about it really. =/ Ppl don't listen to wad I say.. or rather, due to school and timezone differences I can't really get to say what I think since I can even ATTEND the S O meetings.... No point in telling DD via email when I bet he forgot all about it and decides to stick to his opinion on getting a new cap'n. But its my fault I guess...

El Sigh~

In the long run we're all dead. =P

2008-04-04T17:45:00.003+07:00

Today was ze Sports Carnival!!!

Thoughts in the morning: Oh Wtf and Oh Hell. Seriously.

The entire Purple house was thoroughly demoralised just by the DISGUSTING plummy dull purple shirts we ordered. $7.50 and this is e crap sh!t we get. I'm still pissed.

Further more, only SOME had that at least more decent shimmery colour to them. They rest were freakin DULL and REVOLTING. They don't keep quality constant? Like Wtf?!

Okay gotta pipe down e swearing a bit. But I'm still hissy. >.>

And so yea, all us 3P1 girls dread decking out in these disgusting purple shirts to play basketball.

And no offense, all us girls in this class are ALL below 1.6m. Dattebayo! T.T (Believe it!)

And a huge majority (I think 12/13 girls out of e class of 41) are not in any sport CCAs.

(Unless if u would like to count ME as an EX-Vballer. >.>)

So yea... Us girls were split into 2 teams... I don't like saying this but e first team got trashed; e neighbouring class's team A were all TALL. Jane said it was sorta impossible to shoot when u see all hands hovering above u, covering e sky. lol.

I'm in team B... and waited freakin' long fer our match. (we even thought that our match was non-existant. lmao) All of e rest of our class have been eliminated by either their first or second match. Psh. ZiJun was injured. =/

Kekekeke Yellow house de Yew Shen kept falling in his first match, coming back up each time with an indifferent face. Truly an amazing feat, and he performed awesomely (or to my standards he did). But the way he tripped was hilarious. Why he tripped 4 times, out of the blue-ish that was wad made it even funnier.

His shoelace. XD

There were other casualties... But I guess Zhao Yang's fall sorta didn't count. LMAO!!!!!!

Why, cuz he got rammed down, considering his weight and all, him practically flying off the ground and rolling over e ground twice... along with two other guys...I was thinkin ouch cuz if I'm not wrong.. there was this SLAPping noise when they contacted... ZY himself was surprised that he got knocked down.

And the amazingly, plus twice as amusing part is, he stood back up as though it'd never hurt. lmao. Another amazing feat. Some guys are sure surprising. And that SOME is a small percentage. Don't get yer hopes up fellas. XD

And Shao Yang neva performed. That match the guys kept getting fouls. Too agressive. Shame on you SY! xP

And thanks to some Chicken-looking fella (its a description I got from Eza about him, and Shao Yangyang is talking about) in the team, who thinks he's being pro n doing everything right, keeps blaming everyone else. Wad a bitter arsehole. =/ (Forgot wad exactly did SY tell me about wad Chicken did, lol)

But wadever.

ZiJun's team was awesome. YiHui was awesome too. Alson was wad appeared to me goofy, but was good too, lol. Well those in that team were goode. =D

Okay lets just get to wad happened to Team B, aye?

We FINALLY get to play. Its amazing tat we were actually happy at that.

But we were pressurised thanks to e rest of e class saying that they're PINNING all their hopes to us girls. By then their matches were over (I think I've said tat already) lol. So it was all up to us 6 girls. PRESSURE!!! >.<

And I was thinking OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy

OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy

OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy

OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy OhJoy

OhJoyOhJoyOhJoyOhJoyOhJoyOhJoy OhJoy OhJoy.

We went up anyway. >.<

I'll confess this and I'll confess this thrice, I've got abosolutely NO stamina.

Easily breathless. And all that I can pretty much do was running around snatching e ball on occasion. Sucks I know. But hey I sorta dislike BBall, so yea.. >.>

But heh, running and snatching e ball was fun. XD

6 mins past, the score was tied 1-1. -.-""

Then e 3 shots per team, alternating. Each side got e first ball in... and only e first ball in.

That was then when all in each team had to try at least once to shoot e ball in...

First we had to stand at e outer semi-circle. None shot it in.

Then at e diameter. None as well.. -_-lll

By then Jessie and I were laughing our arses off. Heart-leaping moment for us all. Lmaolmaolmaolmaolmao. We all just keep missing. If I'm not wrong the crowd was also going bonkers.

We're all breathless n light-headed or least I THINK I was. TONS of spectators, or so Jane Ng said... keep on missing like so PAI-SEH!!!!!!! >.<

Then of all ridiculous things, we have to stand on the INNER and closer semi-circle to the hoop to shoot. XD

And I ain't bragging.. but I scored it.

Cuz' I was stupid enough not to realise that everyone was leaping and screaming, since I was looking down on the ground..

Baka me.

But yea we won the match jus like that. >.>

Its an amzing feelin. Compared to the agonizing moments when everyone kept missing. lmao. We all jumped about and glomped each other. So fun sia. XD

As for e second match,.. lets say we barely settled down onto the ground still panting and then we're up. >.>

They have an awesome player. =D

But there was one girl.. no two.. I hate to even think about it. But what they did during the match is utterly disgusting...Scally there'll be flamethrowers here and there. Guys are fu*kin dense, so yea, fair enuff. I'll keep it to myself. ;)

But yea despite being hissy about it, was sorta happy we'd actually beat those that were taller than us in e first round. Forgive me Guangruii xP.

Eza and descendant and I went fer lunch. Then Eza and I lounged at e J E Library. Read till I felt sleepy and had to use our bags as my pillow. x.X

Then hanged around..

We sorta hit a jackpot, spent quite some on other stuff. Guilty, but still. XD

Ah yes tat was a cliff hanger. DON'T go figure. >.>

Prolly update about e previous stuff another time?

Rhetorical question on my part. Laterz.

2008-04-02T20:11:00.002+07:00

Yesh, I'm busy right now.

Just to acknowledge those who visits this bloggy that I'm (still) alive.

(Like DUH~ Listen to e song. >.>)

Anyways, I find it a song that everyone can relate to once in a while. Though I should share it.

And I'll prolly be ranting away now, if not fer e Chinese to memorize a lil, and the social studies essay coming up. Don't wanna tear down that lovely 91% I got from my previous SS test, yarr?

But I promise, I'll post some stuff up to fill u guys in. (If anyone's an avid reader who finds my stuff amusing to read..)

And to refresh my own memory.

See y'all later.

(In more than 24 hrs time. Hah.)

Ps. Our English teacher's outburst at Yi Jie was most fascinating. The whole class laughed our arses off. Really... Clue words: Sulastri (wadever typical house maid's name) and Wittle Mermaid. WAhahahahhahahahhahahahahaha. x.X

2008-03-26T19:15:00.002+07:00

This world will never be

What I expected

And if I don't belong

Who would have guessed it

I will not leave alone

Everything that I own

To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say

It'll be alright

Still I hear you say

You want to end your life

Now and again we try

To just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it around

'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see

This side reflected

And if there's something wrong

Who would have guessed it

And I have left alone

Everything that I own

To make you feel like

It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say

It'll be alright

Still I hear you say

You want to end your life

Now and again we try

To just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it around

'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew

Won't come back

The time we've lost

Can't get back

The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be

What I expected

And if I don't belong

Even if I say

It'll be alright

Still I hear you say

You want to end your life

Now and again we try

To just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it around

'Cause it's not too late

It's never too late

Maybe we'll turn it around

'Cause it's not too late

It's never too late (It's never too late)

It's not too late
It's never too late

2008-03-10T13:54:00.004+07:00

Changed a wee bit. (Skin + Entry)

Happier now? xP

Lotsa happened.. lazy to explain.

Nostalgia and such.

Visiting Eza (Xia0 Hui's) blog brings loads of nostalgia... Just scroll down to the quotes and u'll understand.

Unless a couple of you are soooo.... well I don't know. Then I've got nothAng to say.

So there. Update fer a bit.

Thus... in the long run we're all dead.

*Waves*

Ps. Read the banner a lil? Yesh I'm happy they call me crazy. About time I get there again. ;)

PPss. I made crazy claims...

Like Kc at times sound like a half-beheaded chicken... The knife is there to chop the chicky's neck off... it ended up too blunt and thus got stuck... Ze butcher attempts to saw the head... The chicken makes THAT kind of noise... The works. >.>

Gonna fill and put up Quizzies seen in Eza's blog. Thank her (And yes Eza kindly thank yerself) fer e inspiration as to make me blog again.

Its a tiny brief spark. But still.

Hikki's (Utada Hikaru's) songs are making me all Emo-ey...

Have a hear at Hikki's Final Distance. Wrecks my heart.

3 eLmo. Heh. I'm the distant relative that visits 'em on whim.

Life's pretty alright...

Gonna flunk my compo sky high fer only writing 50% percent of it in 50 mins. Crap.

But I wrote good crap. So hope that works.

Nostalgia nostalgia nostalgia.

I'm now pretty sappy.

Did I forget to mention PIRATEY? = 3

That's where all the Ye, yer, Arrr, Yarr, Ayes come from. Go figure.

Alright Tryin to end it here again...

Might post up those EMO compos of mine, ya'hear?

Feel free to hate EMO stuff.

You'll never get to see me that way anyway. ;)

2007-12-02T20:15:00.000+07:00

Vivo Pics

Our shoes. Hah. Staring with the top clockwise: ShengYing, Cheryl, HuiMin, Mine (I'm e one who took the photo..so obviously), HanJia and finally Zoe Ying. Hehe

I guess this is pretty obvious...

I blame the camera. >.>

But its still a nice photo to look at.

At least, to me it is.

It makes me smile or grin goofily.

Nevertheless, jus blame my phone. >.>

Now we hav ZoeYing e chio bu. lmao.

Prays she doesn't sees this. *Hands togetherin a prayer*

Those were in the train to HarbourFront by e way, lolz.

BEHOLD!!!! Ze candy I've been wanting to eat since I saw the website with games...

Its Ze NERDS rope.

Wakakakaka. (Please don't think too much into the word 'Nerds')

Well we went to the HUGE Toys'R'Us...

We met this at the entrance. Hoohah.

I'll die after buying a box of this...

...Or this.

Sugoi little figurines ne?

And lastly before we left... we bought Han Jia her LAO GONG!!!!

Hahah she looks freakin happy now. (lmao Cheryl in background.)

Well basicly we had alot of fun waddling in the pools.

Once ye step in, its like WOW. Hehe.

I obviously would not bring my camera around to play, but here's quite a few pretty nice, memorable and somewhat symbolic (to me at least) photos I took:
(Han Jia's hubby tossed askewn in a plastic bag on the far right... lmao)

See some shiny blue toenail?

Hah.

Hm... a few days ago, another memorable day...

I'm lazy to talk now. Will post about this another day.

2007-11-23T21:38:00.000+07:00

Hmmm...

Aaaaaaaahhhh...

Sashiburi ne? ^^"""

It means long time no see...

But hah, now ye see meh live and kwicking.

I'm lazy to go into details... It'll be entertaining to both u n I, dear reader, but am freakin lazy. >.>

About that, sumimasen desuka.

Sorry. Recently Jap influenced and anime-blood-pumped, if u know wad I mean...

But I guess you don't. -.-"

I'm sure takuhino can relate though. =P

Once again, sorry for being such a lazy arse. x)

SO,

How's everything?

Let's just look into BEFORE, NOW and FUTURE.

BEFORE held n released e results and stuff.... I got into P class.... and hell breaks loose at home as I cyber mash e keyboard. lol.

Well about e subjects... I'm not exactly sure whether I wanted Life science or Physical science...

Majority of me hearties all in L(ife) class or T(riple sci.). T.T

*Sigh.*

Things would hardly be e same again.

At least, there's Ben n Cheryl.

Mango, we're on our own now... T.T

Oh yes, once school days were over I became...

(don't hate me for this)

I BECAME EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

And as I think back, it was EXACTLY BI-POLAR EMO-style.

In other words, I can execute being THE TIP TOP OF being emotional (crying at e littlest issue about no longer being sec 2) switching swiftly to NOT POSSESSING EVEN A ZENITH OF ANY FEELING. (thoroughly insult n scold a person without battling an eye, touching e kettle of boiling water and feel nothing). And as I can remember, NO RATING IN BETWEEN.

And now bow down to meh...

Just kidding. ;)

NOW. I'm just rotting with boredom... T.T Like, just dating the comp for e whole day doesn't entertain me m uch anymore... Yesh, sux to be meh.

Well at least there were little hangouts and BIG hangouts once very now n then... That keeps me sorta sane now. =)

Like with Apple, Strawberry, Mango, Lychee, Banana and Eza. =D We went to Vivo, yepyep. We, pool, puddle, fun. =P

And with Esther and HueyJie of course. We've picked up e Radest jellybeans. They're frigging awesome. Now those at Candy Empire in Vivo sux like toilet paper. =P

Where r e holy jelly beans located at?

West Mall's Uncle Tidbits. XD

I'm serious. Lolz.

Oh yesh, I'm currently hooked on Puzzle Pirates... Me learn their language. Arrr.

Polite yet pirate-ish. Me likey. x)

I'm in e Veridian server, just so u know.

Okay now e FUTURE. Well I definately can't tell. For e predictions I make r too uncanny to what happens really. So in case I made a grubby prediction, it MAY come true. Oh wah.

What's with that skecptic look? I'm not quite suppose to say 'oh god', so I say 'oh wah' =)

(Lychee I bet you'll roll your eyes as u read that, heh)

And as for e VERY NEAR FUTURE,

I'll know that I'll

- have no courage to face someone
- party at Apple's house tomorrow =D
- be having my GUITAR EXAMS THIS UPCOMING THURSDAY. HALLELUJAH.
- somehow try to prove to someone that there's better than Ajisen's noodles out there...
- somehow try to drag ppl in to read this. XD
- play e guitar over n over again
-keep myself up all night giggling about BOLLYWOOD MUSIC DIRECT ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS... ("GIRLY MAN, MAN, MAN, MAN, MAN..." and "YOU'RE LIKE A SACK OF MEAT AAAH!!!!"...)
- I'll try n ask ZoeYing soI can photocopy e booklist... >.< - Watch a movie with my family when my bro returns from NS tomorrow. =D (Dun fret, he's going back in after a day or so... -.-""") - continue to play PuzzlePirates for quite a while. =P - Quit Lunia. (Happy now Taku? Motivation killed. End of Story) - Practise StepMania. =D - Will continue to have fun n think through perhaps wad I really want to do in this life... Acutally, e list goes on about e near incoming future. Now imagine e FAR FUTRE... ... There's loads of crap for e future. I shall not crack further. There, that's about it. I've practically summed it all up. I'll probably upload some pics e day after tmr's tmr, since my Onni-chan will hog this for e whole of SUNDAY (I'll bet on that, hah) Alright, Whoever u are, have fun e non-harmful way. Ps. I've realised that I'm extra 'xiong' when it comes to degrading a person. Especially someone who tried to spam Lychee's Tagboard in a retardedly F**ked up manner. Hah. I totally...hm... killed her/him/IT two times over. I PWN. =) Ppss. So nvr mess with me when it comes to insult my pals n I online. Pppsss. Yo biatch. Yesh I'm saying specifically YOU. Watch it.